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i really want make love with my boyfriend its hard to hold on any longer. as a new christian (im not a virgin i have two kids) i feel guilty and scared to have sex knowing i have to wit till marriage. im not in a rush for marriage and cant see how i can wait to make love for a year or two till marriage.

I been try move two years so I'm really desperate for this. Family and personal issues. If I give up tenancy I soppose I always swap again to a assured tenancy once I get down there. I'm single. They are say of I get good job I be forced go private rent. If I'm low income they change to another five years again and renew the tenancy. Guess I'm scared I have good job and I have go private. Also if I get married and he has good job. Then guess nice to move better house if he so well off lol. Think I'm worrying over nothing. It's just hard lose something secure and take on something shorter period. The new house gorgeous. I love it so much and would love experience living there .

guy i am dating is said we should blindfold to feel our bodies

as i was saying before that i have self respect not to run to his car and wear sexy lingerie i suggested a mini break as we both single parents and dont want involve kids

it would be our first time make love, we been dating sometime. then he anwsered by saying he prefers cover up its more self respect that we should wear blindfolds to feel eachothers bodies for the first time.

we were chatting, he can`t come to my house because of my kids same at his because he has a son.

so we date, meals drinks. our last date we watched a film in my car and his car too.

its fun, we taking it slow

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we just got into sexy talk little bit, and he said i enjoy kisses and cuddles but i please myself. because i have had to being single, he said he like see my bunny sexy lingerie. i said, ok well we need a mini break from kids for us. maybe then he see my bunny outfit as i am not going run into his car with it on as i have self respect, he said good, he prefer me to be covered up. we could use blindfolds to feel eachothers bodys. he is a positive person. what he mean? he is horny so am i, yet we are struggling get close. film last time was nice as he put his arm around me and passionatly kissed me, little confused what he wants. then last night we were chatting text, he said a beautiful lady like me must have lots men after me, whats he mean, he said he want see my reaction. i said you have lots women like you too. one woman asked him for a drink at the school as he single dad and she single mum, he said no politly to her

he said to me i may have ladies ask me but i have a sexy cute lady that loves hugs and kisses. meaning me. i said your giving me mixed signals. he said no i am not playing, i want to kiss, hug,hold and caress you.

then he holds back

i kissed a gut goodnight on his lips after our date to say goodbye. i reached in for one more and jumped into my car. second date i did the sme kissed him once though as i wanted him to show me he likes me too. i felt he didnt kiss me hard enough back like i only wanted a peck but i felt it more came from me. then i get a text last night after i said what you doing. he said talking to a lovely lady with kissable lips but needs a hug too.(meaning me) then he text this morning and said big hug and kisses. but when hes with me his actions dont embrace me, mixed signals

im not fat but i am bigger and need to lose somw weight, this makes me self concious about me. he knows im trying to lose weight, i was dating another guy before who booked paris so we could start a relationship, he cancelled saying he wants a slim girl. left me feeling very insecure

i will never love again. i love my ex but we lost our trust and had to end he moved out 7 months ago.

Crying everyday, been 7months since he moved out, I feel it's unfinished business. He wanted work things out when firsto we out, I discovered woman's cosmetics clothes receipts at his. Broke my heart. Still feel broken. It hurts so much. I got a text saying his mum was over few weeks after I saw woman's things and finished it, he denied another woman. I couldn't text back, pain. 7 months on why is it still hurting? I love him. He treatede badly! What's wrong with me? I can do better

Guy I'm dating asked we exchange massages. Genuinely both hurt our backs. We can't come to each others places as we have children we don't want to get involved, I know hotel obvious choice but I'm not going to suggest that. He hasn't either, I asked him where, he said wherever I wish. I didn't anwser. Is it wrong him to ask massage ?

His son and him living at his mums as he's got separated wife she violent to son, I got kids we don't want involve so eachother a places out of question, I hurt my back so has he, he said exchange massages, I asked where????? He said wherever I wish? I said not mine he said he knows that, I don't know what to say? Or if joking about massages????

Met a guy who I fancy so much. his face, he's quirky. Very attracted to him.we havnt met so its physical attraction. We talked and flirted webcam. He has such a lovely face. Long dark hair he is Indian, English. Most handsome I dreamed about. And I want him physically. He is worried he doesn't want to lead me on as he feels ours music taste we don't have in common, into rnb he's into heavy bands. Apart from this he likes museums so do I, I can't stop thinking about when we meet and desire for him. He saying we might not be relationship material as we share same interests. And I have two children he feels he's not ready for family yet, not that I expect him to be. He wants friendship casual, so so I, I can't walk away yet, feel we need an encounter. Despite what he said my saying sometimes the best relationships start these ways

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