Jenn

i just graduated college and moved home with my mom temporarily. this pats semester i did get drunk a real lot more than any other semester in college however i didnt drink every night. now that im home, i havnt gotten a job yet no matter how many places i apply too and my mother is a b**** ( she has bi polarism and has episodes almost everyday) idk i literally am beginning to feel a need to drink. addiction runs on both sides of my family so i guess my question is am i yet classified as an alcoHolic ( ive gotten drunk every night except a handful for the past month) and if i am what should i do, any suggestions besides AA, if i go to a meeting that will define my life for my family until i die, suggestions on how to quit by myself if possible would be amazing

my entire life my mom has had severe mood swings between severe severe depression ( i had to call the police at 14 because she ran out of the house saying she was going to kill herself) and severe outbursts of rage. me and my sister always joked she was bipolar, but i never knew she was actually diagnosed. i figured if she was diagnosed i would have known long before now (im 22) so while we joked about it i honestly just thought she was a crazy bi***. but my uncle just confirmed what ive long suspected, and i dont know what to do going forward. i dont know how to help her ( shes not on medication besides 10mg citalopram) and shes honestly scareing me motre and more. she threatens to kill herelf and says she wants to join her recently deceased sister in heaven, screams, cries, broe a glass plate last night. any advice would be welcome, my uncle says he is going to take care of it and that i need to finish my last semester of school but im honestly ovetwhelmed at having my lifelong suspicions confirmed and dont know how to proceed interacting with her that will best help her

i started smoking for the first times about 2 months ago and started smoking heavily really fast, maybe a pack a day for a month without even realizing it, im cutting back and quitting, but im scared i could already have cancer, my inside lips are rough, and lungs started hurting which is why im quitting. could this be a sign of cancer?

what are your fitness goals? to do 50 pushups? run a mile? do a split or handstand?

heyy himym is ending tonight, any last minute guesses on how its going to end? what's the mothers name (my guess is tracy, because in that episode where ted joked he met their mother at a strip club the stripper introduced her real name as tracy, and the kids believed him that their mom was the stripper, why believe him if that wasnt even the mothers real name?) does robin and barney divorce because thats a rumor flying around, i dont think they will, and will someone die? who? why is ted telling his kids this entire story anyways? who says i love you first, ted or the mother? and finale, exactly how does ted meet the mother? at the train station for sure but how do they initially get their love rolling?

any other questions you want to ask for us to think about before it all comes to a close?

texting my mom to tell her i made it to school safe, i just drove for 2 hours in sleet and black ice and she had called twice which i didn't answer because i was in class. so i was just sending a quick made it to school safe sorry cant talk in class and she kicked me out, is this fair? ive never made any kind of problems with teachers before but then i transferred to this school college and they are all awful, this teacher particularly hates me. i apologized afterwards and tried to explain i wasn't trying to be rude, she accepted my apology but obviously hates me, is this fair?

so i just saw a movie called megan is missing which is the most disturbing thing i have ever seen, seriously do not go watch it if you havn't. but if you have do you know if the very end when he buried the girl alive was actual footage of a girl being buried alive? i know its not the actual event but was the actress actually in that bucket and buried for the film, and needing to be dug up after filming? because it certainly looked and sounded like it and i know they had a very low budget and ten days to make it so idk how they made it look and sound so real unless they actually buried that girl for the film? the part that makes me think that there wasn't a dummy and recorder in the barrel was that she was pounding on it trying to get out and you could see the barrel move and hear her pounding on it right til the end, but i do hope it was just a dummy

so i just saw a movie called megan is missing which is the most disturbing thing i have ever seen, seriously do not go watch it if you havn't. but if you have do you know if the very end when he buried the girl alive was actual footage of a girl being buried alive? i know its not the actual event but was the actress actually in that bucket and buried for the film, and needing to be dug up after filming? because it certainly looked and sounded like it and i know they had a very low budget and ten days to make it so idk how they made it look and sound so real unless they actually buried that girl for the film?

heres the shortened story, i was seeing this guy a while ago, he was raped as a child,he has alot he needs to work through and i knew this but i still liked him. anyways we were fooling around, i made it very clear vaginal sex was not allowed, but i also allowed myself to be put in situations where he was in control, i trusted him not to enter me, so when he was at my entrance i didnt protest, i trusted him not to enter since i was very clear before we started not to do it. anyways he entered me once and when i shoved him off he didnt do it again, that night. this scenario happened a few times. i stopped seeing him for that and a few other reasons, never talked to him about these instances, pretended they never happened since its so confusing. but as time passes ive been thinking about it more and more and its bothering me sooo much. some people think this was rape. i know i can let this go with time, ill be fine, but i do not know if i should contact him and talk to him about this. tell him what i feel he did. he has never gone to a counselor or anyone for the rape and physical abuse he suffered as a child. i care about him as a person as in i want him to get help, he recognized he should when i last talked to him, because he was so angry all the time and very mean,but i dont think he has. ? im afraid if i talk to him once he will want to continue talking, hes VERY clingy, but i dont want to start talking again except this one conversation. should i try talking, or let it go

heres the shortened story, i was seeing this guy a while ago, he was raped as a child,he has alot he needs to work through and i knew this but i still liked him. anyways we were fooling around, i made it very clear vaginal sex was not allowed, but i also allowed myself to be put in situations where he was in control, i trusted him not to enter me, so when he was at my entrance i didnt protest, i trusted him not to enter since i was very clear before we started not to do it. anyways he entered me once and when i shoved him off he didnt do it again, that night. this scenario happened a few times. i stopped seeing him for that and a few other reasons, never talked to him about these instances, pretended they never happened since its so confusing. but as time passes ive been thinking about it more and more and its bothering me sooo much. some people think this was rape. i know i can let this go with time, ill be fine, but i do not know if i should contact him and talk to him about this. tell him what i feel he did. he has never gone to a counselor or anyone for the rape and physical abuse he suffered as a child. i care about him as a person as in i want him to get help, he recognized he should when i last talked to him, because he was so angry all the time and very mean,but i dont think he has. ? im afraid if i talk to him once he will want to continue talking, hes VERY clingy, but i dont want to start talking again except this one conversation. should i try talking, or let it go

i was fooling around with this guy, but i had told him we were not going to have sex, i was very clear about that. so we were messing around and he deliberately entered me once, i shoved him off and was freaked out, but idk i just didn't want to think about it, so i had him promise not to do it again and just pretended it never happened. That had happened a few times fooling around, i straight out said no sex, no penetration, but he did on purpose, just entered one time and then i stopped him, until i stopped seeing him. is it rape if he only went in and out one time, since it was so brief? at the time i just pretended these moments never happened but ive been thinking about them more and more lately, it makes me so uncomfortable to think about it, is that rape? is it overly dramatic to call that rape because if it is please someone tell me! also i think i gave him mixed signals in the sense that im into the guy taking control, im into rough sex (although i made it so clear i did NOT want to have sex, everything except was ok, but NO vaginal penetration, i'm terrified of pregnancy). so i allowed myself to be in situations where he was in control and basically at my entrance, but i TRUSTED him not to go, so i didnt say anything, since i made it so clear i did not want to be penetrated. does this change it? i take full responsibility for allowing myself to be in those situations. so does this change anything? can someone please help me understand this, am i being dramatic?

i was fooling around with this guy, but i had told him we were not going to have sex, i was very clear about that. so we were messing around and he deliberately entered me once, i shoved him off and was freaked out, but idk i just didn't want to think about it, so i had him promise not to do it again and just pretended it never happened. That had happened a few times fooling around, i straight out said no sex, no penetration, but he did on purpose, just entered one time and then i stopped him, until i stopped seeing him (for other reasons as well, i honestly never discussed these instances with him, i just pretended they never happened). but ive been thinking about them more and more lately, it makes me so uncomfortable to think about it, is that rape? is it overly dramatic to call that rape because if it is please someone tell me! also i think i gave him mixed signals in the sense that im into the guy taking control, im into rough sex (although i made it so clear i did NOT want to have sex, everything except was ok, but NO vaginal penetration, i'm terrified of pregnancy). so i allowed myself to be in situations where he was in control and basically at my entrance, but i TRUSTED him not to go, so i didnt say anything, since i made it so clear i did not want to be penetrated. does this change it? i take full responsibility for allowing myself to be in those situations. so does this change anything? can someone please help me understand this, am i being dramatic?

i was fooling around with this guy, but i had told him we were not going to have sex, i was very clear about that. so we were messing around and he deliberately entered me once, i shoved him off and was freaked out, but idk i just didn't want to think about it, so i had him promise not to do it again and just pretended it never happened. That had happened a few times fooling around, i straight out said no sex, no penetration, but he did on purpose, just entered one time and then i stopped him, until i stopped seeing him (for other reasons as well, i honestly never discussed these instances with him, i just pretended they never happened). but ive been thinking about them more and more lately, it makes me so uncomfortable to think about it, is that rape? is it overly dramatic to call that rape because if it is please someone tell me! also i think i gave him mixed signals in the sense that im into the guy taking control, im into rough sex (although i made it so clear i did NOT want to have sex, everything except was ok, but NO vaginal penetration, i'm terrified of pregnancy). so i allowed myself to be in situations where he was in control and basically at my entrance, but i TRUSTED him not to go, so i didnt say anything, since i made it so clear i did not want to be penetrated. does this change it? i take full responsibility for allowing myself to be in those situations. so does this change anything? can someone please help me understand this, am i being dramatic?

I've never thought about it too hard before until i heard someone say one of hitlers higher ups was half jewish, then i started thinking how can someone be half jewish when I always thought it was a religion?

sorry ive been blowing yahoo answer up with this same question but i really need alot of advice im so confused and i have no clue what to do (this'll be the last time i post this i promise)...

me and this guy ive been dating is haveing trouble he gets so mad at the drop of the dime and wont even tell me why. one time at 3 in the morning i was resetting me alarm clock on my cell, apparently when he asked what i was doing and i said nothing i was lyeing and he refused to talk to me the next day, i didnt even know why he shut me out until i started crying and he finally told me. well this time i was distracted while we were talking over skype and so he hung up and this is the convo we just had. (im 20 and hes 26 btw)

me:srry bout that, let me know who wins the game

him: srry i cant hang out tomorrow

me: ?why

him: i forgot i have to do something

me: :/ ok

him: ok bye

me: are you mada at me?

him: no

me: u sure? cause i am sorry i wasnt paying attention on the vid hcat i was trying to look something up i didnt mean to be rude]

him: go hang out with someone else i have to go talk to you later

me: you sound so mad, i cant handle you you always act mad at me if this is how your going to be no i donrt want to date. you make m feel shitty when you act like this

him: good bye

me: why do you shut me out like this why cant you ust talk to me

ive asked this alot on here but i really need advice on what to do, am i doing something wrong? i dont know what to do hes always doing this to me just randomly shutting me out and then coming back and acting like nothing happened i feel like crap and i dont know what to do!

sorry ive been blowing yahoo answer up with this same question but i really need alot of advice im so confused and i have no clue what to do...

me and this guy ive been dating is haveing trouble he gets so mad at the drop of the dime and wont even tell me why. one time at 3 in the morning i was resetting me alarm clock on my cell, apparently when he asked what i was doing and i said nothing i was lyeing and he refused to talk to me the next day, i didnt even know why he shut me out until i started crying and he finally told me. well this time i was distracted while we were talking over skype and so he hung up and this is the convo we just had. (im 20 and hes 26 btw)

me:srry bout that, let me know who wins the game

him: srry i cant hang out tomorrow

me: ?why

him: i forgot i have to do something

me: :/ ok

him: ok bye

me: are you mada at me?

him: no

me: u sure? cause i am sorry i wasnt paying attention on the vid hcat i was trying to look something up i didnt mean to be rude]

him: go hang out with someone else i have to go talk to you later

me: you sound so mad, i cant handle you you always act mad at me if this is how your going to be no i donrt want to date. you make m feel shitty when you act like this

him: good bye

me: why do you shut me out like this why cant you ust talk to me

ive asked this alot on here but i really need advice on what to do, am i doing something wrong? i dont know what to do hes always doing this to me just randomly shutting me out and then coming back and acting like nothing happened i feel like crap and i dont know what to do!