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Is this something the authorities of Yahoo Answers can help enforce and manage?

Thank you.

As a depressed organism, should I stop chatting to Memento_Mori from Yahoo Answers? I am starting to get emotionally attached to her and nothing can ever happen as she is married to a great and lucky guy. Why did this happen to me again? Someone offers to be supportive of me, I accept the help but then I become evil, greedy and selfish and want more than friendship.

I'm beginning to believe that I am not fixable; I don t belong anywhere in this world (except in the ground); I don t deserve to be in or find love and I really might as well just commit suicide.

It's the best solution that I can think of that will have the best outcome for everyone concerned.

Thanks for your answers of support in advance.

Was just wondering.

Thanks.

I'm a guy (I think anyway) and don't seem be able to find love on any level. Have I reached the end of the road? Is it even remotely possible to find love on Yahoo Answers? Or another country? Thanks.

What is the point of life? How did you find your 'life's calling'? Your destiny? The reason why you get up pit of bed in the morning? If you haven't found it by the time you are 30 years old, is there any point continuing to live? Is suicide the best option for lost and useless souls like myself? I'm starting to believe it is especially considering I've always been single, still a virgin, never found love, got no friends, seem to make no progress in society and hated by the human race - especially women. The following analogy describes me well; it doesn't matter how much icing sugar or hundreds and thousands you sprinkle on a piece of ****, no one ever wants it around let alone will ever want to eat it; the moment you slice it open the disgusting truth, smell and truth about it comes to the surface and drives everyone away. That's what I am. Thanks for reading and feel free to so exactly what you want in response to this.

Tomorrow morning, I'm going to get hypnotised so that love is no longer a part of my life. I don't want to be able to see, feel or want it at all. Please don't tell me that this isn't what I want because it is. All love has done for me is made me is feel alienated, ugly, undesirable, unworthy, disappointed, false-hope, rejected, sad, suicidal and sent me into deep depression. This is my last effort at some sort of a life. Wish me luck!

Just considering this as a suicide option for the not too distant future.

Thank you.

As I sink further and further into depression I find myself asking the above question and contemplating suicide as it is all too hard. I'm always a reject; I'm always fail at love; I'm always discriminated against; I'm always the loser...I never win at anything I turn my hand to. I've had a hell of a journey; I've done m best; I've been through the counselling/therapist process and come out the other side no better. I don't know what to do anymore as I've got nothing going for me and women have validated me this way; it's the reason why I'm still a virgin, never been in a relationship and never kissed or been loved in my entire life; I've offered it but always had it thrown back in my face or stomped into the ground...I guess that's the sign that the only place that I belong is in the ground; I'm ready for it as I've already arranged my own funeral and paid for it in full in advance. So it's all good; I'm ready to go any time now. Thanks for the continual rejection ladies!

I've been on eHarmony ofr over 2 years; my subscription ended on the May 3rd, 2015.

My profile was always up to date with great photos and it was truthful.

Unfortunately, I only met 2 two women in person; both rejected after the first date and neither wanted to remain in contact as friends.

I gave it my best shot...

...what do I do now? Does this all really confirm and validate me as an ugly, unlovable and undesirable organism with absolutely nothing going for me? I think it does...

...suicide is really looking like the best option in the not too distant future as I'm just so sick of being a reject and unloved : (

Thanks for the rejection ladies and for any helpful answers.

verias

(aka 'The single 31 year old virgin loser guy no one wants around in this world or the next.')

I don't have a network to ask or call upon anymore.

- Dad died 5 years ago.

- I have nothing to do with my Mum anymore.

- Most relatives are either dead or won't talk to me.

- I have no friends; those from primary school, high school, college, TAFE ceased to maintain contact.

- I turned away from God on the 10th April 2014.

- My life coach dropped me as one of her clients yesterday evening after 8 months.

So yeah, I got problems galore now.

I've been communicating with this woman on eHarmony since the 8th of January; its now the 16th February.

A week ago I asked for her number as that's naturally the next step and she agreed but has done nothing about it. I've asked a few times now but she still won't give it to me. We've negotiated a day to speak and then she still doesn't come through with a number and some excuse comes up why she hasn't done it yet.

At least she hasn't asked for money yet.

I am I wasting time on her? Is this heading nowhere now? Is this a scam? I think I've been patient more long enough.

Thanks for any ideas / suggestions.

DO: Study hard in high school / college.

RESULT: Crap enter score; 66/100

DO: Wanted to do the 'Prom'.

RESULT: Every girl rejected me so I missed out.

DO: Try to get a girlfriend.

RESULT: Never works out.

DO: Attend singles events / meet ups.

RESULT: They seem to always get cancelled.

DO: Pray to God for success and hope.

RESULT: Bitter disappointment, false hope and rejection.

DO: Subscribe to hook-up sites.

RESULT: No one ever shows up or follows through.

What does this all mean? Or what does it say about me?

If 2015 is going to be the same of 2014 and all the previous years, I might as well give up tonight.

Thanks.

I've been on there for over two years.

I've only physically met two people as a result of being on there.

Neither women wanted anything to do with me afterwards.

Women generally never answer my questions or emails.

Should I conclude that I am undesirable, undateworthy and should remove my profile from there and give up lookng for love now?

I'm not after sympathy; just answers.

Thank you.

Just interested to see what 'normal' people do on a Saturday night. I tried to bring myself to get dinner from the pizza shop...but when I saw how busy it was in there I just kept going home. Then I tried to bring myself to go to 'The Club Hotel' as a friend is playing in a band there tonight...but I decided not to go as I don't know anyone there and don't want to get bashed up by drunk racist people. Lastly I considered going to the movies...but considered that too self-indulgent. So I just went home to have mouldy toasted bread with cheese for dinner and a cup of tea. After I finish this I think I'll just surf the internet a bit then go to bed.

Thanks for reading and hopefully answering honestly and politely.

On Monday evening (20th October 2014), I got assaulted for the first time by a big guy; I'm only 5'4" and 52kg. He bashed me up a bit, threw me around the back yard and up against a concrete tank.

I suffered a few lacerations and bruising to my body.

What should I do now?

Is this yet another punishment or gift from God to me? I seem to be someone who always attracts bad luck and misfortune all the time.

Any suggestions?

The best I have come up with so far is to build a big pile of timber, douse one corner of it with petrol, light it up, then get on top of the pile and then shoot myself point blank with my shot gun; that way there is no mess, all the 'evidence' is destroyed and I am cremated at the same time.

I have no friends, family, children etc, so it's all ok. Plus my funeral is already totally paid for now; I paid for it in advance - that was my 30th birthday gift to myself. I'm ready to go...my 30 years of life has been s hit house; I can't find love on any level, I always get rejected and still a bloody virgin as no one will even hook up with me despite trying. I'm tired and I've had enough.

Just wondering how many people in society have paid for their own funeral in advance?

If you have, I'd like to know how old you were when you did that and what made you make that decision.

When I got my first descent paying job, a pre-paid funeral was the very first thing I purchased. I was joking around with the funeral directors referring to the hearse as my 'Limo' and also said, 'I'm probably your youngest client...living client I mean!' I was quite surprised when they said that I actually was; I am 30 years old and single though.

What made me want to pay for my funeral in advance was because the day my Dad died, when my Mum should have been at his bedside, she was at the banks emptying all of his money into her very own account and closing his down; she lied to the bank managers saying that it was 'to pay for the funeral' - she is Philippine after all. When it came time to pay for the funeral, she wouldn't hand over the money saying, 'the estate has to pay for it'. At that time, my Dad's deceased estate did not have any money let alone a bank account. In due course, I learnt that this was all part of my Mum's evil money grabbing plan as well as contesting my Dad's Will; in the end, I had to pay for my Dad's funeral so that the unpaid bill didn't accrue any interest and late fees. I haven't been reimbursed and probably never will.

Given what happened to my Dad and I (indirectly), I have great comfort knowing that someone else cannot do what my so-called Mum did.

I am not interested in love and I wish to keep it that way until I either die or commit suicide.

What are some guaranteed ways to supress or even better, remove all feelings and urges of love from your life forever?

I have begun this process already by:

- leaving my Church, faith and no longer praying to god; I've done this since the 10th April 2014 - I'm quite proud of my progress!

- I have deleted all my online dating profiles.

- I have deleted and destroyed everything to do with my past relationships with women.

- I don't go out in public anymore; if I have to, I go at the quietest times of the day and night so that I don't run into many people.

- I don't visit or ring anyone anymore unless it is an important matter.

- I don't support charities anymore.

I have considered some more extreme measures:

- hypnosis.

- a vasectomy (this very cheap and easy to get done; only $660)

- castration (if any Doctors will do that?)

- surgery to remove all sexual function from me.

- OR if it is all too hard; commit suicide (my funeral is already paid for in full and all planned).

Looking forward to any other great ideas people may have to help me reach my goal of a life totally deprived of love.

Thanks.

In point form:

- I was born with **** blood and required an entire blood transfusion.

- I was left unattended in a pusher as a baby and fell face first onto a concrete floor; resulting in severe damage to my teeth.

- I only had one best friend in kindergarten...I never saw him again.

- I had no best friends through primary school...what friends I thought I had made me the crux of their jokes, 'human boxing bag' and other sickening incidents in the toilets.

- I suffered many respiratory problems during my schooling.

- I was discriminated against all through high school by teachers and students due to my ethnicity and the color of my skin.

- I never got to do the 'Prom' as every girl in my year level rejected me...that killed my confidence outright for in excess of a decade.

- My only best friend in high school was killed on the 3rd June 2004.

- After my second best friend at high school got married, I wasn't invited and never heard from him again...that's when I decided to give up on friendships altogether.

- I never get invited to social events, birthdays, engagements, weddings now...only funerals really.

- I've never been in a relationship.

- I've only been on two dates in my entire life; both failed.

- My Dad died 4 years and 5 months ago.

- My Mom contested my Dad's Will and took all of my inheritance as well.

- Things just never get any better at all.

Why should I bother with life when the world is such a cruel, inhospitable and unloving place for me?