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I got a call today from someone who was close to him (his lover) all hysterical and upset telling me my brother had died. I thought it was a sick joke (this girl tells a lot of serious lies) so I called my mother. unfortunately It was the truth. im kinda in shock right now. I feel like his death didn't happen, I hoped they had the wrong body and mixed it up but I know its denial. im obviously devastated and been crying nonstop. I feel like a part of me has died. im the only one left (mom only had 2 kids) and I feel alone. I don't know how to get over this. I know it will hit full force tomorrow. but in the meantime how do I settle myself down. I don't know if all these emotions are normal. I need to compose myself cause im meeting the funeral director with my mom tomorrow and I don't wanna break down cause I wanna stay strong for her? how do I do it? im feeling so fragile right now

I been feeling pregnant the past few days. my average cycle length is 25 days which would make me three days late. but my cycle last month was 28 days so im trying to make an estimate of when I should test. my longest cycles were 28-29 days. if its 28 days id be due today. My other pregnancies showed up days before I was due. I used a dollar store test yesterday and it was a negative. I had a super faint line but it looked like an evap so I didn't take it seriously. I didn't use first morning either cause I figured it would show up now. is it possible it was still too early this time? or am I out? I know every pregnancy is different so if I am maybe this one is a late shower? is there still a chance? maybe I need a better test?

When we first moved into this house we are rented, he said nothing about the situation the house was in (trying to make money I know) we found out through an eviction notice from the sheriff that the house we rent is in foreclosure and has been for two years. the date for auction was august 9th. the landlord got it postponed till oct 14th, we called him again and he claimed his lawyer and real estate agent pushed it to December 9th. I called the auction site where it was posted on and asked if the auction went through. they said yes and it ended at 2pm. they said to wait for updates every few hours. so I waited. nothing updated about wether the house was sold or not. I called for an update and they didn't have one. our landlord comes over tonight to talk about this and wants our weekly rent. I absolutely will not give this man a dime until I know the outcome of the auction. we also got slammed with a water bill that he said we owe but our lease states we are not responsible for any utilities. he is showing the upstairs apartment (house is a duplex) today. I will be informing these people who see the place the situation obviously. if this house sold to someone . I know we have some tenants rights (3 months time to save before we gotta leave) we found a place but until its a for sure deal I wanna figure out what my options in these three months are. if someone buys it and decides to rent out, we can lease. but im not counting on that. anyone been in this situation before?

I pretty much get the whole death and deaths list thing but i have some questions that werent answered couldnt find the answer online. the first is if peter got officer blocks remaining years why was sam able to kill him right away and get blocks remaining days when they should of went to peter? Second, why does sam die on flight 180? was block supposed to be on the plane if he didnt die or was he just gonna die the day of flight 180? why was molly killed if she survived the premonition? she was never meant to die so why did she?

I'm TTC and have clockwork a 25 day cycle. I'm 2 days late. I got excited and got 3 dollar store tests all negative. I didn't use first morning urine. I did consume a lot of drinks yesterday before taking the tests but I figured it didn't matter cause I'm late. Is there still hope? We been trying for nearly a year. Is it possible it's still too early and I'm getting a later cycle this month which explains the early negatives or am I out? I still have sore boobs and slight cramps like usual period symptoms but they aren't as intense as usual.

I'm getting four tattoos two are my son and daughters name and birth date and two are to honor the two children that are deceased? Should I get them all done at once or space them out like two at a time? I'm a tattoo virgin so I'm unsure.

My weight goal was 110. i took my weight today and im down to 104. I wanna exercise and have started doing zumba. I dont wanna lose anymore weight and im afraid starting the healthy again and exercising will make me lose more. my friend says i gotta go up to 125 to get the abs and figure i want. but my mom said i can achieve the abs i want without having to regain all the weight. she said regaining it for that reason is stupid cuz i can get the abs at this weight. is it true?

I really am not fond of the color white, not to mention i wanna be different with my wedding and change traditional wedding rules for once. is it ok to wear a baby blue wedding dress or purple? or is it mandatory to wear white?

I wanna kinda aim to look 18-19 at least cause im getting close to 30 but my personality is youthful and i wanna match that looks wise. how do u do that?

I wanna give myself a makeover and look hot. How do I do that. change my makeup style? clothes? maybe a wig to change up my hair style cause my hair is too short? i already have nice clothes. I just wanna try something new

I had a bad history with my father. He was a drunk and verbally abusive man. He punched me when he was drunk i was 16 at the time. my wedding is in july of 2017 and my mom says i have to invite him cause he is my father. but he is just so nasty and he is drunk all the time. i honestly see my moms bf (who i call my stepdad) as my true father. they been dating for 7 years and he is a wonderful father figure towards me. i rather have him or my brother walk me down the aisle...is that terrible? im a very nice person despite having Satan (dad) who raised me but i just cant see a point in destroying my wedding cause his behavior is so disgusting and vile.

Im getting married in July of 2017. I really really dont want my father there. A bit of backround. My dad and I have a terrible relationship. He is very nasty, and is a alcoholic. He punched me in the face when i was 16 and is a all round trouble maker. i cant even have a good conversation with him without him being drunk and a complete dick to me. My mom says i have to invite him to the wedding cause he is my father but i honestly see my moms bf (who i call my stepdad) of 7 years as a father to me and would prefer he walk me down the aisle or my brother. is that terrible? he is just a nasty drunk who is always mean to everyone and never sees his kids and rarely bothers with us. i get a phone call once a year from him.

is it required that u have to wear a white wedding dress or can u wear other colors instead? i never was fond of the color white and baby blue is my favorite color. i found a beautiful blue prom dress online and it looks fancy enough for a wedding dress. i dont wanna spend thousands on a dress u wear once. so is blue ok for the bride. and what color veil should i have

when my bf took me to zales to go ring shopping to get my engagement ring. when i found the perfect one and it was on my finger i cried and smiled. is it normal to do that? never been engaged or ring shopping before so this is new to me.

my fiance keeps telling me he is pickiing out my engagement as we speak. he keeps calling me his wife, and we are both madly in love. we arent young kids. im 28 and he is 24. we wanna marry in another year or two. is this too soon or ok since the wedding is another year- two years away

i eat right and exercise to maintain my weight. but my mom says 106 is too skinny. im not trying to lose at all. i want to stay at this weight. is it ok

2 days ago i had a dream my grandma died. the day after i had a dream my dad died. yesterday i got a call from him saying he was going to die soon. is this just a coincidence or a premonition. i just find this kinda odd

I heard so much stories about how painful teeth removal is. im scared. has anyone had it done? was it painful?

I just got my credit card and i was wondering if i made a purchase today if i could pay it off the balance before my first bill comes. is that possible or do i have to wait for the bill? i just wanna make sure i build my credit up early.

bright red? or will it be like a strawberry blonde or a coopery red? i look on the color chart and it shows a brighter auburn but i know the color chart isnt always accurate. so what color would it be? should i do blonde on one side and red on the other?