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if you also know, how are they the same, thank you in advance.

I had bariatric surgery about 10 months ago and lost over 160 pounds and was told that tailbone pain can be common. it feels like a mass since I have never felt my tailbone before as I have been fat my whole life. my question is this, is the tailbone supposed to move? when I feel it (as it hurts at night from sleeping on it (my back) it feels like a mass and it moves freely. I also just recently had surgery (last week) for gall bladder issues and cannot aford to take much more time off from work. is this moving a sign of colon cancer or retum cancer, is it a tumor? if this is not life threatening than I can deal with it a while so I can build up time in work to see a doctor but I need to know. should my tailbone move so freely and if so is that ok? is it a cyst? if so, how serious is that? please help, I am so sick of these health issues.

I feel so horrible I just want to die. I am so sick of people telling me that I am selfish for wanting to die but my mind is not right, the pain I feel is so overwhelming. besides my mental status I have other real problems on top of that such as drowning in debt, a wife that does not care, etc. I have tried to get help in the past but to no avail. meds are working anymore. I just want to end it. Yes I have small children and they are the only reason I am still here, but I fear that may not be enough any more. I hurt all the time and no one seems to care. screw it.

Seriously, I always wondered how someone could do this.

I am teetering on the edge of insanity. Depression and my overwhelming life that I never wanted (married with kids) is pushing me to the edge. I would never harm anyone, I know that for a fact but I actually felt a sense of freedom once when I had a moment of insanity, should I just let go and let insanity sweep me away?????

I can't take it anymore, the depression I have suffered for over 20 years is worse. meds don't work anymore and my co-pays are so expensive I can't afford counseling. I am always angry and hopeless. The true thing is nobody cares. My wife does not care, she never offers to listen to me or just give me a reasurring, compasionate hug. My daughter is much better off without me. My sister and father are dead, my brother could not care less and my mother says she cares but her actions speak otherwise, like she does not want to be bothered. My wifes family think I am a loser, but of course they smile to my face. I am sending my wife and daughter to her families house for Thanksgiving and I am spending that day alone. I was supposed to spend it with my mom (because I am getting gastric bypass in January and this was to be my last "real" thanksgiving dinner" ) but she decided to go to a diner with her husband, asking me to come along. She know's how much this meant to me but as usual no one cares. My friends don't even care, they don't try to help or do anything, my so called best friend talks about himself whenever I try to open up to him so now I don't bother. I am so alone and I hurt all the time, some days more than others. I have another kid coming soon and I don't know how I can do it. Depression, anxiety, worry, panic, anger, and health problems plague my life. I feel that I am much more of a burdon on others and would be better off dead. I recently started cutting myself (I'm 36) as if tryihg to punish myself. I am scared to die but don't want to live, makes no sense. Everything seems so dark and the fact that noone cares makes it worse. My family and friends truly could not care less, I think they are tired of my depression and wish I would jsut end it already. i can't think of anything else to say other than I am pathetic. I know others have it worse than me but it does not change the fact that I am in mental anguish all the time and all by myself. To hell with me.

I need a free online (non-downloadable) music maker similar to Jamstudio.com where I can compose music and then get a MP3 mix of my song. Can someone give me a good list of such sites. Thank you all in advance for your help.

it is motts and it was refridgerated the entire time. it is juice, not cider. I drank a full glass, will I get sick?

I have had skin sensitivity before, and it was usually a sign that I am coming down with somethign but I had this now for several day and it appears to be spreading from the area around my navel (which got sensitve due to tight jeans and my belt) and it spread all over my chest and now on to my back. I have no time or even money to see a doctor right now. I am just worried that it is something serious. It does not hurt, it is just very sensititve. Please help!

Please go to this site http://www.ourstage.com/fanclub/timothyrogers and listen to my playlist and let me know what you think, there are about five songs. I want to thank everyone in advance.

I like mcnuggets y'all, ketchup and mayo, ketchup and mayo...etc.

I know the gamecube is 128, so what is wii?

I currently have direct tv and am thinking about going back to comcast for the digital cable (Although I hate comcast with a passion as they are not very customer friendly and over priced) because of the on demand feature which is awesome. What should I do?

It will also be on Amazon.com and other book sites. But am I less of a writer for this?

I hate myself and everything about me. I have been reading questions here about dealing with life as I can't and see how peope with terminal illnesses and other major problems are able to deal and that makes me feel like **** but I am always so depressed, scared, even panicky about life, my job, my family and often think of ending it because I can't handle it. I am such a coward and weak person and I know others have it much, much worse than me and I should view life as a gift but I don't and I hate myself for that. Everything gets to me and the slightest change upsets me greatly. I have little tolerance for stress (even though I work in the mental health field, go figure) and only see the dark things in life. Even my little girl, the only bright spot in my life cannot save me. I know I have had depression for many years and even have gotten help in the past, to no avail and I feel like I am finally giving up. WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME? My find is so damn messed up.

what would ya do if you saw a pepperoni pizza that suffered from irritable bowel syndrome about to be eaten by an elderly bow legged Korean woman who can't stop singing "Jerimia was a bullfrog"?

I looked here before and used suggestions but none of them worked. It's a strong dog smell, like puppy only multiplied by 100. I used "natures mircles" three times, even drenching it and it did not work( I used the whole bottle). I also used white vinegar ( the whole bottle) spraying the inside foam as well ( as I also did with Natures miracle), and finally Febreeze. Nothing works!!! any more ideas?, this is getting expensive and I cannot afford a new sofa. thank everyone is advance.

I know my last question was silly but this is serious. I have drug resistant depression and talk therapy have not gone well at all, nothing is working and my mental anguish is getting worse. I love my little girl and don't want to leave her but the pain is too much to bear at times. I wake up in the morning with feelings of dread. I feel completely useless and hopeless. I often think of death but I think of the impact on my wife, mother, and daughter and I can't do it but I feel so damn alone. I am not religious by any means and I tend to find fault with everything and everyone. I grew up feeling like **** and never got over it. I think I have been depressed my whole life and every day I feel is wasted. I have no energy or desire to do anything and hate everything about myself. I tried self-help,exercise, etc, and nothing works. I either feel nothing but mental pain and anguish or completely empty inside. My friends and wife are sick of my depression and I don't want to exist no more