miss queeny

ok so iv been seeing this guy recently iv known him for 6 years weve slept together before but at the moment its going ok i see him when he free hel come stay over watch a film ect.. i seem to get scared at the though of rushing into relationships even though i would most definatelt consider having one with him its wierd! i have no idea why i get afraid of commitment.. so he was around 2 nights ago he left his fags and to me he seems too keen to come and pick them up surely hed buy some more i was busy yesterday when he wanted to pop i told him iv saved them and out of the blue today hes at my door when hes ALWAYS text to arrange coming is he starting to feel comfortable with me to just turn up at my house when ever id refer him to text!! and let me know!! could he be making out he wants them just to come see me again i only saw him 2 days ago if it were me id buy more and collect them next time i was round!!

will i recieve it tomorrow or monday??

i dont think hes good for her but she really likes him and has done for a few years shes 23 and hes 31 their paths have crossed from time to time for the past 6 years and they have slept together each time but i think personally i think if he reaaly liked her he wouldnt mess her about each time and that they would just get together its started up again recently they have slept together and they are exchanging dirty pictures is he just using her am i right what should i do??

when some ones asks a question and then says it was just a statement?

what does it mean statement

i think its safe to say i have no confidence what so ever!!

withing myself my appearance everything basicly!!

how do i even try to feel confident again??

i dont feel like myself i feel pretty low and lifeless..

how long have you gone without at what age were you?? im a 23 good looking female that hasnt had sex for 6 months it doesnt really bother me at the minute but im going to want it soon!!!!!!!!!!!!

did it bother you going without??

where do i start??? its just something i want to do and just for me to read only really i though it may be a good idea seen as though i have no one to talk to so maybe it would help to get it out of my system by writing down what i think n feel ect... but how do i start it off? i would like to do this to keep for the rest of my life and hopefully read it in ten years time and look back and see how much iv progressed in life since i wrote it maybe it sounds like a wierd thing to do but its something id like to do personally

sooo.... any ideas/suggestions?? ^_^

is it like pride?? what extents do peoples egos go to?

this guy i like havedone for the pasteight years we were in loveat first but as timewent on we grew distant n i moved towns but then i came bk we couldt resisteach other one nite and we spent the nite together sometimes he does/says things that are obviuos he likes me and shows off now n then for my benifit but then he goes all cold?? is he treating me mean to keep me keen were each others 1st lovemet at 15were now 23/24 i dont know wat to think ... i also notice with hes girlfriends hes had look alot like me blonde slim tall ishe comparing me with them like i do him when i meet a man thats because i still want him?! am i mis understood

ok so im 23 female not bad looking at all never really had a good relationship but i have met people i really liked i do enjoy being single but im lonely and cravea male sometimes but it seems like im never going to meet anyone iv havea young son so i spendall my time with him really so i dont put myself out there will i ever meet anyone?? im sad being aloneright now but then the thought of meeting someone scares me wierd...

i got up at 6am i havnt had a *** yet i really want one but im going to stay strong... how long will i crave fags for whatare the benifits of stopping smoking????????????????

are you in a relationship but stil have a soft spot for someone else??

i have a soft spot for my firsr love i met 8 years ago when we were 15 weve both moved on since then we dont see each other hardly but i still hold a tourch for him a year ago we bumped into each otheron a night out we ended up spending the night together i just couldnt resist him!! im asuming it was the smae for him... is there anyony you still like deep down afterhow many years?? i would u be able to resist them??

the last time someone told me they loved me its been that long i carnt remember!!!

iv have no real family and i have no boyfriend im 23 and have a young son i know he loves me but hes too young to talk and tell me... just those three little words and i havent heard them for years!!!

so i often wonder is there anyone out there that loves me????

i dont mind being alone i like it just me and my boy but for some one to tell me they loved me once ina while wouldnt hurt would it!!

iv been in a few relationships but iv never told any boyfriends iv had that i love them because i havnt fallen inlove with them hense the fact im single and they havnt told me!!

however i did tell one male i loved him last year who was my first love we met at the age of 15

we had a one night stand together after years of not seeeing each other i blurted out i love you!! but i got no reply ok so i take it he doesnt feel the same!!! i was abit drunk but that doesnt mean i didnt mean it because i did!! i am inlove with him

why do we crave love!!!!

or is it just me

i feel so down like i havnt go the energy to go through life i dont feel suicidal i just feel so misserable like im not interested and havent got the energy i think im at a low piont right now and its hard to pick myself up i feel like every ones getting on with thier life and i havent got one im soo lonely i rarely go out i have no friends in the town where i live im doing my best to get a job so i can get out and meet new people but how do i over come all the negativity i have i just feel like theres no point to life??

the first time for them to not reply what would you think!

just so i could know if he really liked me or not? me and this guy have messed around for years he was my first love i met him when i was fifteen nearly nine years ago weve only slept together a few times then i moved towns however i did move back and i bumped into him on a nite out last year and we spent the nite together but now we have no contact and i think he seeing another girl i carnt seem to let go of what i feel for him but i know what ur answers are going to be ... he probably doesnt care for me like i do him! yeh? well as much as i tell myself that still i feel deeply for him iv dated other guys but iv still not over him and its been nine years now WHY how can i properly move on we dont have contact iv not seen him for months so its not like i see him every day i just always think about him!

i am sexually fustrated at the minute with not having sex for 6 months i have no boyfriend nor do i have any friends with (benifits) i love being single at the minute but id love a good sh@g :(

recently iv stopped drinking i drank rather alot but i havnt had a drink for around two weeks now im i sweating the alcohol out of my system????

my skin is normally really soft and i had a nice healthy complexsion due to an illness that im now over my skin feels dry and i look worn out my complexsion has gone i look rough!! how do i make myself look healthier again??/

im 23 when look back at the last ten years WOW it really has flown by!!! i have a young son whos three in august hel soon be at school :O do u think the next 4 years will go fast??

has time gone really fast for you?