Serenity

As Argentinian, I'm very fond of our team,cheer for them, celebrate their acomplishments, and hope they win. As a person of common sense, I know that if they keep on playing THIS F*CKING BAD (except for Messi), they won't stand a chance in the fINALS SO GET YOUR SH!T TOGETHER ARGENTINA!

Como Argentina, los apoyo. Como persona con sentido común: si siguen jugando así (a excepción de Messi), no llegaran ni a las finales! DESPIERTA ARGENTINAAAA!

I don't dislike it: I HATE IT.

I hate the smell, the flavour, the look. EVERYTHING. It's just so disgusting to me, I can't explain it! Whenever I smell it I want to throw up.

It makes me uncomfortable sometimes because when I go to parties and stuff they always ask me if I want ANYTHING with cheese and I'm just like.. "Err, um, I really don't like cheese.." and they look at me as though I were crazy. ;-;

How can I overcome this.... hating of cheese? My brother putting cheese on EVERYTHING doesn't help either lol.

Whenever I'm in the library or someplace doing my homework, for example, there will always be a guy who asks me for a pencil or something. EVERY TIME they ask me for it they just stare at me and stutter. It's not only one guy, but many.. o_o

It hurts watching them stutter and idk what to do when the do that.. I just look at them and I feel bad. :(

But is there any REASON why this happens? I mean, when I'm with my friends and a guy talks to my friend he does it casually but when it's with ME, they just stutter and look nervous.

I'm not really brazen.. I'm kind of shy :/ Why do they do this??

Whenever I'm in the library or someplace doing my homework, for example, there will always be a guy who asks me for a pencil or something. EVERY TIME they ask me for it they just stare at me and stutter. It's not only one guy, but many.. o_o

It hurts watching them stutter and idk what to do when the do that.. I just look at them and I feel bad. :(

But is there any REASON why this happens? I mean, when I'm with my friends and a guy talks to my friend he does it casually but when it's with ME, they just stutter and look nervous.

I'm not really brazen.. I'm kind of shy :/ Why do they do this?!

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Since I've been in 9 years old my mum has been treating me really bad. I'm 14 yrs old. When I was in 4th grade she didn't treat me THAT bad, but it's when everything started. I have an anxiety disorder and I'm very insecure. My mum also knows that.

Well, when I was 9 my mum would always get really angry at me when I didn't sweep the floor or wash the dishes. Everyday after arriving from school the house would be a MESS because my dad is a chef and he never cleans the pots or pans or dishes. So, obviously when my mum saw the horrible mess he'd do she would say "Serenity,do the dishes, clean the counter, and sweep the floor when you're done. And fix the couch." EVERYDAY AFTER ARRIVING FROM SCHOOL. I know I'm complaining a lot, but still, I was 9... whatever. I'd do everything and all, but when my mum saw the dishes she would yell my name and she would point at a TINY piece of food on the counter I didn't see and she would say:

"I HAVE TO DO EVERYTHING IN THIS HOUSE, DON'T I? I JUST CAN NEVER REST!" Well, I couldn't either!

Then when I turned 11 I once told her I hated the word "teenager". I just HATE IT. When I was 11 and I dropped something by accident my mum would say "Hey, teenager, stop being so clumsy! Idiot!" but in a really terrible way. I told her how it would make me feel, plus I wasn't EVEN a teen anyway, but she would just say it more and more, especially in front of my younger brother (whom she ADORES.. -.-)

When I turned 13 she would blame me for everything that happened in the house. Couch looks like a mess: Serenity! Dishes are undone: Serenity! Floor is dirty: Serenity! Especially when SHE loses HER glasses she'd be like: "SERENITY IF YOU DON'T FIND ME MY GLASSES I'M NOT HELPING YOU."

Whenever guests came over I would be like a slave.. she made me wash the huge pile of dishes and clean the kitchen WHILE they are there. Whenever I tried to talk to one of them my mum would send me to do something.

When I'm at school (she's a teacher) she always smiles and acts sweet and all, but when we get home she blames me for everything. Yesterday night she yelled at me and pulled my hair because I didn't wash the dishes. I AM SICK RIGHT NOW AND I HAD A HEADACHE. I told her and she said "stop making excuses you moron mind!" I cried the whole night..

Just before that in the evening (it was the first day of school) she told me she would be expecting a WHOLE lot from me, even though I get straight A's and B's already. And since I have anxiety that made me feel REALLY nervous and anxious and I told her I was doing my best. She laughed crudely and told me: "When you get straight A's then we can talk about doing 'very best'." NOW MY HEART IS BEATING REALLY FAST because I'm VERY anxious right now just at the thought of that!

She always tells me she was never like me and she would like me to be like her younger self. And she always compares me with my brother.

The thing is, I can not RUN from home.

1) Even though she treats me really bad, I still love her.... I know it's weird! No matter how bad she treats me I don't want to leave her (no, I'm not a masochist) because I love her very much. Even though she makes me miserable I always end up forgiving her... :(

2)I'm not old enough to anyway and the country I live in currently is VERY dangerous.

So.. PLEASE HELP ME! I've tried talking to her but she never answers me, she just walks away and leaves. I feel like dying and idk what to do anymore. My mum just treats me so bad but I still love her.. :(

Basically, a while ago (like in October-November) I sort of had a crush with a guy in my school who I never talked to. I don't know if he felt the same way, but every time I 'casually' looked at him he would already be looking at me. Then, during that time, I had a dream about that guy. I think I dreamt that we were together talking and all, and he kissed me.

Eventually he never aproached me or anything, so I gave up on it. I stopped thinking about him and just moved on. But last night I had a strange dream.. I dreamt I was in the airport with a friend(idk why) and there was the guy, and he saw me. He looked as though he wanted to tell me something, then just ran towards me and gave me a really good hug, and I hugged him back. Then I remember I whispered "I knew it!" and he said "I didn't know how to tell you".

The dream sort of blurred out and I woke up. It felt SO real..

This is very strange since I haven't been thinking about this guy since November and it's already January. Does anyone know what might cause this dream?

Basically, a while ago (like in October-November) I sort of had a crush with a guy in my school who I never talked to. I don't know if he felt the same way, but every time I 'casually' looked at him he would already be looking at me. Then, during that time, I had a dream about that guy. I think I dreamt that we were together talking and all, and he kissed me.

Eventually he never aproached me or anything, so I gave up on it. I stopped thinking about him and just moved on. But last night I had a strange dream.. I dreamt I was in the airport with a friend(idk why) and there was the guy, and he saw me. He looked as though he wanted to tell me something, then just ran towards me and gave me a really good hug, and I hugged him back. Then I remember I whispered "I knew it!" and he said "I didn't know how to tell you".

The dream sort of blurred out and I woke up. It felt SO real..

This is very strange since I haven't been thinking about this guy since November and it's already January. Does anyone know what might cause this dream?

Basically, a while ago (like in October-November) I sort of had a crush with a guy in my school who I never talked to. I don't know if he felt the same way, but every time I 'casually' looked at him he would already be looking at me. Then, during that time, I had a dream about that guy. I think I dreamt that we were together talking and all, and he kissed me.

Eventually he never aproached me or anything, so I gave up on it. I stopped thinking about him and just moved on. But last night I had a strange dream.. I dreamt I was in the airport with a friend(idk why) and there was the guy, and he saw me. He looked as though he wanted to tell me something, then just ran towards me and gave me a really good hug, and I hugged him back. Then I remember I whispered "I knew it!" and he said "I didn't know how to tell you".

The dream sort of blurred out and I woke up. It felt SO real..

This is very strange since I haven't been thinking about this guy since November and it's already January. Does anyone know what might cause this dream?

I've been getting these weird feelings... I want someone to love me.

I don't mean family or friend love, I mean couple love. I've dreamt of this guy I have never met (or think at least I have never met) who told me I was beautiful in French... then I kept on having similar dreams...

Now I feel I want to be in love with someone who loves me back. I feel I want to hold hands with a boy and hug them. I want someone to notice me...

I'm not desperate, it's just.. something I want a lot, but I know I won't ever have. o.o

Wtf? What's all this? Lol, I know it has something to do with hormones and stuff... but besides that?

If so, what is your favourite? Mine will and always be Spirited Away. <3

Out of context: Hayao Miyazaki is retiring! His last film will be The Wind Rises. :(

It has to be material (something you can touch and see). Money isn't a problem, it can be really expensive too!

Ask wisely.

Do people know about it, or do you keep it secret?

If you don't, what special ability would you like to have? :)

For Christmas you have the option to choose a wish that will come true. Which would you choose?

1) End war in all countries (world peace)

2) Meet your favourite celebrity

3) Be the protagonist in your favourite movie/series

4) Win the lottery

5) Be the most powerful human being in all the universe

6) Have Hagrid to come to your home and say "Person, yer a wizard/witch!"

7) Live in your favourite book series

8) Know everything about everyone and everything

9) Save all endangered animals forever

10) Revive someone you knew

You can ONLY choose one! Choose wisely. :)

I loveee themm. Last year I did this mini whale club called Kapushka. <33333

(it was just a random word I thought of. I found out it means cabbage in Russian I think. O_O)

CABBAGE WHALE. <3

You're applying for a job that:

Pays well

Is entertaining

Is legal

You can ONLY choose two!

Tee hee it's not who you think. :)

You are in a mortal fight with your deadly enemy. You are about to finish him up, kill him, and save the world, but someone transforms your enemy into a BABY!

Would you still kill your enemy, even though he's a baby, or would you let him in peace?

I remember it so clearly! I was at California for my cousin's wedding in October, I think the 8th. We were in Malibu, ready to buy her wedding gift. I told my mum I was going to wait outside, since I hate waiting in lines. I sat outside in a bench between the wedding shop and a record (or book, it seemed like it anyway) shop. I waited like 15 minutes outside until I saw ZOOEY DESCHANNEL walking inside the book/record shop! I was like, "No. Lmfao, there aren't any paparazzi anyway." But then I, just in case, got up and just glanced through the glass window of the record/book shop. IT WAS HER! I was like, OMFG! (I love New Girl) I was too shy to go in so I just sat down again. :$

Best day of my life! :')

Have YOU ever seen or met one in real life? :D If so, who? ^-^

I have a 79.78 (which is a B-) on a course. The rest are A's and B+'s. I took my final exam today.

I always like to be prepared for the worst.

So, if I have a 79.78 and finals are worth 20%, how much would I end up with if I get, let's say, a 60% on my final? Thanks!!

I'm not saying I got a 60%, but just in case. Also, can someone explain to me how they got that answer? It will help me figure out the rest of my grades!