eli moore

As a child and through most of my teenage years I suffered from Anxiety attacks and Depression. These conditions destroyed most of my childhood. We moved a lot and my home life wasn't great. I'm 27 now, and I've come to terms with my past problems (i have a wonderful partner and daughter, lots of friends) and until recently I believed that my demons had been 'put to bed' so to speak, but with my daughter starting school very soon, and the closer it gets the more I feel like I'm moving backwards. I can't sleep and when I do I have recurring nightmares, I can't remember basic things like my pin number etc... and this morning I had a panic attack, the first in nearly 8 years. My daughter first day at school should be all about her and this new chapter in her life. I don't know what to do. Every time I think about it I feel sick .Any words of advice would be greatly welcomed. Thank you.

I'm in a long term relationship with a really nice guy (5yrs), we decided to get married, but as soon as we set the date, I started to feel, depressed, I put in as little effort as I could get away with, and wasn't really into anything bridal. I'm 25 and feel like my life isn't going any where, it feels like treading water all the time, I know I love my fella, but it feels like his life, job and needs come first. I'm a house wife and we have a beautiful little girl who is two. On the outside we have a Lovely life, my partner has a very good job and we have a nice house, but just lately i feel so despondent.

What can i do to help find myself again and be happy?

is emotional cheating worst, falling in love, or just having sex?

what is cheating between married couples?

If our lives are ever changing and we change and learn as we grow older, how can we ever really know oneself, and hope in return that others will know us and love us?

I've been going out with a lovely wonderful man for nearly 5 years, and in six weeks we're married, just lately I've been feeling trapped, to be honest i've jumped in and out of every relationship i've ever had. I've never lived alone, I feel like I'm losing myself, like i don't who I' am any more. Plus my lovely guy is turning into a bit of a boring old man, he's started to pull 'rank' making final decision's, with all most no compromise. should i call the wedding off, or just hope this is cold feet? I'm 25, he's 32.

i have a dress patten, on the back of the patten it asks for 1/2 yd. of 3/8" wide featherweight boning. what is this?

thanks

my boyfriend works away during the week, and my two year old daughter takes alot of my time, i don't work and i'm finding it hard to make new friends. (we've just moved areas)

we're having a small, casual wedding at a castle, we've rented the whole castle from the fri till the sun, i've no idea how to word the invites, please help. (the wedding is in july!)