SMILEY

Is it a fair trade, or off by afar?

So my cousin came by, she's a girl. We make fun of each other a lot. And she told me she was on a diet. I said, no you're not. And she goes, I seen your gf she's fat too. Not knowing I had her on the other line. I don't know what to do. I apologized, and also my cousin. And she's not taking to me. Need advice.

I have been saved in 2009. And just like the book in mark. I was the seed that was growing in thorns and when things get hard. The world seemed better. I thought the world could satisfy me more than God. I couldn't handle carrying the cross. I couldn't endure the pain, after another. I know we were suppose to endure and let the trials strengthen us but I would question God everything. Like why? Then I read the book of job. Sad story. I've realize my life isn't my own? That everything I receive or get is only from God and what he wills in my life. My pride took a hold onto my heart and I gradually didn't listen to what the word said. And continued to live a life of sin. I've ruined not just myself, but my testimony. I am ashamed of myself and hate every thing in my bones. I'm not who I was one was. My heart is not as loving as it use to be. I have no patience. Everything annoys me. I haven't prayed a fervent prayer in years. I am even afraid to come to my church because I don't want to pretend. I no longer call myself a Christian any longer. That would be a disgrace to the true followers of Christ. It's a the darkest despair I have ever felt in my whole entire life. I don't know what to do to come out of this. I have tried to come back but my hardened heart just refuses.

So I'm a young guy. 26. She's like 37. I don't think it's too far of an age. She's single. She's a hot mom by the way. We flirt sometimes. She likes to call me doll. I can't help but think she only sees my as a kid? I'm a grown man. What can I do?

Anyways, me and the gf were doing it. It was a just like any other night. I'm a clown, anyways we were having our foreplay and I gotten her a Lil wet. She doesn't smell bad or anything, but you know how sex smells with all the bodily fluid. I put her to sleep, and as I was holding her. I placed my wet fingers right next to her nose so she can smell herself. Lol. It was the funniest thing ever to see that expression on her face. But she was pissed and pushed me off the bed, and I landed hard on my butt and bruised my cheeks a little. How can I stop the pain on my squishy cheeks?

I was in the county hospital for 2 weeks for a dvt. (Deep vein thrombosis). I had signed documentation for them to operate a little procedure, they were going to put a Stent. Instead of operating on my left leg. They had made a mistake and opened up my left leg. So I had to go in for a second procedure. They also tried to cover it up by not telling me. They were really unorganized and handled my situation poorly. I'm really upset. Can I open up a case for this matter?

I have a girlfriend I've been with for about a year now. And things were good in the beginning, but now things are shaky. We live about an hour apart. Basically I'm upset because of the fact that she wouldn't make it for my birthday at all. I don't mean to be selfish, but I had all these plans and it all involved her. Now I'm just crushed by the fact that she won't be able to make it due to the fact that it's also her fathers and brothers birthday. I haven't met her dad yet, lame I know. But this also happened last year, I came to visit her. And she dissed me, this was during the the 4th month we were dating. I showed up to surprise her for her birthday. Bought a cake, presents etc. I don't mean to be selfish. I have had lots of worse birthdays before.. I hate it when you expect things, you only get disappointed. I can celebrate this with my friends, but it's not the same. I'm always blowing up money doing parties for people I see every other day. I'm totally over that phase. We don't see eye to eye anymore either. She is a great women, but I just don't know anymore. I've been all about her.. And lately, I just don't seem to care anymore. Think I should let it go? I'm probably going to end up doing something with the dudes, maybe hit the clubs or bars.. never been to a strip club? Fudge it?

I currently make 1000 a month.. But i gave bills etc.. I can save but not a lot. But i reay want a car. Abby suggestions?

Do you give the tenth percent of the check you receive? Or after you pay off bills and the account you have left? I don't have so much money, but I still want to tithe. I do have a lot of bills. Thanks.

Okay I am having some skin problem, nothing major hopefully. So there are two things that are bothering me at the moment, there's this halo mole I have, how can I get rid of it? It looks funny. lol. (I hope it's not skin cancer). I also have this small little bump on the side of my neck below my ear. I really don't know what it is? It's like someone had shot me with a bb gun and it's in my neck. Anyone know what it is?

Just wanted to come here and shed some light into my dark life, I am a Christian. I was saved back in 2009, was living a spirit filled life until one day, I guess I had put my guard down and not picked up my sword. I wasn't properly equipped for my own spiritual battles, and grew tired and weary each day of this ongoing cycle. I know you guys understand what I am saying when I say this, specifically talking to spirit filled Christians. It's like when you first become a Christian everything seems to go against you and satan is constantly on your back. For me, I gave up. I didn't trust God, there were prayers I have prayed for and was upset. I am now at a state where I am at my lowest point, I want to repent of my sins but I have a hardened heart against God. I have noticed some bitterness about me, selfishness, less compassionate. I am afraid I might have lost my salvation and the Holy Spirit. I don't know what to do anymore, God promised us that he will never leave us or forsake us. And I feel like I have been left. I read scriptures in the bible such as Hebrews 6 and 10. And I have had no peace and in my soul, I feel nothing but a deep void and such emptiness. Have I gone too far? I am deeply miserable and very sad, although I am feeling really depressed and upset.. I can't cry, I have covered my heart from any pain. I constantly think about suicide but am afraid of going to hell. I really don't want to exist anymore, I see no point. I have no motivation in doing anything. I am not trolling, I really need help. :(

Every day and every night is like a nightmare. Every time I go to sleep I feel an emptiness in my soul, a deep dark void. This is how it feels like to feel separated from God. I know that God will never leave us or forsake us. But lately, I feel so lost and abandoned. I know it's my fault, by nature. I know I can be a little rebellious and stubborn at times. I know God is real, and I once had a really deep relationship with God. I won't lie, I didn't persavear under deep trials. I was hurt by many things in life and wasn't content. I tried to find things to fill in the desires I had and I know it wasn't God's. Now I feel hopeless than ever. I came around to reading the book of Hebrews and those words been haunting me ever since. How a person who was once a Christian who fell away, that it is impossible or them to renewed and brought back to repentance. I don't feel like the person I once was, I can see my errors and even see a root of bitterness running in my life. All my life, has been nothing but trials.. All I wanted was to be happy, and I didn't find the Lord to fulfill every desire of my heart. I didn't trust God, it's hard to believe anything will change when you feel that every situation in life is going so wrong. My biggest fear is that God will leave me this way forever. I am 24, and nothing in life interests me anymore. What's the point of life when you feel like you don't have God in your life? I really don't know where I stand with God, and this has been going on for months now. I can't pretend and think everything is alright when my soul is crying out for help.

When I try to go to sleep at night, I have this deep dark feeling inside of me. I even sometimes wake up in a panic. Never ever felt so defeated in my life. I use to have visions of what God wanted me to do and had prayers answered. Now I feel like God has turned his loving hand away from me. I don't know if I am even his son anymore. I am too ashamed to even call myself a Christian. I don't even try to fight my trials anymore, just on the verge of giving up. I am just here looking for some encouragement, although I don't think anyone would understand how I am feeling. I just need help.

From my ex who I was with for 5 years. It's just some stuff of mines that she has kept. It's around my birthday and it's the last thing I wanted to see. It's just some of my old id's she kept when I was younger where she had kept from mt wallet. The very pictures I kept close to me since I have lost all my pictures. The thing is, I don't want them back. I did at first when she crushed my heart, but now its like I don't even care anymore. When I received the mail, I can still feel the pain she caused me, What do you guys think it is, those stuff she kept of mines just only causes pain.

I have a big problem with my relationship with God. I don't know what's going on with me or what's going to happen. First and foremost. I am a Christian who was saved in 09. Lately, I have been feeling shameful about many things. I still feel guilt of the sins I have committed against God. I compromised my faith and let God down, on top of that. I continued to follow my own selfish ways rather being obedient to God. I couldn't see the bigger picture in whatever plan God had for me. I was also backsliding after many trials in life. I couldn't handle the walk of faith. I drifted away from God and even made choices of my own thinking I would be happy. In the sense, I took God for granted. Lately, I been feeling this void within me that is so dark. My heart is numb, I can no longer feel anything. I had visions before from God, and the desire to do his will but now. I have no desire in doing anything anymore. I don't know if God will ever restore me. I feel damned at times, when I pray. It feels like God is not listening anymore. My relationship with God isn't the same. This is the most miserable feeling ever. I want forgiveness and I want to repent, but my heart won't go. If anyone can lose their salvation, I sure feel like I have lost mines. I have been trying, but it doesn't take our strength to fall into the hands of Jesus and be forgiven. Why am I becoming more religious? I know we can't earn God's grace, and that we can't earn salvation or his love. But I feel abandoned and rejected. I am slowly falling away, and I don't want to, but this feeling I have is really eating me up inside.

I neglected my calling, I didn't believe I can do the things I envisioned. My disobedience drove me down this lonely road. I know it's my fault, I feel like King David when he fell into temptation. How much longer God will you ignore me and leave me in this deep despair?

I have never witness or seen anyone who backslid came back the same. I been asking and searching for answers to my problem and my case seems really hopeless. I don't want to deceive myself and say that everything's okay when deep down I know it's not. I use to have a really deep relationship with God so I know when something is wrong. And it's been a couple of months now and I don't know if God is still there. I don't know if he still has a hand over my life.

Christians, have you ever felt this way and were you ever in this situation? When you have a lot of things that goes so wrong in your life, and certain needs that hasn't been done you tend to lose faith. And that's what I am feeling. I know he exists because I had a big encounter with God. But I'm losing faith in him in working in my life. I don't want to drift away from God and that seems to be the case if nothing doesn't happen soon.

I am a disabled man in a wheelchair. I don't want my benefits cut but I want to save for my future. I heard if you have a lot saved up. The amount you get will get cut. Is this true?

I backslid, started drinking, smoking, committed sexual immorality. My heart is hard, I hate my decisions, i disobeyed God, I was being selfish, arrogant, I repented.. I want to turn back, I really hated my sin but when I was in it, it really didn't bother me till now. I just want mercy from God and be with him and be back on the narrow path, I have turned a 180, but my heart is still hard. I believe God is still working in me, but I hate that my heart is this way.

I was a lukewarm christian, I was tired of the battles, I went and did some of my own thing. I am truly repentant of my sins. But I still feel guilty. I won't make any excuses because I know my faults. My heart feels numb and I am losing sleep and meals because I feel depressed and unforgiven. I had a hard time in my life so I was in the world for a bit. I gave up my sins and constantly repent over any offensive things I have against the Lord but still feel guilty. :o(

Compromise your faith because you went through a tough time in your life? I went through a tough time and did some things I know was wrong, but at the moment I thought it would've helped. I strayed, I came back to the church. I repented of my sins and turn a 180. I love the Lord but it isn't the same anymore.. I was once on fire, but the fire diminished and I don't even know if I even love the Lord the way he wants me to.