Thunder0V12

Hey Gents and Ladies. I need your thoughts and advice. I'm 19 years old and currently in the military for almost a year. I was diagnosed with MDD and will be Medically Retired soon. I really believe my folks at home are not happy with the decision. I was bullied excessively in High School and my depression reoccured when I joined. It was worse to the point where I wanted to injure or potentially kill myself. They always told me that "Oh, your just having a bad day. It'll be gone by tomorrow." Or "You'll get through it. Tough it out.". I didn't want to join the military because of that potential of that mental issue coming back. I know it was my decision to join but I specifically told them "I'm only doing this just to try it out. Please don't get upset if I come back.". They're unsupportive of my decisions and it has always been me trying to impress them, not thinking of what I wanted to do for myself. I wanted to study Meteorology, Epidemiology, or Pathology. The virus will make it more difficult to do classes but online is definitely a option. That's where my heart is. I understand their concern as I came from A poor area of North Carolina and jobs don't pay much but when it comes to decisions I want to make, they just blow it up in my face that it's a bad one. At this point, I kind of have no support when I go back. I have some saved up money that I could use and continue the income while I work. I just want them to understand my point of view here that I am still capable.

Hello. I came here to ask for advice. My great uncle passed away unexpectedly on July 31st, 2018. This was very hurtful because me and my family went to see him Sunday, July 30th, 2018. He has been through a lot from going to dialysis 3-4 times a week to getting both his legs amputated, but that did not stop his outgoing and humorous personality. He was the father figure I never received from my real father from the time I was born to when I was able to handle my own self (I'm 17 btw). He would always refer me as his "buddy". He didn't even make it to see me graduate (this is my last year in H.S.). Even if he be sick or extremely tired, he would use all the force he could to get in his wheelchair and come out to see me when we was over his place. I'm pretty sad and depressed over this. This Sunday is the funeral, and I don't know if I can handle it, but I want to see him one last time before he gets put in the ground. I'm generally a shy and introvert person, but now I'm even more shut in and my personality/mind is not how it use to be...

I had pneumonia before, and it was Horrible, but 1 of my friends had hyperthermia. what's worse and the difference. I know they occur in cold climates

I actually been doing it for a while, I can just put my figure on it a move it and it does, and when I move my hand it pops back. and after I do it for a while, I sometimes get this Burning sensation.

Any Ideas why, and how I can do it?