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I want to cut again. I know i shouldn't and i can't do it but i don't know what else to do. But I haven't done it apart from one other exception in 2 years and now i think its coming back i think the depression is coming back and i don't know if i can go through it all again and i am too self conscious to go back to the doctors to ask to go on antidepressants again they actually helped and now i'm too scared to go to the uni doctors as they will just think i am over reacting and being silly but they actually helped last time when all different counselling didn't and that's got to mean something right. I can't handle it anymore but theres nothing i can do and i put everything i had left into to getting better last time and it feels like she has thrown it back in my face when i tried so hard , its like shes not my mum anymore and just because i'm not a child it doesn't mean i don't need a mum even if we were never close and now she has found some man and me probably the selfish little spoiled brat can't handle it. It just sounds so ridiculous by just putting the recent facts, my mother finds another man almost 6 years after my dad dies and i melt back into severe depression cause I can't handle it . It's totally ridiculous.

My dad died over 5 years ago now although it still feels like a few days ago. My mum has started seeing someone, I haven't had to meet him or anything but i am having a lot of trouble being ok or comfortable with it, I am pretty sure she knows I would feel like this from previous times ( me having severe depression for 4 years and self harming triggered from my dads death) but I dont know what to do, and I can feel comfortable in my own family home where i have grown up anymore knowing that he may have been there and i'm scared the depression might come back just i have started uni as well??

I have been taking yasmin for a few years so completely used to it but when i decide to take 2 months consecutively without have a period about a week or so before the end of the second packet I get a brown discharge but not my period properly until a couple of days of not taking them only the sort of lumpy dry brown discharge what is it and why does it happen?

I have my leavers ball at the end of this year and have ordered a royal purple full length dress but was wondering what colour clutch and shoes should I wear that will go best with it?

At present I am 18 years old 6ft and weigh 15st (210Ibs) I go to boarding school and so do not have complete control over what I eat and many of the meals consist of potatoes as presumably they are cheaper but obviously in excess not healthy. I do have access to the school gym which I know I need to use but with long school days and large amounts of homework I just don't know what the most effective plan to loose weight would be even if its to do something in my room, please help?

I am 18 although I am 6ft I am 210Ibs and overweight! I am on Marvelon which I have heard can make it a lot harder to loose weight and was wondering if anyone has been or is also taking it so has any experience? I am trying to eat really healthily around 850 calories a day in 3 meals and drink loads of water etc and of course doing exercise at the moment I am doing 30 mins of strenuous cardio every day which definitely make you tired but wasn't sure whether perhaps I should be doing more!?

I just want any weight loss advice on the best ways or how you have done it??

All I know is that the picture was taken in about 1925 and in Switzerland if that makes any difference?

I was wondering what type of Bugatti it is? Also how much would it be worth now if it were still here?

https://dl-web.dropbox.com/get/Bugatti_Emil_Rentsc...

I am 17 and have now had depression for almost 4 years among other things also caused from it. I am seriously considering making a doctors appointment because I feel it could be for the best having been sent to counselors twice now neither or which have helped in any way. But I have no idea what the procedure is and how it all works. So if you have been to your doctor about depression in the UK please could you answer and just I guess tell me what happened and kind of what you said and how the doctors do about it and respond?

I know it sounds melodramatic but I think I have had undiagnosed depression for about 3 years in which I have self harmed come very close to suicide and had panic attacks. All my friends have either left and let me down I don't get on at all with my mother and sister, my father died when I was 14 (almost 18 now) and however much I try I can't even seem to put all my effort into school academically and succeed there. I feel like I am just making problems for myself when really I have it do good and have had such a privileged life but I just don't know what to do with my life and what to live for, I just have no motivation and can't seem to find it, and it almost makes me feel worse that there are so many people worse off and here I am complaining like a spoilt brat but please help...

I am not trying to fish for compliments of just rude comments I really just want to know whether its terrible average or above..? So please just be honest?

https://dl-web.dropbox.com/get/Female%20Basic%2302...

I am going to Canada for 2 weeks near Toronto I will be staying with some family over there but still need to pay for probably a couple of meals out and any shopping and souvenirs, activities and entry costs to places and I would like to take them out for a meal as a thank you so a nice meal for 3. how much would you suggest I take with me to be able to suffice everything? (in £ if possible)

This month my period is late it usually comes in the early 20's although not perfectly regular but when it does come if i were to start taking the pill would that make my next one exactly the same time next month..? It is just that I really do not want it in the start of September as I have to go on this camping thing and I thought it would be fine until now when it has not come yet and is late is there anyway I can avoid getting it at the start of September?

So my 18th birthday is in late December and with my mum and sister i am allowed to choose somewhere preferably within Europe or at least a short flight from the UK 3-5 days do you have any ideas of where i could go preferably not france,spain/portugal,italy,switzerland and probs not germany because i have been to those places multiple times before??

So my 18th birthday is in late December and with my mum and sister i am allowed to choose somewhere preferably within Europe or at least a short flight from the UK 3-5 days do you have any ideas of where i could go preferably not france,spain/portugal,italy,switzerland and probs not germany because i have been to those places multiple times before??

What could I wear over the top of this dress to just cover my arms and what colour?

http://www.republic.co.uk/dresses/crafted-bird-jer...

In the summer I am staying with my great aunt and uncle in Canada, I am not that that close to them but I am not sure what to get them as a thank you. I am 17 and they are both in their 70s (although seem a lot younger) But I don't know what sort of thing would be suitable maybe a meal or something specific..?

If I were to wear this dress http://www.asos.com/River-Island/River-Island-One-...

with a cardigan firstly what colour would be best and would it look ok?

I am 17 I have lost most of my friends, they do not want to have anything to do with me anymore but I still care and would do almost anything for them. I don't have anyone I trust or can talk to and I am giving up, I can't find any reason to live now, not one but I am so scared of dying and don't believe I can even muster up the strength to just kill myself. I don't know what to do or how to try and help myself

Please no stupid answers or just telling me to see someone I have already been sent to 2 different counsellors of which I couldn't talk to and do not want to go to another one

I am seventeen, live in the UK and have my provisional license. I wanted to go out with my mum for some practice while I'm at home but we came to the dilemma of whether I need to be insured or not if we were to go out? I thought not because she is over 21 and an experienced driver which is usually what they say but she says that I have to be insured??? Please help I really want to go out and practice??

A Longitudinal muscle with an adherent myenteric plexus from the ilea of Guinea Pigs?

I am an As level student and for a project looking up clinical trials of Fluoxetine (Prozac) and when it said this was completely clueless as to what it meant, please help!