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I am in love with an amazing person. His smile just makes me melt. I can always just listen to his voice, it soothes me. His charisma is second to none. He's my perfect, I love him.

The problem is with trust. I am a very honest person and have never lied to him. He knows this to be true. But every time a situation arises he automatically things the worst of me and I have to go about proving myself. On the other-hand he lies on many occasions or just avoids many situations.

It would be easier not to be in love but its not something I can help. I love him.