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I have Crohn s (a form of Inflammatory Bowel Disease) and I ve been really constipated for months. I ve been taking fiber supplements, and that helped out a bit, but today I m so constipated I can t even **** out "pebble poop". I m bleeding a bit, which was probably from straining, and took some laxatives. After I finally have a bowel movement, should I even go to school? I feel so awful right now, I can t imagine feeling any better later on, but I have obligations at school...

For the record, I'm a guy.

One day, I wasn't in the mood to have sex or do anything sexual, and she told me, "It'll be okay. You're a guy, you'll enjoy it."

There were other occasions when I didn't want to have sex, and she'd tell me she didn't want to waste the condom. So I was forced to go along with it, or else she'd be really angry and she would get abusive when she's angry. One day I resisted and she tried to choke me because she thought "it was funny".

I'm only asking because I didn't think much of it during the time it occurred and when I was dating her. I also don't know if it's possible for someone can be raped in a relationship?

I eat no more than 2000 calories per day. I'm about 5'5" and 145 pounds, and last year I weighed about 125. I haven't done anything different from last year—no lifestyle change, no change in diet. The only thing that's different is that I rarely eat sweets—maybe once every week/two weeks—and I don't eat junk food as often as I used to. I am only 17 so I don't think my metabolism slowing down would be an appropriate reason as to why I've been gaining so much weight.

My grandmother has been dead for 7 years. I used to miss her but after I accepted her death I no longer missed her (maybe its also due to the fact I don't remember much of her). Today, I smelled what she and her house always smelled like. I don't understand why I did! I haven't thought about her since last year and then I smell that today and it got me thinking about her (for a second or so). I don't know why this happened??

My neighbor said a religious book or something said that china will attack the USA and USA will perish.

I don't know what book it is because I didn't ask - I think he's crazy.

Detox has breasts...I thought she (he?) was a drag queen, is she trannsexual? I'm so confused!! I'm also unsure if William Belli (might have spelled it wrong) is transsexual or not.

I'm assuming they are men drag queens but I don't want to sound ignorant..

I got a new cable today because the guitar is not picked up by my tuner when I plug it into the tuner. My amp turns on and makes static noises like it used to (so I think it's ok) but my guitar still won't work on the amp or is picked up with my tuner via cable??

Is something wrong with my guitar?

Would you rather read and listen to simple lyrics or poetic lyrics? And why?

-personally, as a poet and songwriter myself, I prefer poetic lyrics because you can be as creative as you can. It can also be up to interpratation of the listener/reader rather than clearly mean one thing or the other. When things are up to interpratation you can become smarter in a way with those things and what you think of the lyrics can relate to you and you'd like them more.

I do love simplicity in lyrics when it's done well though.

Would you rather read and listen to simple lyrics or poetic lyrics? And why?

-personally, as a poet and songwriter myself, I prefer poetic lyrics because you can be as creative as you can. It can also be up to interpratation of the listener/reader rather than clearly mean one thing or the other. When things are up to interpratation you can become smarter in a way with those things and what you think of the lyrics can relate to you and you'd like them more.

I do love simplicity in lyrics when it's done well though.

Poll 1: Do you believe in God, why or why not?

Poll 2: what is your favorite religion and why?

Poll 3: what is your religion?

Poll: what is your religion? Why do you believe in it?

If anyone is a Buddhist could you please explain to me how to meditate successfully? (I always keep thinking and it screws it all up) or if you meditate....

Sng I wrote in 6th grade, really want to fix it, please help!

"Stronger"

Why won't you sing a song for me?

Tell me what's wrong with me

You can forget about the rules now

Play along to your own sound

I am done with your twisted harmony

I won't sing to your cold melody

You try to bring me down

Run me out of town

How long has this been?

Why won't you leave time?

Tell me you forgot your rhyme

You left your lying in the captions

You can stare at the screen all you want

I am done with your twisted harmony

I won't sing to your cold melody

You try to bring me down

Run me out of town

How long has this been?

Don't you try

Try to empty my soul

Go ahead and try

If you can take your lies

I am done with your twisted harmony

I can't sing along to your melody

You try to bring me down

Run me out of town

How long has this been?

You can forget about the rules now

Play along to your own sound

I make jokes and they laugh, we do fun stuff, we have normal conversations, I'm nice, I'm never mad at them, I don't talk behind their backs (unless it's positive, like 'K is the best friend ever!'), I'm always there if they need me, ect.

BUT, I'm normally in a bad mood and I want them to help me feel better. Normally means like once a week. When I tell them about why I'm so down I feel really annoying and rude.

Should I just stop talking when in a bad mood? Or am I just such a bad friend that I should discontinue all existing friendships?

I stopped using my inhaler in 7th grade because I didn't have symptoms anymore but I'm beginning to think I still have it. I can't be outside when it's hotter that 80 degrees F or else I'll feel like I wouldn't be able to breathe and sometimes I get a bit of an "attack" where I just start weezing and getting out of breath like I was running. Also, when I have an allergic reaction I get pretty wheezy (along with other symptoms but with asthma that's the only one).

I don't exercise regularly at all but I'm normal weight and all (I'm a teenager) I might be out of shape but I can't run without feeling like I can hardly breathe.

So, do I still have asthma or is this just allergies and me being out of shape?

In explanation, what I find to be perfect lyrics are lyrics that flow well, have a poem vibe in it, deep, and can be interpreted in many ways (the meaning is hard to find).

A perfect example of that is a band called Failure. Best band of the 90's.

My dog has slept in my room ever since we got her. For the past few months she's been wanting to sleep in my parents room and if I don't let her she puts her tail downand seems to be upset (especially because I have to carry her over now to get to my room...she used to run to my room and I didn't have to carry her. My parents don't want her in their room because she hogs the bed) and then when she sleeps in my parents room in the morning she wants in my room and never wants to leave it!! (I'm in the room the pn asleep) its so weird! Why does she do that???

Ever since I was young I'd always think of taking my most favorite things and hurting it in some way. For example, I had this teddy bear when I was 3 and would always think of ripping it to shreds..it'd be a funny but scary thought and I'd hate it if I did it.

I have a boyfriend and I love him so much And I never want to hurt him but sometimes I have thoughts of "huh, maybe I don't feel anything for him and stuff..what if I tell him I want to break up..". I don't even want to break up with him, it's like the complete opposite because I want to be with him for awhile.

I don't get these thoughts?? I'm going to a therapist soon because I know someone will make me so when that time comes should I tell my therapist? Does it mean anything or is it just normal thoughts? (I've always wondered...)

(shorted it)

-self-harming since 3

(I'm 15 years old and a bisexual transman)

-suicidal

-delusions

-crazy conversations with someone who is me but I hardly feel like it is me

-little bit of hallucinations

-I read things wrong A LOT (but no dyslexic)

-I've always hated myself

-can't maintain relationships long, I get bored or think they hate me

-I only love my dog and boyfriend. I feel nothing for anyone else, not even my parents

-I'm tired a lot

-I have Heath problems

-concerned adults think I'm depressed

-for two years I was sad, mad, angry, or empty.

-sometimes I get "crazy" moods

-once I killed a family pet (crazy thoughts then)

-I had a bad childhood

-when I was little up until 7th grade I thought I was a magical being

-my personality changes a lot

-a lot of times I think there's bugs on me

-I get paranoid fast and I'm always stressed out

-my attendance and grades were horrible this year

-I laugh at things that are morbid sometimes

-I talk out loud to myself too much

-sometimes when I watch tv I feel like I'm a character in it

-I have thoughts were I tell myself to do violent things like ruin someone's art project or something silly and simple

-I think of killing people that aren't real but i never would

-when I have high self confidence I think I am one of the best people on the planet,to ever walk the earth

I was planning on coming out to my parents at the end of the summer because they seemed like they'd do awesomely but I found some shocking things out today. My dad's homophobic (not too surprising but) and my mom says that it would be too hard to accept a kid like that, it'd take her years to do so.

I have a feeling that they'll be mad beyond belief and all so how do I come out to them? Or should I just wait? What should I do?

(by the way I'm a transman)

For literature pieces.

I know of Deviantart so please don't tell me that one.

Anyone know any kind that's great and gives awesome feedback?

It'd be much appreciated.