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I few months ago I smashed my laptop screen and the computer was still switching on so assumed that it was just the screen

This morning I tried to change the screen and the computer was still switching on but nothing was showing up on the screen.

and now something has happened to my laptop the computer switches on for like 6 seconds then switches back off.

Please help me I am really confused :'(

I have to do a research page on photographers that I can get some Inspiration from for my theme in photography class

I have looked at some famous photographers but I don't really want t use the old ones I want new photographers preferable that do darky stuff or like slow shutter photo's

Any help I really will be grateful I have been searching for the past 5 hours!

I gain weight really easily and so I used to go to the gym at least 5 times a week to keep it where it was so I can eat what I want but this year I have been way too busy to go and in the last 8 months I have put on about 10 pounds :/

Most of my clothes are getting a bit tight now and I really want to lose the 10 pounds but I am really confused with the things I am reading about dieting

So if I eat less than 1200 my body goes into starvation mode? but I also read that if I eat 1500 calories and burn 500 then that's apparently that's bad, why would it bad you still ate 1500?

Also, I live with my mates and I don't do the shopping and the food is not really healthy :/ and I don't want to have them buy me something just for me so another question is will I still lose weight if I eat less but maybe not healthy stuff?

Thanks :)

I have £10 and I just want it as two £5 notes and was wondering if I can just go and do it at my corner shop but my friend said you can't unless you buy something? but surely you can right?

It's been like this for a couple of years and thought it was harmless but apparently it causes health issues, I don't really feel any of the symptoms though and I have been sleeping here for years but that may be because its been so long that the symptoms seem normal??

About one side of ceiling is got quite a bit, it used to spread but now it looks like its stopped and just looks like stains so I am not sure if its okay now or if it is harmful and my windows have quite a bit

Should I sort it out? and if so how?

I am 18 currently doing a levels and I really need the money at the moment well till I go university but everyone says it's horrible to work there

Some of my friends have worked there and most of them have quit to go work somewhere else :/ but to be honest they are lazy and quit when things get tuff x] so not much help there

There is a vacancies for crew member and I am not sure what you have to do and if you have to do that shouting orders out thing

I am not shy or whatever but I find it really really hard to speak loudly :(

Also I am really clumsy x] and do mess things up especially under pressure so will that be a big issue?

What duties will I have to do? will it be that bad and should I just not bother applying?

I have tried coffee and energy drinks and it worked last time, it kept me up till about 3 but when I wanted to sleep I couldn't so I didn't sleep all night and had an exam next day but I did pass that exam so it's all good (:

But I felt like fainting and felt really miserable so I will not be trying that again :( any other methods to stay up, staying up not really too much of a problem just I get so tired that nothing goes in my head what can I do?

And sleeping and waking up early will not work :/ I can never wake up till the latest I can stay in bed and I never really recall switching my alarm of so that's a fail

I have 2 exams tomorrow and I have so much left and I learned from last time that the stuff you don't revise show up so have to revise as much as I can

I have my media exam tomorrow and this show is one of my case studies but I don't watch it and have no idea who the sponsors are or what adverts are on when this show is on

Does anyone watch it??? if so who is the sponsor?? what ads are shown??

I can't find much info on this show :/

Anything you can think of will bappreciateded as I NEED an A :)

It's not because I just can't be bothered to go or whatever but my exams are from the 15th of May and I have 8.

I am doing my A levels, A2 and I really need to revise especially for physics I haven't even started yet :( and I have 3 resits and 1 I should be doing anyway so all next week I am planning on not going to school and faking to be sick because all I need to do is revise, and going to school is waste of time now because they have teached it all and I now just have to get it in my head

But on Wednesday I NEED to go in for media studies because going to the lesson is Pretty much revision for me but I want to leave after it, I have that first and then I want to go home, on other days it's my last lesson so I can just come in last and there is nothing they can do bout it but no way will they let me go since I will miss Tuesday and I always sign out :/ pretending to go doctors so that's not an option any idea???

Ya I know I was idiot for signing out when I didn't need to :( now I need it :/

They wont check with my parents or nothing cause I don't live with them (:

Last year one of my mates mum died and they where close and she literally fell apart and like she lost who she was and all that was left was her body and she wasn't really there if you get what I mean

It got me scared because I have never experiment that no one in my family or friends have died yet or if they have I have never met them

I know everyone dies and soon it will come to me :(

It sometimes just comes to me like I see my mum getting into a car crash or something and I get this awful feeling like.. ahhhh :'( it's terrifying seriously I think about it everyday and it is driving me mad

My friend is better but is not herself and never will be and knowing I will go though that is... wow scary!! unless I die before anyone else does :/

I just want to stop this anything I can do? It's really bad, and almost always I think that if I think about death of someone close to me then it won't happen because things like that happen when you don't expect it s if it's in my head then it won't happen. Stupid right? I know it's that bad =/

I love her and I know it is wrong to think and feel like this but I do and its been getting worse lately

We are both 18 and live together

She is really smart, get amazing grades even when she doesn't try and I work my *** off all the time while she never has to

She gets everything she wants whenever she wants, but I have to work for it

I want to work in art and she doesn't and doesn't even like art yet she is better than me at it and gets full marks all the time while I barely scrap a good grade

People always want to talk to her, be her mate Straight away before they even know her, but for me I have to actually work for that x]

I have been playing piano since I was like 7 and she is nearly as good as me and she started like when she was about 16 -.-

I play the drums as well and now she wants to start >:(

Ahhh!!!! Its just really frustrating that she is better

I know that people are good at certain things and blah blah blah

But I feel really worthless right now, like whenever I am around her I am nothing and that even the stuff I want to do when I am older and work so hard for she can do in her sleep

I know it doesn't sound bad but we have been friends since we were about... 8ish?? I think and she just seems to want to prove she is better than me and she manages to as well :(

Also, my boyfriend at the moment liked her before he started dating me :/

Hmm.. maybe he is just dating me because she wasn't interested

I never bring this up with anyone because I know how stupid and pathetic it sounds

How can I not feel this way and stop making everything into a darn competition?

Hmm.. I sound proper immature buuuuuuuuuut oh well XD can't help the way I feel

Usually when you have two exams at the same time you do one and then you do the other straight after but these are in two different rooms =/

The thing is I have media studies and I have to be in that room because I have to watch something that is part of my exam so I am really confused on what to do

No one else does these subjects together so it's just meeeeee :(

Well my first exam on the 15th of May and i have 6 exams to do

I did my first 3 exams in January and got my results on the 14th of March I got an A in biology (yay) and a U in both physics and chemistry :( I can do better but I did not revise as much, I pretty much went in the exam not knowing half the stuff so that's why I did so bad

So now I am doing the 2 resits and the new exam at the same time and a media exam too T.T

But I thought that will be a good motivation to do good but I just can't be asked and keep going out or watching films or doing anything else than that

I did a revision timetable and I have wasted a lot of time and now I am going to have to revise ALOT a day =/

How can I motivate myself to revise?

The thing is I know how important it is to do well and I will not be going to uni to do the course I want if I don't step up but I still just can't sit and revise

Its soo boring >:( It all really kicks in about a week before the exam but that's what I did last time and I will fail if I do that

Please help (:

Okay I got them because I need them for media, I have to make a horror film trailer

Well I won't be wearing them someone else will

Anyhoo (: It came with the case and this solution stuff and I don't know what I am suppose to do with it

and am I meant to take them out of the tube they came in or just live them till I am going to use them??

How do you put them in and how do you take them out?

and how do you clean them?? and anything else I will need to know

Yeah I am really clueless xD and don't want to get wrong because I am not wearing them and if something happens to the person then I guess I'll be responsible

So help please (:

I have to make a horror movie for media studies and I need a slogan and I can't think of one:(

Anything about reality or killing or been crazy would be good :)

Thankks :P

I know it's not for every guy but most of them are -.-

Ok for my media course I had to make a 2 minute trailer for a horror film and my dad has one of those cool professional cameras

I asked to borrow it and he gave me all this cool stuff to go with it, like you can changes the lens? (I think that's what its called) to fit different environments like you can change one to when you are out side and there's one when ur inside

Anyways I was filming on this roof because there is a great view and I was trying to change one of the lens and IT BLEW OUT OF MY HAND!!!!! It apparently cost like 200 quid!!!!! I am so screwed

What makes it worse is my dad was like your going to lose it and then I did, he really didn't want to give me it :( I feel so bad I lost it yesterday and me and my mates have been everywhere looking for it and its gone :(

How should I tell him? He is going to be pissed of course but I still need to use the camera and I have to tell him course I feel awful and even if I finish my filming and everything and then tell him there's a chance I am going to want to borrow it again =/

darn!! I do this all the time as well =/ I Always lose stuff

please help :)

I want to do media production at De Mont ford university

I'll be enrolling in 2013 if I do get in :P it's pretty far from now but yeah

My teachers are talking about how volunteering work is really important in whether you get picked or not and also experience related to the course is also important

So what volunteering work can I do related to my course and what experience can I do?

Thanks (:

I think she is depressed I don't know but she has been a bit low for a while

I live with her and hang with her and so I see how much she eats

She is really skinny but she has been putting some weight on and I don't think she realizes it

She always did eat a lot but this is out of control!!

She is like snacking pretty much every second, like right now she just got a pack of cookies and she has nearly finished the WHOLE thing by herself O.o

I think she has a problem it's been happening for a while

I don't want to bring it up because she is really sensitive about her weight cause she was anorexic a few years back when she was 16, she's 18 now btw

At first I thought she is bulimic but surely not because she is putting weight on

Her mom did die a few months ago but she was fine well not fine but she seemed to be okay and now??

How can I talk to her about it? Does she need help? I think she is really depressed

I went to his house over the weekend to pick my best mates bag because she left it there and she wasn't feeling so well

And I knocked but no one answered but my mate had given me a key so after a while I went straight in and I heard someone upstairs so I went to check it out and went in his room and he was screwing another girl!!!

and she is one of me friend >.<

I don't think they know what I saw because they are acting exactly the same and I don't think they saw me looking in

The problem is I don't know what to do about it

My other friend told my best mate that this guy was cheating on her and she totally didn't believe her and now she really doesn't like my other friend and I don't want that to happen, she won't believe me but she can't be with this guy

ahhrr she will obviously find out one day and then she will blame me for never saying anything and if I say something she will hate me ahhrrgggg why was it me she asked to go pick up her bag!?!?!?

so what do you guys think I should do?