secretpoet1269

I had my son Oct. 25th of this year. The labour was 5 hours long. The blood pressure was high, the c section was around 7pm in the evening. The epidural was scary as anything in my back is a phobia. When in the operating room, the numbness went into my lungs and throat and I panicked. After he came out and left the room with dad, I threw up three times. While in recovery a day or two after, I was imprisoned to the iv drip (couldn't get to the plug since I couldn't bend after the surgery), was given laxitives, stool softener, then was left alone. 30 min later My baby started crying and I couldn't get to him, and I had to go to the bathroom ( obviously ). Low and behold, the help alarm didn't work! So I think you get a clue of what happened. Overall, it was the most traumatic experience of my Life, besides meeting my son for the first time. I just can't get over the experience. Then, after coming home, the boyfriend goes back to work right away and no one stays with me the first week. I think I have PTSD from the whole ordeal and can't help but have a tremendous amount of anger and sadness towards all I went through.

I feed him for three, he usually fusses, falls asleep for a short while, but wants to stay up till five, than he wants to fall asleep at five. If I can keep him up after 5, how long should I keep him up till?

My last period was January 24th to the 28th. I want to know when I conceived.

I also lift his wheelchair into my van on trips, should I continue or stop?

I just found out that in my device manager,

Under dvd, cd rom drives,

there's a thing called ATAPI DVD A blablabla device.

I double click on it and it says...

" Windows cannot load the device driver for this hardware. The driver may be corrupted or missing. (Code 39) "

Can I just uninstall this and will it fix the problem, or is there something worse going on with my disc drive? :S

I just started school and need my computer right away (especially for cd's). Can anyone please help ASAP!!!! I would greatly appreciate it ...

What does it mean to dream of a large, black wing?

I tried to find out through dream dictionary, but I couldn't find anything that represented specifically a large, black wing.

The dream was giving off more positive energy, so it was a feeling of happiness... and I grabbed a guy and held him in this room full of other guys (a lot of them were either very feminine or gay), while I held him, I did a somersault above the large black wing, and everyone seemed impressed with me (they were in awe). I told the guy who I was holding in my arms that he was cute, and he smiled. So why a black wing? What do you think?

My roommate says "We only have 1 Gigabyte to share for the rest of the week, so don't do any streaming or downloads." Does it make sense? Can too much of watching youtube affect this? what am I and my other roommates limited to? Is he making this up or does my roommate know what he's talking about?

He's in his 40's lol shh don't tell anyone. He was born Dec. 10th. Right now I'm trying to save alot of my money so I don't have much to work with, but I still want to get him something nice you know... any ideas? Would love to hear them :)

Lisa

She's 20 years, born july 25th, blonde hair, she's taking aesthetics in college. I have no idea what to get her. it's $15 bucks I need to spend, whaddya think... any ideas?