Isaiah Noodle

I am 17. My sisters dad was arguing with my mom threatening to punch her in the face. I tried to intervene by telling them they're arguing for no reason. (Because my five year old sister cries historically any time they argue because he's physically aggressive) he then starts coming at me. Tell me how worthless I am and how I should move out. He threatened me multiple times and said he'd take everything out my room and ruin it. In the mist of arguing with him at this point my mom keeps hitting me telling me to shut up. So when I try to close my door she stands in the way (remind you HES still cussing at me) then I attempt to push the door shut, and she attacks me. She pulled my hair, hit me many times scratched my face (it's a giant scar across my face) and bit me. I at that point tried pushing her out my room so I could call my dad. She ended up taking my phone and I rushed to lock the door. I've been in my room since. I don't know what to do anymore. I had a orientation for a job tomorrow but I don't think I can stay here any longer. I don't know where I am gonna go but I can't be here. I'm exhausted. This has been going on 7 years, and I'm done. My dad didn't even come to get me. I don't want to leave my school bc I'm class president but I can't be here any longer. I want to graduate and have my speech but I can't make it till then. I hate them (My dad lives 2hr away) I just don't know. College is five months away at this point I don't think I'll even have a job anymore.

What are some slow songs that are clean?

Its for homecoming or something, they just told me I need a slow song for the king and queen to dance to. I want something that will make the crowd go "awww", and something everyone may know. It doesnt have to be a recent song, but I would prefer something recent.

My school is mostly a hiphop rap type of school so I really dont want a country song or anything like that. Maybe a r&b love song. But please something not too old unless its a extremely good song.

Thanks everyone

Well I recently was elected class president. Usually the students vote, but this year the administration decided its not a popularity contest and no more voting. So it was..

We had to write an essay about why we should be president.. and I on the other hand tried to be different. I wrote about lions.. in connection to of course what it takes to lead the pack.

I remind you, im the girl that rarely talks. I have few friends I ACTUALLY talk to, and I never do anything as far as sports and what not.. so this was kinda out of character for me, the nobody, to wanna be class president of 2015.

So we get interviewed by the class admin, and 2 English teachers.. I think I was more nervous than anything. My voice kept going in and out, and I could barely get my words out. And they complimented me on my essay (which was weird to me).

I at this point was thinking there is no way im winning. I mean its not possible. If im lucky ill get treasure.

And then monday after school they announced that I was president. Im sure that had to be one of the best moments.. ill remember. I really didnt see anyone that day.

Today I got lots of congrats except.. this whole feeling of shade being thrown towards me. The three main people that everyone would've picked were in the and it was like a lot of "she won? -smacks lips-" "-insertname- shouldve won." And I dont know exactly but I just felt all of that on me.. it was a mixed emotion kinda thing.

Anyways obvi I need to get over it.. but still..

I dont like to say I like girls, because I dont feel like I do at all. I dont like them, honestly I cant stand them. I could NEVER see myself in a relationship with a girl, like ever... but on the other side of that I like them sexually. Like.. more than boys...

As for boys, I like boys, ive had numerous crushes on boys throughout my teenage years so far.

im attracted to boys sexually, but id prefer a girl. Maybe because the idea of having a penis shoved up my Vjay isnt that appealing to me? Lol but yet I like the thought of ... having sex with a guy ?

I confuse myself, I dont even know..

I dont wanna define myself as bisexual because I think im different than a person who is bisexual as far as what we like.

What am I?

Btw 17y/o girl.

I was being experimental today and tried to wear a tampon. I slowly stuck it in, and then when I felt it was in I pushed the thing out of its tube.

It was very uncomfortable. It felt like a big giant dry towel was stuffed up there. . .

Is that normal? Ive tried this before but it wasnt going in so I stopped, this time I managed to get it in but it kinda hurt when I moved around.

I kept it in about an hour and a half, figuring it would stop having that dry uncomfortable feeling but it didnt. So I removed it.

I wanna be able to wear them because theyre smaller and less noticeable, seems more mature, my friends wear them, and in an emergency if I ever had to buy one out of the bathroom id be able to wear it ya know. I just wanna have them as an option

I measured my waist and I was about 52-48in

I measured around the largest part of my belly (hips) and I was 60 in.

I was looking up to see if id be able to fit in a roller coaster and women that also said they wear size 24 pants (but have 40 in waist) said they can fit some rides, but im not sure if ill be able to fit any because my sizes are bigger.. even though we have same size pants? Im just scared to have the walk of shame because I cant fit.

Im goint to kings island Saturday, and im extremely nervous about the roller coasters. Not only have I freaked myself out by watching videos of people falling off them, and have their seat belts come unloosened but the fact im 5'11, and 320.

I have C cups (if that matters).. im afraid I wont fit into the rides. All I need is to be aable to fit in about four? Just to say I did something and I had fun..

Is there something I should look for being big in a roller coaster? People have said the safety bars that pull down are harder to get in than bars that pull in closer to you.. maybe safety straps?

If I have to ill just sit out and wait to go to the pool area..

Heres some pics to help in visually picturing if I could fit.

Front of me http://tinypic.com/r/2626wba/8

Side view http://tinypic.com/r/1hyp28/8

Tummy tucked in http://tinypic.com/r/2likmrq/8

I know there are gonna be a lot of "youre fat" mean comments, so I figured id say this

Im trying to loose weight. Ive only lost 10 so far but im happy that ive even been getting this far. My whole life ive been fat, and I know that ive been more active eating better than before and trying to do whats best for my body. I know I wouldn't have this problem if I wasnt fat, but I am. And im nervous.

Thanks anyone that answers

My cousins' parents are going through a divorce, and one of their parents constantly leaves town very often since this whole this started..

The oldest cousin tries to come stay with us when her mom leaves because her dad and her butt heads when the mom leaves..

We're going to a water theme park and the two oldest asked if they could go (to get out the house), (they would pay for themselves) and my mom said no because the two youngest always get left at home and there isn't enough room for all of them. (I don't agree.)

But yet my mom invited her whole boyfriends family to go along (which I don't like because they don't talk to me, and are very stuck up), but yet our own blood cant go? It would be so much better to go with people that actually want a good time with me.so I dont have to be a loner

There’s no changing my moms mind. She yells everytime I bring it up So I'm basically upset I'm gonna have to tell them some way that they wont be able to go, which sucks because I really feel bad for them. They aren't able to have fun this summer. Despite the little kids having to stay home I think the whole situation is harder on the older ones, (because the anger is only taken out on them) which is why they basically reach out for us more.

My mom also has a problem with their mom leaving them but I just feel like its none of our business. We have the option to be there for them or to not be there.

What should I do?

How do I tell my cousin she will have to stay home.

Im 17, 300+, 5'10

I want to find something active that I can do to help with losing weight and also encourage staying on track. I want it to make me want to eat right as well..

I want something that's not too hard to make me quit (I quit under pressure) but yet its hard enough to make me work..

I want to feel comfortable while doing it and maybe it become something I eventually love to do

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Like kick boxing? Yoga? Water aerobics? Zumba?

Remind you im extremely in confident.

I want to buy a vapor stick to curve my intake of sweets.

Now you're probably thinking "that makes no sense" so let me tell you why I think it would help..

Ive seen something LIKE a vape stick, but you get three puffs of chocolate taste into your mouth and apparently it will satisfy your taste for something sweet..

I don’t want to buy that because you pay about 10 bucks and you get 3 in a pack so nine puffs..

I would think a vapor stick could do the same because you can get 300+ puffs, refill for less than 5 bucks to get over 1000 more puffs. (Depending on the stick).. and people describe the flavor as exactly as titled. So chocolate really tastes like chocolate..

My mom is ok with me getting one, and is willing to take me as long as its 0 nicotine. .

My question is do you think thats a good reason and my little master plan ive created will work?

Im also just curious and I feel like as lomg as im not harmed its ok

My family is going in about a week or so and im extremely nervous because when I was young I saw a lady with a large chest not be able to ride because she couldn't fit.

Now im older im very much on the bigger side. . So I fear that will be me being embarrassed because I cant safely strap in.

Im a girl

330...

5'10-6ft

Size 22- 24 womens pants

Size 2x-3x shirts

C cup in bra

And I feel like I have broad shoulders.. im basically a giant

While being this big my height does stretch out my weight but im still very large.

Are there rides I should avoid?

How can I tell without making a fool of myself if I fit or not?

Hey! Thanks for clicking on my question, so a little background before I get into my situation. Im 17, female, currently in drivers ed, (hoping to drive before the school year starts), quit my job due to this distance and no way to get there, I worked there 8 months, lives with mother, father lives in another city.

Ok so! Me and my mom have been bumping heads pretty hard all summer. I want to work full time close to home, but she forces me to babysit my sister during most of the day 9-6. It varies day to day and no one ever knowz when she could be getting off. Im currently in drivers ed and I need to take 2 more classes go get my certification ticket which I plan on doing this week. Saturday I hope to go stay with my dad becaude of all the drama thats been going on. From there I need to decide. Should I stay at his house for the remainder of the summer where its quite peaceful and get a job? Or should I stay at my moms and be forced to babysit daily, get to attend my school (which is where I wanna go), but get yelled at daily, and pushed around? I ask because my dads house is a whole new ball field. . I could imagine driving to school and having to drop my little sis off at school then from school go to work.. (I only need two credits to graduate).. my dad is so much more chill but my step mom hates me.

And dont get me wrong I love my mom but its stressfull here.. I d k..

Suggestions? What would you do which driving, school, and job? And choosing which place t o live?

Im really angry that my sisters dad while at his house my cousin gets an attitude with me because I asked her why she was running. He got mad at me because I was touching his xbox.

When coming home to get something my mom said I could drive back and I was waiting in the car an hour (while she was in our house) and I come up and shes still on the phone with some guy. (Nothing important at all) then has the fking nerve to say "I forgot" you forgot I was waiting an hour? Knowingly I wanted to drive so I yelled at her and she left while I sit in the house with all these chemicals that are supposed to be airing out the house and I really dont care because Im just really fking angry. Im so angry and I wanna cry and throw a tantrum.

I really dont care for all the comments that will call me a brat and I know people have worse problems but im jusy really upset right now. I unbderstand I have issues with handling things but it's like bad thing aftet the next and now im pissed.

How do I get my mind off being mad while im alone.

Im 17 years old, I get good grades and im for the most part very much responsible.

I had a part time job semi par from my house and quit be cause I didnt have a definite ride everyday.

Now im trying to work full time close to home during to summer so ill be able to drive.

My mom told me id only be able to work from 5-10 and weekends because she wwants me to babysit for fking 15 bs bucks a day. Im angry because I could be making nearly 80 a day working. Also I dont want to be working till night time. Im not a fking mommy and im tired of playing this role. She doesnt pay me enough, and she has TWO other people that could watch her. Its not fair at all. I want to make REALLLL MONEY. And also she doesnt even pay me correctly she always tries to tell me "I wont pay you and you'll babysit for free" or she will wait till 4 days later to pay me. Or pay me when she feels like. Like damn. I just feel like im trying to prepare for college and driving by saving up and shes so selfish making me play mommy for 9+ hours. I dont wanna do that ****.

Im sorry if I sound like a brat but please understand that taking care of a 4 year old is hard work when you cant even make them listen to you because they have no respect for you. And then to turn around and work till 10 at night isnt fair being the fact I didnt have a kid and I feel like im being limited because of it. I just wanna be working like my friends work--then party. -screams in anger- but im a broke ***** cause my mom.

Im nervous about driving. Im in class number two and we will be out on 25+ sppeed. I think im mostly nervous about switching lanes..

And my driving instructor Is really loud and I dont wanna be rude and ask her to be quiet because thats how she naturally is.. but still I need like calmness and idk..

I feel like im making every excuse not to drive but I do wanna drive im just nervous.

Oh and its gonna be 5 oclock traffic when we go out. Ughh

Im a senior in high school

I take drivers ed

I had a part time fast food job and currently looking for a retail job or restaurant

Im planning more so to major in business BUT im not sure yet... im still so lost as to what I wanna be

I wamt to move out into my dorm fall 2015. Stay on campus 2 years and find a apartment and start planning my career hands on from that point.

I wanna be out of state..

Ok I know anyone who answrrs is gonna say "you should stay close to home" but I can't. I feel like college is the perfect time to go out and test the waters. I hate ohio. My family is nothing they have never helped me (except grandma) amd then me and my mother cant see eye to eye f or the life of ourselves. My dad is irrelevant bc he doesnt even try to support me..

But I wanna go to a nearby state so if anything does go too wrong im not that far from home. Ya know? But I wanna be far enough to find the type of person I am. and become someone.

But ANYWAYS what do I do to make this stuff happen? What should I prepare for beforehand? Ways to make more money? And anything else a soon to be college student should know before they jump head first into life.

Ok so im in drivers ed. I took my first in car driving on friday. I didnt do horrible but it wasnt great at all. So maybe average. My instructor told me she would rather have me practice more before we moved on to class two which is maneuverability.

Im so scared and nervous becahse I suck at backing the car up. I swear I have dyslexia and having someone there next to you doesnt help. Thats why I need practice.

But my mom is so mean and she told me she wasnt going to take me driving until I finished the classes and that sucks because it should be a team effort teaching me to drive. Like im not learning it in one drivers ed class thats why I need practice. But since she wont teach me that just puts my life at risk when I keep moving on to tougher classes when I barley know how to drive.

I constantly do math in my head, mostly when I'm under pressure. .

It's like (I believe ) a combination of adhd and math..

For example because I can't explain it that much..

-doing physics homework-

*thinking * it's 10:08 right now

Tomorrow at 10:08 I'll be leaving third class

That's exactly 12 hours away I'll be in 4th period walking in the hallways.

Or before school

*ties shoes*

It's 7:00

In exactly 30 minutes I'll be siting in 1st class.

Or even a day like today I didn't go to school I was like

It's 8:24 2nd period has started

They're probably going over bell work right now

Or things like

I want to buy shoes.

I get paid Tuesday, two days away, I make 7.95 an hour. I've worked about 16 hours this week. I'll get paid...

It's so weird because I catch myself CONSTANTLY doing stuff like that.. I'm never focused. The smallest things distract me.. I don't tell the doctors or my parents because I feel like who would believe me? I'm a senior now and I just now start complaining about it.. I'm just rambling I usually think all of this stuff. I'm a relatively quiet person.

Well you see the type of person I am... help

I have a nice collection of money from other countries that I have no need for. Would people not only buy it for conversion but for collection reasons?

I'm trying to get rid of the whole collection (very old money) for at least 1k-2k..

I need to look more into it. Lol probably not that much but any advice and tips

Ok me and my cousin. Fight a lot (she lives with me) and apparently kids on her bus bully her. The administration has been told and nothing was done about it

I have never been in a fist fight outside of fighting my sister. (I have never had to fight).

They got into a fight today and god help that girl, she cannot fight and I know she's gonna make it seem like she didn't get beat up.

The problem is I'm 17 and I'm assuming they're 13 and 14 which makes if I go and whoop their asses, I'd probably be arrested.

She's gonna go to my school next year and I don't wanna be fighting little kids because of stupidity. But I'm not gonna let her get beat up.. I mean I could check them and cuss them out but I'm gonna be a senior and I have a good reputation at my school for being the "good girl" which I don't wanna ruin acting like a hooligan and bullying bullies