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I haven't seen/talked to my ex boyfriend since a year ago, we broke up about 2 and a half years ago. Today I ran into him, Last time I saw him I completely ignored him and pretended not even to notice him but I'm in such a different place in my life now that I'm not angry at him, I'm happy in a relationship and so over the past. When I bumped into him we talked for like not even 10 minutes, I said hi to him he asked me how I was I told him that I was great he even asked me if I was seeing anyone..I told him yes and I pretty much just told him good luck with everything and that I had to go..haha so awkward!

For some reason, I don't like getting called lazy ever because to me I feel like I associate the word lazy with fat..

Does anyone else just hate their birthday?

I always get really depressed on my birthday and I hate celebrating it. I used to like celebrating it many years ago but for the past 6 years Ive dreaded my birthday and stopped celebrating. It's just like any other day but worse because it's my birthday and I'm supposed to be happy and celebrate, but I don't want to. It really sucks, I know I should be happy and grateful to be a year older and healthy, safe etc. but I'm just really sad today. It's kinda funny how only a few people know it's my birthday...my family and a couple friends/boyfriend and out of my family members, only like 2 said happy birthday. I just want this day to be over. I'm spending my day cleaning my room then going to the coffee shop and doing work :/...

I get annoyed when certain people text or call me when I don't feel like talking, or sometimes I simply just don't feel like answering that if my phone rings or I get a text, I'll look at it but I won't answer, either because I just don't feel like it, or because I'm lazy. Are you the same.

I just got a call from someone and wasn't in the mood to answer and they left a voicemail and I listened to that but I don't feel like calling back.

For how much?

I'm in shock right now because the craziest thing just happened. I was exhausted today from shoveling and being at my friends house, so I ended up sleeping at 6:30PM. My phone is horrible so it turns off randomly, so my phone was dead. The TV was on too so I didn't hear. Anyways my mom called me like 20 times, even on the homephone. She even had the neighbors knock on the door and I didn't wake up. She called my friends, my siblings etc and was freaking out. I woke up at 11:00PM and when I called her she was crying, and I saw all the missed calls and texts from people thinking something bad happened to me when I was just SLEEPING this whole time. (My mom is in a different state atm for a business trip)

Has this ever happened to you? Or how would you feel in this situation. I just felt confused and just shocked that all of this happened while I was just sleeping cause I was exhausted and my phone sucks. I feel bad that my mom was so worried but it's a little dramatic

Bleh :(

I have mixed feelings about it. I like being alone and not having anyone bother me and being able to do whatever I want and have my space, but at the same time, it can get really lonely especially if its for a long time. I have to be home alone for the week and I don't mind it really except for the night time and if the doorbell/phone rings haha :-( I'm such a baby.

Just a random thought, this has actually happened to me two years ago. My first real boyfriend and first guy I really actually cared for did this. We had been dating for 6 and a half months and things were pretty perfect and then on Thanksgiving he moved an hour away to go live with his birth mother without telling me..I found out online where he posted that he was moving that day and when I asked he promised he would call me as soon as he got there and tell me everything. Two days..still no call so I just kind of removed all ties with him and we never officially broke up but we broke up by that.

I forgot about this memory and for some reason I just remembered it and remembered how hurt I was by him doing that haha

I personally really don't understand why people fight in relationships. I know some couples that argue and yell day after day and all I can think is if you're unhappy and if you're crying or getting upset or mad over your boyfriend/girlfriend so frequently, then what's the point?

How do you deal with getting rejected from a college. It was the first letter back from my colleges and of course it had to be a rejection letter. Now I just feel like if I don't get into that school, (which I thought would be easy) how will I possibly get into any other schools. Is there any hope or should I just become a nun? But seriously...I'm just nervous about getting into college now because I don't know what colleges are looking for because I thought I was such a good candidate for the school. I applied to 10 schools total, and I've only heard back from that one.

How do you deal with getting rejected from a college. It was the first letter back from my colleges and of course it had to be a rejection letter. Now I just feel like if I don't get into that school, (which I thought would be easy) how will I possibly get into any other schools. Is there any hope or should I just become a nun? But seriously...I'm just nervous about getting into college now because I don't know what colleges are looking for because I thought I was such a good candidate for the school. I applied to 10 schools total, and I've only heard back from that one.

Do you believe in all that hype..do you think anything will happen or do you think it is just a hoax?

I was a little annoyed because all day today people in my school were talking about it and I really have no opinion on it. What do you think?

What situation do you think would be okay? The other day, I lied to my friend about something only to help her, I shouldn't have lied but it was the only way I could open her eyes and make her change what she was doing.

For me when I'm angry or irritated or even upset at someone or something that someone did, I just bite my tongue and hold back all the negative words that I may be thinking, rather than just erupting and say what's on my mind. You can tell when I'm angry when I don't say anything.