spartun034

i plan on taking classes in college for programming its what i wanna do. besides making bruteforcers and keyloggers and all that, what are some things i can do with programming like what programs can i make? if u guys know, can you tell me how and link me some sites that show me how to? and NO VIDEO GAMES i dotn wanna make games just know what else i can do with java or any other particular language for that matter

ty guys!

ok im 18 im a senior in high school and ive had pretty bad depression (a psychologist affirmed i had it) since roughly beginning of junior year (from what i can tell what friends have said and journals). i did a drug called salvia over my junior-going-onto-senior summer and it gave me alot of wierd effects. it made me hear voices and i self mutilated. i went through an 8 month period of heavy medication (primarily risperidol and lamictol) and i finally got off them because i was tired of not being able to get a *****. i can say with sincerity that most of the serious depression HAS left but what i am stuck with now is like a feeling of not existing. it started decemeber of 2009 and when i never thought it could get worse it, it would get worse. i have such a hard time just feeling there. thats the only word for it. when someone asks what i did for the weekend i have to sit down and think for 30 seconds straight 'wtf did i do' or when i do homework and stuff, barely can concentrate. thinking, reading, and memorizing all seem super distant. you guys reading this cannot understand the confusion and misery this not exist feeling is like for me. im supposed to be happy, im goin to college and i have tons of friends who publicly announce their love for me but i cant even feel myself. oh and for the past i wanna say 3 weeks, on every saturday night i have smoked weed with a friend. i dont think its doing anything wrong for me but i should say it anyways.

please guys i need a possible diagnosis or some sorta action i can take. PLEASE its ruining my life

thank you all

if not then just say no if so be as specific as possible how to do so

or more specifically, can u keep being turned into one then keep curing yourself as many times as you like?

i downloaded vile lair expansion for my xbox 360 and when i go into gameplay, nothing happens. i dont get a key, i dont get a quest to go to the deepscorn hollow cave, nothing. i was hoping i could get rid of vampirism by doing that thing where u click on the rock in the deepscorn hollow cave but i cant get a quest to pop up on my screen to allow me to go there. someone help me!!!! pleaase vampirism suuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuucks

hey my friend has psychosis thats activated by his bipolar mania. hes on like 5 different medications, and countless times in the past has he tripped out and has been arrested by police and put in psychiatric hospitals. hes an incredible guy when hes sane and i dont want him to suffer. i was just wondering if, possibly, he will be eligible for welfare for when he becomes an adult (hes 17 now). his parents have given up hope on him and plan on abandoning him when he is legally able to help himself. whatever ur comments may be, please dont leave any hate comments about telling him to get a job or soemthing because it's very hard for him to keep a job he has a voice talk to him during walk and the voice always tells him to cut himself and stuff. i need an answer