michael_crank

now, im a 16 years old kid (about to be 17 in 5 months now) and i had anger problems, really depressed and stuff like it. most of the time, i would show no emotion for what i did at my school, home or whatever im at currently at. most of my family are angry with me because i showed no sadness when my dad got the liver cancer (he still has it) and i got really angry with him and shouted at him for being so weak and had no balls at all. and i would shout at my mom for no reason at all and i would mostly take out my anger on my little brother (i think he's 12) and i nearly broke his neck on multiple occasions. and i would be like an loner at my school, during lunch, i would often sit by myself in front of every table and show disgust to everyone who tried to sit at my table. and there were one time where this black nerd tried to sit by myself and i called him racist things and threw a pizza on his shirt (i still dont regret it though since i hated him) and everyday i would get relentlessly picked on by the jocks and the preps. and i sometimes wonder that if i hated humans, then that would be fine with me.

okay, I've been trying to im my girlfriend on myyearbook.com and the site won't let me, what's the hell is going on with it?

I never thought that Gail Kim would be at WWE at all because she stuck with WWE for like a year but went to TNA and now she's back? I would like to know what your opinions about her return to WWE.

I thought he would come back at WrestleMania 25 but not at ECW, what are you reactions and opinions on that?

well, last night I had an unexplainable dream for myself that I kept on seeing Eric Harris, Dylan Klebold and Seung Hui Cho ranting at the same time and it really scared me to death (not literally).

Anyone care to explain why?

when Jillian Hall came out to sing, Mickie James and Khali was about to kiss each other and Sgt. Slaughter and "Hacksaw" Jim Duggan was waving the American flags (that was patriotic!) and Kung-Fu Naki and Tiny Fink encouaged Raljih to do the wave with them and Mickie and Khali were lip-locking and Ron Simmons broke up the most weirdest love fest by saying "Damn!" which was my funny part of that. Was that really weird?

I dreamed that I was killing some people in the hallway and I wounded some people with an AK-47 and a shotgun. and I also dreamed that I killed myself and after that, the police said "gunner down" and another cop said "jesus, 40 people is dead and he sure outdid VT massacre"

I've been dealing with alot of personal issues that forced me to stay away from my friends and my girlfriend because I've been watching alot of gun violence at the schools like Columbine Massacre in 4/20/99 and my girlfriend is completely worried about my well-being and asked me if I'm ok but I didn't tell her if I was ok

Any problems with me?