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I wrote this after finding out about my boyfriend's deployment. feedback is greatly appreciated. thanks.

Praying in Disbelief

You tell me you love me, but you also love her

You tell me you're mine, but I know she is yours

I sit awake every night and these feelings I ponder

About all of these questions that I have wondered

Is is possible to pray, and not to believe?

Is is possible to love, to love and still leave?

Can I believe in the best, but still fear the worst?

Can we outshine the rest, and make this love work?

As I look to the future, I see the end near

But do I face it head on, or tremble with fear?

I hold you now, and it feels like forever,

Knowing soon I'll look back and it'll feel like never.

I can now feel you breathing and hear your heart pound,

In this moment I can't believe all the love I have found.

But what shall I do when you're miles away?

And I'm forced to live life day after day.

Should I wait lonely and quietly too,

Praying for your return to say, "I do."

But what if you don't,

And your heart, it won't?

What if you can't marry me, 'cause you've got her,

And she changes everything that you once wear.

You set me aside and made her a promise,

To go running anytime, no matter the problem.

She gives you comfort and she pays for your bills,

She puts you through college and gives you money still.

You gave her your word to always be true,

That's why you wear proudly, her red, white, and blue.

You swore to her before you could me,

So now there's no doubt, she'll get my ring.

You say just this once and you will return,

My fear is a second and third is what your heart will yearn.

I know tears will fall as I watch you leave,

But I will stay praying, praying in disbelief.

Next to where you type in the web address up top, what does the little down arrow mean? Is it like most visited or most recently visited or just randomness?

Thank you!

Best answer will be picked!!!!!!!

you know that new song "live your life" by t.i. and rhianna? they got the "mia hee mia ho mia hee mia ha ha" part from a spanish song but i dont know who sings it. do any of you know what song it is?? first to get me the answer gets best. please help!!

thank you!!

well, all my family (mom, dad, bro, and i) have seperate jobs and work a lot so we dont see each other very much and are hardly ever home at the same time.

&&today i got sick when i was at work so i went home early. when i came in the house i heard something from the kitchen, so i went to check it out and i caught my brother (who was supposed to be at work) masturbating! in the kitchen! it was SO gross. i jus left and went to my room, idk what to do.

do i jus act like nothing happened?? pls help, im supposed to drop him off at wrk in the morning, what do we talk about in the car?

THANKS!!

i've been looking everywhere and I mean =everywhere= (internet, mall, pulgas, street corners, EVERYWHERE!) && i just can not find a good MJ.

So, does anyone where I can get the best, high quality MJ?!?!!

thanks for all you help! xoxo

what would you do if you held the title General Switzerland??

So I am secretly in love with one of my best friends she is from out of state but is visiting for her spring break. we have a couple other people down, so she is staying in my room. i have a king size bed so we are sleeping together. she doesnt know im a lesbian so she doesnt think anything of it but i cant stand sleeping another nite beside her and not being able to hold her in my arms and kiss her beautiful face!

how do i tell her how i feel??

what if she rejects me?

I just scorched my hair...on my chacha...and now I smell like burnt hair!! I have a hot date tonight, what do I do!??!?!

My family is opening a Mexican Restaurant and I need to get some music to play throughout the day. I need spanish songs, slow, banda, mariachi, ect. But I need to know what are some specific artist or songs you think i should get??

Gracias!!!