Kuri

I'm getting ready to start writing a book and I thought it'd be interesting to have a main character have three split personalities, but be completely aware of them. He wouldn't be able to talk to him, but instead they talk to the other main character. The splits have access to the main one's memories, but not the other way around. The splits are different variations of himself as flaws in his personality. He locked them away, but they broke loose and can take control only when the guy is weak and goes into his mind to hide and since he's bi-polar, his moods change rapidly and extremely.

I was wondering if it was possible in real life for this to happen. Does anyone know?

I heard about this theory that everyone has people assigned to watch over them and direct them. They know the future of that person, but the path can be changed at every will of that person. They live in an entirely different place from the person they watch (either another world or dimension), but have the ability to go to that person and in some cases into that person. It's extremely rare appearntly that they communicate with their person, but can and even take control of their body. They have rules and answer to higher beings and those answer to the creator if I remember correctly from what this man was saying...

Anyone hear a theory similar to this one? What's all the hype?

I had these small red sores on my genital area a few weeks again that itched a lot, so I finally told my mom when it started producing a discharge. Since I just got off antibiotics, we assume it's a yeast infection. I am sexually active but it's only with my boyfriend and he was a virgin before me so I'm wondering how I could get an std... There are small white bumps that I can feel only when I touch them and I can pop a few but it doesn't hurt that much when I do. I have other patches all over my vagina that look like bumps, but feel smooth as if nothing was there. The spots with the bumps I can feel itch a lot even after this being the third time I've tried to get rid of it as a yeast infection. First time I tried it burned and itched so badly when I used the medication that i had a hard time sleeping. Now it's actually starting to die down a lot, but I still feel the opening burning and those patches of feelable lumps... Is this really a yeast infection or is it something different?

I put my finger inside myself earlier and freaked out for about two orr so hours because i had no idea what I touched (smooth curve that was probably my cervix). But now it's hurting only after I touched it and I think it might be something more severe... I have a yeast infection though so that might be part of it, but it just hurts as if it's from the light pressure I put on it. Any chance I could hurt it or it could be something else?

I can't go to the gynecologist because I'm 16 in Mo and I'm afraid they'd tell my mom I'm not a virgin and she'd freak out majorly...

I'm 16 and have been sexually active for a bit now with just my current boyfriend who I'm in a serious relationship with. He's 18, but we've looked up so many laws for MO and found out it's not going to get him thrown in jail. I don't remeber the website but the law said something along the lines of...'If you're 25 or older with someone under 18 then it's illegal and also for anyone 18 or older with someone under 14.' He obviously doesn't fit that category, but most people say you have to be 18 which is bull... Still going to be worried until I turn 17 in 5 or so months.

Anyway, I've never been to the gynecologist before, though I'm paranoid because when I stuck my finger as far as it could go inside me I felt this weird, smooth, curved shape that seems to be longer than my finger... It could be my cervix or some horrendous cancer that I'm not aware of. I thought it was a baby at first, but I'm also about to start my period and you're not supposed to be able to feel a baby. It felt like a mushroom in a since and is actually hurting a bit now that I've touched it... So I want to get this checked out soon.

Will the gynecologist tell my mom that I'm not a virgin or will they keep it between them and I?

I don't think I'm capable of truly caring for anyone in my current state... I don't really feel like I care for anyone of ever have. I think that I'm just putting up a big act most of the time especially when I'm away from my friends and family. When I'm away from them, it's like I don't care what happens to them like they could suddenly die and I'd just say okay, then reflect on everything without feeling... I don't know what's wrong with me or why I'm so detached from everyone (even my boyfriend) and can't care for them. I want to care for them so badly, but I feel like I'm just pretending and that it's all a lie... I can see from basically any point of view and understand why people feel a certain way because of it, but I just can't bring myself to care about them. Even when my closest friends are going through horrible times, I can't say that I care about them...but I put on an act to make me seem to care because I know they need me as support. I'm never really happy it seems... I can only think I'm caring maybe just a bit when I'm actually talking to the person it seems or am in at least the presence of them... I have random panic attacks to where I think I've just been lieing to myself and I'm not feeling for anyone... A friend of mine thinks it's my way of protecting myself... I don't know how to fix it though... I have random bursts of feelings, but can snap back at any second and feel nothing again. I can't even tell if I'm actually feeling or am faking... There's so much to this I can't even describe it in words... Does anyone have any idea what's wrong with me or what I can do about this?

Okay so I dated this guy Eric... We met through a friend and we started texting each other and then he asked me out five days after he met me and two after we started texting all the time. He broke up with me 27 days later and I broke down extremely hard for weeks and weeks.... I was finally able to not cry in public on the spritz anymore, but it hurt so much still... It took me two months to get to the point where I was okay and able to not hurt that much,,,,He was my first boyfriend and the first person I was able to open up to, but that was a mistake to get so close so soon... It's starting to hurt a lot again and I think I might be falling apart again but I don't know why. He basically stopped talking to me, so I just deleted the last connection I had to him. I wanted to be his friend still, but he obviously didn't want that... Through out the relationship I had to play guessing games because he never told me what he wanted... He wouldn't let me help, but I couldn't blame him after what happened with him and his last ex... There's so much to the story that I can't even go into it... But he meant so much to me and was the first person I could relate to on another level. I made so many mistakes though and it never could have worked out because of the way he is. I know that he's not right for me, but I can't stop the pain... It's been about two months since the break up, but I can't get over what he did to me....I can't get over him...

At the moment I feel love sick and depressed, but I can't tell if I'm really feeling them or not because a part of me isn't feeling anything at all. I always have that part not feeling anything even when I'm happy, nervous, excited, etc... so it's not like I'm just faking these emotions... It's more like that I could control myself and end up feeling nothing if I wanted to try, but I don't want to most of the time... Would it be bottling up my emotions if I just took control of myself, felt nothing, and didn't care about anything anymore...and pretend everything's okay?

I've been dating this guy, Eric, for about 25 days now and everything is starting to confuse me. I've known him for a month or so now, but haven't really gotten to hang out with him that much... He lives too far away for him to walk to my house and my mom won't let me walk to his place, so we get to see each other once or if we're lucky twice a week and it really hurts when I don't see him... I know I go in and out of love sickness quite often and I lashed out at him a bit last night for basically the first major time, but I don't know... I feel bad for "going off" even though most people wouldn't consider that lashing out and being aggravated that he doesn't try to see me more... He says he wishes he could, but just can't most of the time for one reason or another... My one friend it seems to me gets to hang out with him and other friends all the freaking time and she gets to see her boyfriend every day... It really tears me apart when I know she gets to she Eric more than me and then her boyfriend on top of it every day.... I try not to let it affect me because I know I have no reason to feel like this but I can't help it... And today I didn't get to talk to him at all because he never answered his phone and it's extremely depressing.... I just don't know what's going on or what to do anymore...

Oh yeah, and yes, I'm a teen so I already know I'm going to get crap like "Oh, you're only a kid. You'll get over it." and what not... But that doesn't help at all people so please don't do that =/

I really love this band Botdf, Blood on the Dance Floor ( http://www.myspace.com/botdfmusic ), and I think I'm majorly obsessed.

I seriously can't stop listening to them for more than a few days at most and every time I hear their songs, I get butterflies in my stomach like I'm in love with the band or something... The lyrics get stuck in my head all day and I end up tapping to or just listening to my reply of which ever song comes to mind. I know the majority of the lyrics without having any music playing at all and know them all, (with the exception of Lawlz) though I may need to hear it once to remind me on the ones I don't listen to as much...

Why am I so in love with their music?

What exactly does it mean if you have a fetish for something...Like why do you have it if nothing ever traumatized you is what I mean. I have a fetish for feminine guys and vampires for example... but nothing has happened to me that I know of...

If I have a vampire fetish (not the Twilight kind, but like ones that drink blood and are dominate) what exactly does that mean? Why do I find them so arousing? I'm a girl that is straight for the most part, but I'm really attracted to "dark"("goths" for a more specific category) guys, but especially vampires for some strange reason... I believe in vampires, all kinds (I don't really care if you do or not so just think of this as a hypothetical question if you don't otherwise no best answer for you for sure) including the kind that turn into bats, those who are human but need blood to live, etc... I love reading vampire romance novels and stories online. I'm not sure if it's the sense of having an immortal mate for eternity, the power they'd have over me, or what it is that I like about them...Anyone have any clue?

Note: I'm not that interested in becoming a vampire just for a note, but I'd do it if I fell in love with him.

I can only find ones that are a reading lelixels of around 800 or so and I need one on collage level. My teacher said it needs to be one recommenced for collage reading, like on a list for "collage bound" books... Or just any vampire/dark romance book with a high reading level/lexile...

There's this guy I really like, but haven't really had that much of a conversation with...I've gotten a few words in, but we haven't gotten to talk for very long...He's older than me(I don't care that much)--and probably out of my language-- but I seriously can't stop thinking of him tonight for some reason. Earlier last night, my friend Erica and I were talking about our new schels. and how I refused to eat with strangers at lunch, then got to the topic of the guy I like being the only guy I'd sit with. I started day dreaming about what he'd say (He's extremely nice btw) if I had nowhere else to sit besides him and his friends though he's too old to go to high school... I haven't been able to get much sleep this night because he won't get out of my head and it's driving me crazy with butteries...I don't know what to do about him! I've been having the urge to draw the scene out, but Idk if that'd stop the thoughts or just keep me awake even more...

Gothic, Prepy, Emo, Scene, Sport crazed, Artistic, Skater, Druggy, Dark, Goody Gody, Masculine, Feminine, etc...

I personally like my guys on the dark, Gothic, and feminine side....

I don't know why, but I find myself really attracted to my one friend Alice...I know I have a chrush on her becuase everytime I'm around her I always want to get so freaking close to her and I feel butterflies in my stomach...We always mess around--all my girl friends--and jokingly come on to each other randomly, making my heart beat faster everytime she does...I've thought about telling her that I like her a few times, but I don't want to ruin our relationship. She tells me everything and I don't want anything to change. When we have sleep overs, sometimes we end up sharing a bed and I think things might be awkward if she knew I liked her when I'm sleeping next to her...I'm normally just attracted to guys, but I like a few girls too--like Alice... I'm not sure what I should do...or why this is happening to me...Can anyone help?

Also, if you haven't guessed alrady--very sad =/-- I'm a girl....

What does it mean if I find it hard to find guys I like and when I do, they're either "scene", "emo", "goth", "punk", or just plain out girly?

And I find a few girls I like every now and then, but not that often?

I was watching Ouran Host Club earlier and I seriously thought Kyoya was going to rape Haruhi until I remembered that it wouldn't have anything too graphic. So know I'm in the mood to watch something traumatic for some teenage girl, but I have no idea where to search for this kind of anime...

Anyone know any good animes in this area? Maybe something with some graphic scenes, but not a full out, pure hentai anime?

I was looking for some online Harvest Moon games and I kept falling across this website that looks extremly odd to me, but I'm not sure on what to do about it...

http://tube-yes.com/

It has quite a few link add ons like /wii or /ds but it seriously has me worried...

Does anyone know anything on this? Any information will be appreciated. Thanks.

I got out of school about a week or two ago and lately I've been feeling ill. I was sick right before we got out, but normally I'm fine within less than a week...except for this time... I can't seem to get better even though I'm on the medication and I tend to either sleep for maybe 6 hours or 12 hours at a time. I'm really hungry for no real reason (not pregnant) and I doubt it's because of my period because it never gets this bad. I keep getting headaches that are driving me insane, so I'm starting to think it's the lack of a schedule...

Is it possible to get sick or stay sick from suddenly going from a schedule where you walk around all day to just doing whatever inside all day every day?