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x_x so, i've been influenced alot by astrology to the point that I can watch an anime of a person, observe their behavioral patterns and say 'omg, this charchter acts like a pisces!" ok, ok, maybe im being a bit too dramatic about recognizing a sign's traits.

this anime called hanasaku iroha on ep 18 had a plot about a girl in modern life comparing her home life and her not home life to that of a mermaid. her home is her ocean. she feels like she can swim anywhere (be herself). but the moment she gets out of the water, (out of home), she's timid and nervous. Her perception sonar is off the charts (reads ppl pretty well) but she has trouble piecing everything together and telling ppl about what's in her heart.

towards the middle-end of the ep, she finds a conclusion to her problem. The ocean that is her home becomes mobile. erm, well, she brings the confidence she has from her home into other areas of her life and this makes her happy. the problem she had was feeling weighed down, feeling heavy, feeling like an anchor over the expectations, responsibilities and challenges she faces. i guess my question is do you know how a pisces can feel more free to be themselves in more places outside of their home?

I have a moon in 12th pisces house, so I can relate because i feel this way sometime

I was at a meeting with this girl i like. beforehand, i told her about giving her a gift. she told me i didn't have to give her anything and that she just cherishes any time she can talk to me. context was that we were talking about something sentimental beforehand and i brought up the idea of giving her a necklace because i wanted to be like a token of our friendship. like something that can carry our memories. anyway, at the meeting, as soon as it was ending, i ask her if we can go outside. i wanted to be alone with her. so i take out two necklaces, one is a light colored one and the other one is dark colored.(i noticed her body language during this like she was fidgeitng with her hands) i made a joke about how each necklace is like a choice. it was relvant to a game we were playing where those two choices mattered. she was laughing as i was explaining this to her. i also said something like the necklace can give us energy in our goals. the next day, i msg her and she said she's wearing my necklace to give her energy. mind you, she's kinda reserved and shy. but at the same time not. i see her like the moon. i am energetic when im with her and happy going. so i see myself like the sun. i do like her, but i was wondering whats it even mean if she wears my necklace? i didn't even ask her if she was wearing it. she just told me. i told her i would wear the necklace too, so she can have my energy.

me and this girl have been talking alot on social media and we have common interests, getting to konw each other and stuff. Yesterday we got to meet each other and we talked for a bit here and there. it was good. i did feel bad because i learned she can get overwhelemed by being in company of alot of ppl making her feeel breathless as a result. regardless, she still talked to me until she had to walk outside for fresh air. later on in the night, we saw each other when we could and talked. at the end, her ride was leaving and i couldn't spend more time with her. so i said cya, theres alot of ppl in the room btw, and she said it was nice meeting me, she patted once then held my arm with her hand, her hold was soft if that matters, i smiled at her and said the same. i didn't touch her tho...we met for the first time yesterday. there's that. im curious of subtle non verbal cues that i can be aware that confirms where her interest in me lies.

she's really reserved for a saggi. and me too for a libra. i have noticed at odd times our common interests would have us noticing or doing similar things that matched, like she wore a hat with a zelda emblem on the front and i have a wallet with the zelda emblem on the front too. i saw her phone have a keyboard function and im buying mine that has it too. we never talked about types of phones we like. and we reach those results.

i have the money to buy both actually. but tbh, idk wat games are out there that will have me hooked. i bought an xbox for halo in the early days, but i heard there's glitches for the newest halo. im not a big fan of call of duty.

i'm really into japanese games atm. like tales of. i really like persona 4. dangan ronpa is an awesome game, but its for vita and i already got a vita.

so are there any game out there that made you want to buy an xbox one or ps4? should i just wait?

whats your sun and moon

im at my wit's end, but i dont want it to end

tbh, im bored of doing receptionist and jobs that give very little growth in a company. i wont get anywhere doing that. thats why im looking for jobs that are exciting. i dont mind travelling for a job. that's part of the fun.

I had a dream I had to do someone favors, because they were dying. wat was strange was that the person would sink their soul into mine and sleep there while i showed them how fun it was to be alive.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hdcTmpvDO0I

loool the energy and electricity you feel when you dance is awesome :D your sign?