Black Lilly 12

So I like to put youtube on and have it play though music and this one video would haunt me and is currently haunting me. I really like the sound of the song but there s no lyrics in my head(it s pretty muffled a song)

So to the music video, it starts with some lady in her room and these lights are moving, she goes to look in a mirror and her heart escapes? And under her shirt where her heart should be there are lights. Her heart is a black clay creature which she takes to this psychic or voodoo place and the man take the heart creature and drops it in this triangle box like structure and wheels it into a light room. There s flashes of light and the lady finds herself curious and looks behind a curtain to see a bunch of people sitting.

The heart creature, meanwhile, is stuck watching a filmstrip of the man.

At the end of the video the heart was sent in a take out container to some man who eats it.

The whole video is stop motion.

Any ideas? It s really driving me insane, I just wanna hear the song again.

Okay so September 23rd I moved down to Oregon and shortly after I got there I went into really bad depression from being isolated. From the 23rd to two days after thanksgiving I had only been off the hill 5 times. While I was on the hill I was expected to stay alone and do somebody else s chores which I wouldn t have minded if I wasn t so ******* depressed. (Infact I lost 60lbs)

But two days after thanks giving I when to my grandparents. Starting then I was constipated till the 19th of December, not so much as a skid mark escaped my rear end. We were snowed up from the 12th to newyears day when we called the cops to get us(FINALLY) because the belt to the generator snapped and thank god we had service or I would not be texting this to you.

No internet for a few days I can deal with. But being snowed in to the point you have to dig a trail to the outhouse? HAH. Not to mention by the end of it we were running low on food, the pipes were almost frozen, running out of fire wood, probably low on toilet paper too. The cops said we should have called sooner(what I had been saying the whole time I was trying to convince my grandpa to call them.)

I am still having problems passing bowel movements, I have been taking olive oil to help. But lately I ve been noticing the blood flow in my right arm feels abnormal. I have a checkup scheduled for the 2nd but I am scared.

I have hemerroids, I just turned 18 in ******* November.

I've been obsessed with homestuck for a while, I can't even remember life without it. but I am starting to grow tired of it, I will probably return later but for now I need something new.

before homestuck I was more into invader zim, and I think fruits basket before that.

I want something with a cool long story line, mythology would be neat.

I really like adventure time, and the idea of wicca. I'm pretty into the idea of travel. I am trying to find myself. but its hard. and I don't really understand, and so I'm sorry if I'm being really vague.

So I'm trying to lose weight. But it doesn't start there, my girlfriend doesn't like the idea of me losing weight or going on a diet, so I'm trying to just be happily toning it down slowly. I'm to the point where when I buy two dinners from the freezer section it fills me up completely, which is a lot of progress because I would usually get 3 things, we would eat two totinos pizzas at once seperately, and now I'm to the point where 1 pizza fills me up, and I would be happy with only half a pizza. She is really sensitive about that kind of thing, but I would like to start eating more natural foods with a steak or something here and there. So what are some ways where I can just say "no thanks" without using those exact words? I want to get healthier. And hopefully as a result thinner.

Okay, so I'm actually freaked out from this dream, I can't leave me bed. It woke me up at 3:00 am on the dot. I'm not sure if that means anything but its not exactly my lucky number. Okay so in the dream it kind of mixed my girlfriends house and my house together, and my sisters and my girlfriend were there. And my mom had just left I guess to get toilet paper. And it was night time, but it had a very creepy feel outside, outside wasn't all just cement, like both of the houses, instead it was grass, and I remember a tree. And there were a few kids around. One had a scooter (I don't know if this has any significance.)

So we were sitting on the couch and just overall getting a horrible feeling. And then out of the corner of my eye, I see my sisters toy doll hop-skipping down the stairs kinda. This isn't a doll she actually has I don't think, but it hat white-silver hair that was straight and a bob cut, I don't remember much else about her except for her closey eyelids. and she's just hop skipping down the stairs but looks really menacing instead of happy, and so I shoved her out the door somehow. And then there was a knock on the door and a group of teens or something was trying to force her in but we closed the door. The next time someone knocked on the door my little sister took my English sword and stabbed it through the door. And we opened the door to see if she got it, and mom was standing there, the toilet paper cut through. And the plastic dolls face was cracked like

Like, I call my girl doll, babe and sexy. I'm looking for more like those where it shows she is respected (so nothing vain like ***** or ho, I'm not even comfortable saying those.) thanks

My doctor prescribed these a long time ago to deal with both depression and insomnia. I remember telling him that sometimes I still thought about killing myself and using the pills and he told me that I would need A LOT more than prescribed. Just to be safe, right now I really want a deeeeeeep sleep and I was thinking 4 50mlg pills would do the trick, will I be okay?

inequality is 0.15t+0.10m=35

I need all of the possible combinations. so far I only have

0.15(30)+0.10(305)=35

and

0.15(0)+0.10(350)=35

you do not have to show work but it has to equal to 35 and use 0.15 and 0.10

and I'm sure I can do the next part which is finding 5 possible combinations of t and m that would keep it under 35 xD thank you.

my little sister has an asus laptop and it runs windows 8. I find it confusing but I have been able to work with it. So we were opening this program where you are supposed to make music, but we were having problems because the computer is running music in the background. we have closed everything and the music is still going. it sounds like music from the sims or from an elevator, and we cant stop it. I've opened task manager and everything nothing has helped.

Okay this might sound really weird but I want websites to silly, stupid and ridiculous diseases. For health class my teacher is letting me do extra credit, and I want to do a few of my extra credit things on things that would make her laugh. I really like to make my papers ridiculous. I draw and leave comments on some of the questions on my papers. Okay I want these to be obviously fake like it could say that symptoms may include farting 100 times and after the hundredth time you float up. please and thank you . u .

I want to start like a spit ball war or something like that. it doesn't have to be spitballs cause I know that could make some people queasy, but I don't know what else kinda thing I might do..School is almost over though and I want to do something kinda fun. like a school wide assassin game. u .

Okay, so I would really love to have a hermaphrodite, I know it may sound odd but I would like to know, what kind of chances would I have and what could I do to make the chances higher??

ok so I just got this laptop, and I'm trying to figure it out but I can't find ms paint, or fresh paint or whatever, and I really like to do my art on there. I need help, whats the paint app for the Toshiba?

I was scratched in the eye when I was in the woods, I don't really have much feeling but it was split down the center and doesn't really work anymore. I've fixed myself with a bandage around the head that fashions an eye patch, but I want to know that if I were to keep it in would it get infected?

plain and simple. I uh...am a little embarrassed asking this. uh, if there are some suggestions for animes containing yaoi as well...then uh...that would be nice too

Okay. I have no problem with this whatsoever. I just want help understanding. She's told me that it's something about worshiping every part of her lovers body. But why feet especially? I'm confused, but I would really love to understand more! I love her so much, and I want to understand this fetish. Ive searched it up and found people trying to get away from the fetish, but I don't want that.

Could anybody help me understand the fetish? And possibley give me some tips on how to use it on certain occasions?? *raises eyebrows*

Ok, I really want to get some body to move to Washington and we need a goal for her first twin months of rent while she looks for another job. So where is a cheap...apartment complex or something, and relatively close to Tukwila would be SO nice~ I need her here soon, please help, list the top 10 cheapest places to live in Washington.

Okies....I'm three days out of FairFax mental hospital. I JUST got out so I don't really want to go back. That ANDDD I promised my girlfriend that I wouldn't cut....I just feel so lonely when I'm alone. Even though I do have friends and a girlfriend and people who care. I just feel really down and alone and then dumb and all the nostalgia comes back and the pain...I don't want to live :( The mental hospital really didn't help...

Nostalgia seems to pop up everywhere. I'm always nostalgic and wanting things to go back, rather than just wanting to move on. I can't help it either. I also want to go insane. WANT TOO....and I WANT to be anorexic, and I had someone practically call me an attention whore for wanting that but it's true. And it wouldn't have been for attention.

So I need help with that if you would.

But seriosly, I have heard so many times, "Oh it's just a phase hun, youll get through it." Ok I would believe that if this 'phase' wouldn't have lasted 5 years. ever since I was 8 I wanted to die. I don't know what to do....I have actually had someone walk up to me, hand me a knife and tell me to cut myself. How loved would YOU feel if that happened :/

ok, so I want to go insane.

I may be partially there already and I am NOT looking for jokes. I have at least mild depression, though my mom wont take me to see a doctor, I've been depressed since I was 8.

I fall 'in-love' way to easily. in other words I get a boy who treats me nice and we get along great and then I fall...which really sucks.

I don't want to be able to trust, but I end up letting that go. I want to be anorexic, mostly because I have had rocks thrown at me, just for being fat, and was harrassed three years about it.

I dont want to live. I'm not saying I want to die anymore, but I wouldn't mind it. I think death is better than life, it's either your gone and theres nothing, or you go to heaven and theres a better nothing.

I want to cut. I don't want to live in reality, I feel like reality is just a prison, something that holds you back too often.

so yes, I may be half way there.

please do not tell me to get a hold of drugs because I can't.

please do not joke around.

please do not accuse me of lieing.