Katiee

get ready for something obnoxiously long....

we've known eachother for 4 years almost now. he's always been there for me as a friend and much much more. we use to have a thing on an off for a year. we didn't talk for another year and we just started this new years again. ever sense then we've become really close and both realize we're ALOT like eachother.we think alike an everything. its like I have his mind and he has mine. an he has m heart an I have his. when we're together I never wanna do anything else. when we kiss I can't explain the feelings we have. it's the most incredible thing though. he always use to tell me how much he likes me and he has a soft spot for me. he still acts like that but he never says stuff anymore. let me remind you first that I use to be prett quiet around him. OH and he's really smart. like he can read my mind. but same for him.

somehjg else that's weird.... we'll had these odd coincidences. like I have the same jacket as him but his is in blue and mines in pink. we both smoke weed and have that mindset. I have what he wants and he has what I want.

If you dont want to read, them dont answer.

Okay, to start off my grandpa, who was basically my dad too, because he as never really in my life, died about 6 months ago. i know thats a while ago, but it still hurts, bad. Im at my friends and i just wont stop crying. everything just runs through my head so fast and i just dont know what to do. i have tried given up so many times. i know that when i dont think about it everythings fine i know that its always gonna be there in the back of my mind. i really just wanna bust down the doors run down the street and give up. but that wouldnt fix anything. i went through the shock, denial, and depression, not really in it anymore, im alot happy then i used to be but i still am extremely hurt. now, anyone that has gone through a tragic death in there family WILL understand what im saying, and feeling. he was my everything. he was always there for me, and after he was gone, i feel like i just lost everything, like i just need to colapse. i dont eat, i mean, i do but not alot, i dont ever sleep, barely. its just still really hard, i try talking to people about it but nobody understands. please help me and help me try and figure out how to feel happier. i cry ALOT about it, but it never seems to take the pain away..

thank you

katie x

Okay, so im going to have a black light party for my sweet sixteen.

Theres gonna be around like...40 maybe 50 people, not including the adults. We have the food taken care of. The budget is around 500-700 dollars.

Its gonna be outside in one of my moms bestfriends backyard. There back yard is reeaally biig. How many black lights do you think i would need and what size? also, what else should i use for it? :)

thank youu

cause i do.

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thanks :)

can someone tell me why there is always a problem? :(

and dont you think it should be fixed?

Mines crayons and freshly cut grass.

OH MAN!

i love itttt :)