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I heard that on the news this morning. It said in his will that he wants to be recycled into LEGOs so that little boys will be playing with him for years to come.

I really don't know what question to ask on here. So can can someone please answer my question as to what question i should ask next?!

Ever since I was in 1st Grade all the way up till 7th Grade I was basically an overachiever. I had A's in all of my classes, I did all the extra credit and classes that I could, etc. As soon as I hit 7th Grade though I started slacking off. I had C's or D's in all of my classes except P.E. It was because I didn't do any of the work. My test scores were very, very high, but my GPA was crap. When I went into 8th Grade I was in a Geometry II Level but due to my low GPA I was put in Algebra 1A. My Science and English scores were advanced as well, but just like in Math I was put into the average class due to my low GPA. I'm 14 now and I was only able to make it into High School because of my test scores, if I screw up in High School like I did in 7th and 8th Grade they're going to hold me back no matter how high my scores are.

The only reason this is happening is because I've become extremely lazy. I used to be very active but now I just stay home all day playing on my computer, 360, or just watching TV. No matter how hard I try I can't summon up enough enthusiasm to actually try in school, try to make money, or even become active.

Does anyone have any suggestions as to how to fix this?

Has or is anyone currently having a similar experience?

Well my best friend whom I've known practically since birth passed away recently. His name was Gage, and since I don't have any siblings and my dad is always working, he was my only friend, the only person i could talk to. I've seen my school counselor and all, but that doesn't seem to help. I've thought of suicide a few times but it goes against my religion. Can anyone tell me how to get over the loss?