Jezibelle

I have always thought my periods were irregular until I started really paying attention. Seems like I'll have a 30something day cycle and then I'll skip a month entirely (my last cycle was 60 days)... but this isn't like some freak thing it happens consistently. I'm not on the pill, and I haven't changed my diet or exercise. Anyone have a clue what is going on?

So, I have had my period for about 5 years now, and for a while, as I expected it was pretty irregular, but then about two yeas ago or so it started to become more predictable. Then for some reason .within the last several months, my periods have been very heavy (like filling up 3 tampons until they start leaking - per day) and only last about 3 days, which is sorter than before. Also, they have been coming progressively later, and now it seems that it is regulating to appear a little over one week later than the previous month... it is just weird. Does anyone have an explanation for this?

I was just wondering if there is a limit on how many times you can switch the region of the player, like in a PC

Yeah so on my PC I have a limit on the number of times I can switch regions to play foreign movies, and I was wondering is a Mac is the same way.

Ok, so I watched the concert, it was amazing! Then I downloaded the CD to my iTunes, and the official website stated that there would be a live accoustic version of Darkside of the Sun on there, but I culdn't find it... maybe I am just stupid, but if any of you have found it, please let me know where it is... thanks!

Ok, I could have done better, but achieving good shading on a person and writing backwards by carving into Plexiglas is not exactly what you would call easy. The first is just a back and white print, and the second is a ghost print with watercolor washes. Oh and the words read "Manchmal müssen wir fallen, um zu fliegen." which means that sometimes we must fall so that we may fly, it is an adaptation of one line from Komm (Noise). ***btw click on the pic for full size, trust me it is sooo much better.

http://velisica.deviantart.com/art/Der-Engel-1-155...

http://velisica.deviantart.com/art/Der-Engel-2-155...

Ok, I could have done better, but achieving good shading on a person and writing backwards by carving into Plexiglas is not exactly what you would call easy. The first is just a back and white print, and the second is a ghost print with watercolor washes. Oh and the words read "Manchmal müssen wir fallen, um zu fliegen." which means that sometimes we must fall so that we may fly, it is an adaptation of one line from Komm (Noise). ***btw click on the pic for full size, trust me it is sooo much better.

http://velisica.deviantart.com/art/Der-Engel-1-155...

http://velisica.deviantart.com/art/Der-Engel-2-155...

BQ: If you knew that someone you loved would die the next day (and they didn't), would you tell them?

Yeah wierd question... hmm

BQ2: What was the last thing you laughed about?

My answers:

1. Yes, Because if there was something they had always wanted to do or say, I think they deserve the opportunity to do so.

2. He looks like such a little kid here! http://i301.photobucket.com/albums/nn78/velisica/9...

hey, I have forgotten how exactly the genative case works. Is it that when the thing you are reffering to is a der or das noun, that it goes kind of like this:

Er ist der Sohn des Mannes.

Es ist das Buch des Bibliotheks.

I can't remember at all how it works when the noun is die.

Sie sind die Kinder der Frau. Is it like that? I have no idea.

Hilf mir, bitte!

I was wondeering if any of you havw been lucky enough to see it yet. I don't want spiolers though, if you have. I was also wondering if there is any place I could see it online or something because, well I live in the US, and can't buy the DVD. ):

RandomBQ:

"connect" to Bill or "reden" with Tom

go fake rock climbing with Georg or race against Gustav

*the suggested catagory was mythology and folklore... lolz, because TH is too awesome to be real right?

Hey, so I want to watch a movie online, and I would really prefer not to download it. Do you guys know of any sites that I can go to to watch movies without getting a membership or registering? The movie I want to watch is kind of obscure/hard to find, it is Arthur und die Minimoys 2: die Rückkehr des bösen M. If you know any safe sites to download from that, once again don't require a membership or registration, I would consider using them. So, thanks in advance?

Here are some pics I just found. They are older, so maybe you have already seen them, but they are still adorable!

http://i301.photobucket.com/albums/nn78/velisica/T...

http://i301.photobucket.com/albums/nn78/velisica/T... (watch out Bill, he'll to kill you xD)

http://i301.photobucket.com/albums/nn78/velisica/T...

Happy new year everyone, and I hope we all get to make it to a TH concert this time...

BQ: If TH were animals, what kind of animal would each of them be?

Hey, there are things I wish I had done differently in all of these, but I want to know what you guys think... and uhh yeah, oh and btw I was wondering if any TH fans recognize th background in the second one... ( :

http://velisica.deviantart.com/art/George-14041180...

http://velisica.deviantart.com/art/Uber-den-Dacher...

http://velisica.deviantart.com/art/Der-Vergiften-A...

http://velisica.deviantart.com/art/Kampf-Der-Liebe...

btw click on it, it get's bigger, and looks better that way.

Ok, so this is kind of strange, but for a while now, I have been having this recurring daydream about TH...

It always starts after a concert. The guys are leaving the venue, and are walking towards their car and there is a small pathway leading to it. Everything is well lit, and the guys are signing autographs to people as they are walking, and their bodyguards are close behind them. Then some guy across and slightly to the who is standing in the crowd near the edge of the path (his girlfriend is overly-obsessed with TH and he is super jealous). I am just watching the band come closer and closer, and out of the corner of my eye I see that guy slipping a gun from under his jacket, and he starts walking into the center of the path. I glance back at the band and the bodyguards don't know what is about to happen, so I push through some people, and tackle the guy.

It is weird how I detailed it gets, but first I punch him in the face (sideswipe) and then knock him down, and he has the gun in his right hand, and his arm is stretched out all the way so that I can't reach it, so I grab onto his arm, and slam it to the ground, and he lets it go, or rather it 'bounces' out of his hand. Then I am just kind of crouching over him, and I keep striking him in the face, then I feel this really sharp pain in my lower abdomen, and look to find a knife in me. I look back up and we make eye contact, and for some reason he looks scared and then he yanks the knife out, pushes me off of him, and runs toward the direction of the car into the street. (it all happens pretty quick) By then the body guards are running after him, and I don't know what happens to him, but a few of the guards are standing over me, and I feel like I can't move, but I don't really feel the pain anymore. The next thing I know, I am on a stretcher, and I am going toward the ambulance, then I see Bill, and keep looking at him, and it all goes black.

Then I wake up and am in a hospital room, but for some reason I am in the same clothes, not that disgusting robe thing, and there is a window on the left wall of the room, and I turn away from it and sit up (or try to, and realize that it was a bad idea) then I see Tom sitting asleep in a chair in the room (I think all the others were getting food or something) He was resting his head on his left hand, and his arm was propped up on the armrest, he looked really peaceful. But I was really confused, and then I remembered what happened, and wondered why the hell they would be here and not on the wat to their next show. But nevertheless, they were there. Aww...

Variations: sometimes the guy with a gun, is actually the deranged super-fan that knows she can never have them.

what happens after the "ending" changes sometimes... one time the doctor told me that due to the injury, I couldn't have kids to which I replied "Well, I'll save a lot on birth control.". Tom laughed, and the doctor looked surprised.

Another ending is that I apparently lost my wallet at some point during the ordeal (lost my license), and Tom offered to take me back to campus in the Audi (my dream car btw) then we start talking. (btw evert version takes place in Germany, I am studying abroad for a year, which I actually plan on doing).

In another version, Bill and I are in bed (both wearing normal clothes), like we have been seeing eaeach otheror a while (some time after the incident) and we're just smiling at each other. He is laying on his back to the left of me, then I reach over and put my right hand on his left shoulder and my other had through his hair, and he closes his eyes, then we kiss sort of slowly, it is really relaxed, and his right arm/hand is on my lower back. Then I move so that the hand on his shoulder relaxes and the other one rests in a fist on his right shoulder (kind of clutching his shirt), then I rest my head on his chest, and we fall asleep...

So yeah, sorry it's so long, but there was a lot to it, anyways anybody want to offer a suggestion as to why I am having these daydreams. And what I mean by that is that it usually happens right after I wake up, like when I am still half asleep.

Ok, so this is kind of strange, but for a while now, I have been having this recurring daydream about Tokio Hotel...

It always starts after a concert. The guys are leaving the venue, and are walking towards their car and there is a small pathway leading to it. Everything is well lit, and the guys are signing autographs to people as they are walking, and their bodyguards are close behind them. Then some guy across and slightly to the who is standing in the crowd near the edge of the path (his girlfriend is overly-obsessed with TH and he is super jealous). I am just watching the band come closer and closer, and out of the corner of my eye I see that guy slipping a gun from under his jacket, and he starts walking into the center of the path. I glance back at the band and the bodyguards don't know what is about to happen, so I push through some people, and tackle the guy.

It is weird how I detailed it gets, but first I punch him in the face (sideswipe) and then knock him down, and he has the gun in his right hand, and his arm is stretched out all the way so that I can't reach it, so I grab onto his arm, and slam it to the ground, and he lets it go, or rather it 'bounces' out of his hand. Then I am just kind of crouching over him, and I keep striking him in the face, then I feel this really sharp pain in my lower abdomen, and look to find a knife in me. I look back up and we make eye contact, and for some reason he looks scared and then he yanks the knife out, pushes me off of him, and runs toward the direction of the car into the street. (it all happens pretty quick) By then the body guards are running after him, and I don't know what happens to him, but a few of the guards are standing over me, and I feel like I can't move, but I don't really feel the pain anymore. The next thing I know, I am on a stretcher, and I am going toward the ambulance, then I see Bill, and keep looking at him, and it all goes black.

Then I wake up and am in a hospital room, but for some reason I am in the same clothes, not that disgusting robe thing, and there is a window on the left wall of the room, and I turn away from it and sit up (or try to, and realize that it was a bad idea) then I see Tom sitting asleep in a chair in the room (I think all the others were getting food or something) He was resting his head on his left hand, and his arm was propped up on the armrest, he looked really peaceful. But I was really confused, and then I remembered what happened, and wondered why the hell they would be here and not on the wat to their next show. But nevertheless, they were there. Aww...

Variations: sometimes the guy with a gun, is actually the deranged super-fan that knows she can never have them.

what happens after the "ending" changes sometimes... one time the doctor told me that due to the injury, I couldn't have kids to which I replied "Well, I'll save a lot on birth control.". Tom laughed, and the doctor looked surprised.

Another ending is that I apparently lost my wallet at some point during the ordeal (lost my license), and Tom offered to take me back to campus in the Audi (my dream car btw) then we start talking. (btw evert version takes place in Germany, I am studying abroad for a year, which I actually plan on doing).

In another version, Bill and I are in bed (both wearing normal clothes), like we have been seeing eaeach otheror a while (some time after the incident) and we're just smiling at each other. He is laying on his back to the left of me, then I reach over and put my right hand on his left shoulder and my other had through his hair, and he closes his eyes, then we kiss sort of slowly, it is really relaxed, and his right arm/hand is on my lower back. Then I move so that the hand on his shoulder relaxes and the other one rests in a fist on his right shoulder (kind of clutching his shirt), then I rest my head on his chest, and we fall asleep...

So yeah, sorry it's so long, but there was a lot to it, anyways anybody want to offer a suggestion as to why I am having these daydreams. And what I mean by that is that it usually happens right after I wake up, like when I am still half asleep.

Ok, so I have sent in requests to get the German and English deluxe editions on the U.S. iTunes store, because currently,niether are avaliable; not even for pre-order! (it really pisses me off) So if we all send in requests, maybe we can get them on iTunes, maybe even the German album, ich hoffe.

Yeah so I know I dissapeared when I went back to school, but let' just say that senior year is only easy if you take BS classes... nuf said, I still love you gys,I am just super busy... and I hope everyone is having an uber-apple-awesome-sauce year so far.

<3much*TH*love<3

It is called The Lonely Tree, and I was wondering what you guys think it is about, or what it means... thanks.

It was a Tuesday,

Played some ball

Between the corners of Rose and Colorado.

Running in the desert,

The white hot sun

A little short on water, but boy did they have fun.

Now, I know that it’s too late

To turn around,

Pick up my feet,

Get on the ground… and run.

‘Cuz you’ve got a hold of me,

A grip so strong,

You pulled me in,

I just can’t escape.

Shut out my mind,

And stopped my heart,

Ran out of time,

But I didn’t get far,

It’s too late…

Wish I’d been someone like them,

Instead of sitting in that shack,

Waiting ‘round for who knows who…

To come and join me --

At my lonely tree.

I Watched ‘em play their games

While I would read upstairs --

In my lonely tree.

Doubt they ever were aware,

That I was right up there --

In my lonely tree.

Then you called from down below,

Just couldn’t resist the pull,

Finally, someone waiting on me, so…

I leaped right from my lonely tree,

With no one else there to catch me.

Now I’ll rest forever…

In your cold embrace.

Ok, so maybe our Bill is't going to Bermuda, but Hurricane Bill is! Ok, so that isn't so great for people in the Atlantic... I take back the exclamation piont. Wow, first Gustav now Bill, I wonder if all the guys will have hurricanes named after them...

Woah, this is awesome!!! I found them on this site

http://www.getitall-tokiohotel.com/WEBPROTECT-inde...

it seems pretty legit, all of their stuff does and it is kind of a new site, but I think it is a keeper, they also got new pics of them (justscroll down a bit)

but here are the lyrics:

Automatisch:

So automatisch

Du bist wie 'ne Maschine

Dein Herz schlägt nicht mehr für mich

So automatisch

Berühren mich

Deine Hände

Spür alles, nur nicht dich

So automatisch

Deine Stimme - elektrisch

Wo bist du, wenn sie spricht?

So automatisch

Wie du sagst, ich bin dir wichtig

wer programmiert dich?

Refrain:

Wenn du lachst

Lachst du nicht

Wenn du weinst

Weinst du nicht

Wenn du fühlst

Fühlst du nichts

Weil du ohne Liebe bist

Wie automatisch

Renn ich durch alle Straßen

Und keine führt zu dir

Wie automatisch

Folgen mir deine Schatten

Und greifen kalt nach mir

Du bist wie

Ferngesteuert

Statisch und

Mechanisch

So automatisch

Dein Blick so leer

Ich kann nicht mehr

Alles an dir

Wie einstudiert

Du stehst vor mir

Automatic:

So automatical(ly)

You're like a machine

Your heart doesn't beat for me any more.

So automatically

Your hands

Touch me

I feel everything but not you

So automatical

Your voice - electric

Where are you, when it speaks?

So automatically

How you say I'm important to you

Who's programming you?

[Chorus]:

When you laugh

You're not laughing

When you cry

You're not crying

When you feel

You're not feeling anything

Because you're without love

Automatically

I run through all the streets

And none leads to you

Automatically

Your shadows follow me

And coldly grasp at me

It's like you are

remote-controlled

static and

mechanic

so automatic

Your look so empty

I can't go on

Everything about you

like it's rehearsed

You stand in front of me

what do you guys think?

I personally just got a whole lot more excited about the album... I love it!

Hey, what do you guys think... honestly, if it sucks, or if something looks off tell me, I need to practice for my upcomming year in art, and I have had to learn how to draw faces on my own, but I will have to have it down by next year... so be brutal ok? I will still love you, I promise...

http://i301.photobucket.com/albums/nn78/velisica/M...

<3 much*TH*love <3

Ok, so here we go...

1) Pretend you were the secret Santa to the band... what would you get each of them?

2) Pretend you worked for the band... what position would you have out of... (a) personal assistant (b) translator (c) lights/sound technician [studio or live] (d) manager (e) producer (f) design crew (g) other [specify]

3) Pretend you got he opportunity (contest winner or something) to hang out with the band... where would you go?

4) Pretend you were in a theater and you noticed that the guys were sitting right in front of you... what movie are you watching?

have fun! Dare I ask for stars??

I am looking foreword to some uber-apple-awesome-sauce answers...