Maria

My grandma died yesterday and my mom took or to Europe (where she lives) as soon as she herd about this to take care of my grandpa. I barley even had time to say goodbye since it was only a few hours in advance and she was almost always busy packing and doing other stuff. It's only been about a day but i already miss her :( She has never left for buisness trips its always my dad who goes. I have been to sleepaway camp and i didnt have a problem there. I dont know why but i just miss her so much. Its just me and my dad left and its not really fun. I barley ever cry but i have been crying almost non stop since she left I dont feel comftrable around my dad so i always wait till he leaves and then burst out into to tears. My dad and I aren't close and I don't really want to be close with him. I love him and everything but i don't enjoy being around him too much because of his personality. What do you suggest I do to help me through this. My mom is coming back in a week or 2 i think. I have tears in my eyes when i'm just writing about this because im thinking about my mom and my grandma. This is also the first relative i have ever lost that i know of. Please help me i am very lost and sad.

I need help with my birthday list! My birthday is in december so its kinda early but i am also doing my christmas and new years list. So far this is what i have:

-iphone 5 (getting this 100%)

-bunch of different cases for my iPhone 5 (not gonna be specific on this question)

-ps3

-little big planet

-little big planet 2 (thats the only reason i want a ps3, my and my friend LOVE this game)

-New bedding/covers etc...

I looking for about 1-3 expensive gifts for each holiday (my bday, christmas, and new years) and around 5-8 non expensive items for each holiday

My definition of expensive: 300+

My definition on non-expensive 100 and below

I already have an ipod touch, iPad, macbook pro, and a TV in my room (all of them are latest generations)

please help!!! 10 points to best answer!! :) :)

I was thinking of doing it for my bday party but i dont really know how it works...lol

I am pretty sure I want to go to boarding school but i would like to know a what its really like there. I get pretty homesick. Will i ever get over that? Anyway if you could please explain what its like at boarding school that would be great!

Hi i am a teenager and i really wanna go to boarding school. I never thought I would say that because i tend to get a little homesick at times. Now don't get me wrong I love my school here I have many friends who love me and I don't get bullied...it's not the school I wanna get away from its more like my parents, and I also think it will prepare me for college and help me grow as a student. I love my parents and all of my friends always tell me how jealous they are of me because of my parents. I don't wanna sound like a brat but my parents get my what i want i guess. The part my friends don't know is how much i fight with them. And i know somebody is gonna tell me that i should go see a therapist or work out my issues instead of running away but trust me i have tried it my mom doesnt believe in therapy or anything else. I have thought about killing myself many times after our arguments but i never actually would do it (so i was never actually serious) it was just a way to take out my anger. And i have thought about running away too (not being serious of course) and i haven't even brought up boarding school with my parents because i am scared about what they would say not because they would be mad but i just feel embarrassed about it. I really do wanna go and i know that we can afford it so that won't be a problem. I guess i am just scarred and lost on how to present my whole idea to them so I don't sounds like a complete idiot to them. I know all of my friends who think my life is perfect would kill to be in my place but i kind of wanna tell them about this and how hard my life really is at the same time i am scared it would totally ruin my reputation and everything i have worked towards.

Please help me i am sooo lost!!! :(

Our family is going on a big trip to europe this summer and we have an 8 hour fight in first class and i know there will be Tv's there but i don't want to watch movies for 8 hours. I have a smartphone, iPad, iTouch and Macbook pro (and Kindle) but sometimes those get boring and i really don't wanna read. I also have a bunch of 2-6 hour car rides through out the trip. So i was looking for something to do other than play on my electronics and read.

I also have a 10yr old sister and 15 year old brother so if you have anything for them i would love to hear your ideas ! :)

10 points to most and/best ideas!!!

I am kinda bored today and i am looking for a relaxing face mask that i can make with stuff a typical person would have at home. I would like to see all kinds so please tell me the ingredients and what its for and stuff. Thanks! :)

I don't have a job and i really don't want to get one plus I don't think i can work yet at my age. Anyway I need some money and my parents said they would pay me if I thought of chores I could do. I have already washed the cars and I would rather not do the dishes.Please give me like a list of things I could do for a decent amount of money Thx :)