Coribori

My GPA is a 3.7, I got a music scholarship...and a presidential scholarship, I have won prizes for dance, music, and art, I love reading about linguistics, I've taught myself french, spanish, and I'm working on russian. For fun, I like watching stupid movies and memorizing greek myths. I run every morning. I do community service every week on my own volition.

My dad doesn't love me, my step brother is in love with me, my mom loves me but is suicidal. The love of my life left last year and never wrote or called me. I drank, I smoked, I took pills, I took heroin and I plastered a smile onto my face. Got really messed up, found God, he said he hated me. Then I quit.

I can be successful, I can make myself feel happy, I can do things that make me feel like I'm living, but I don't think I'll ever be able to make myself feel like I belong here. I'm not suicidal, or depressed.

I'm angry.

I am working on a project that involves drawing a lot of faces. If you have a picture of yourself with good lighting, could you post it online and post the link to it here on yahoo answers?

When I'm done drawing it, I'll post the drawing!

I'm working on a project that involves drawing A LOT of faces!

I need a picture of your face please!

Estoy haciendo un proyecto y nesecito dibujar muchas personas.

Dame un photo en el internet y despues que estoy terminado, puedo poner el dibujo en el internet para que veenlo.

Perdoname para mi espanol...

Je fais un project ou je dois avoir dessinE beaucoup de visages.

Donne moi un link avec un photo de votre visage et quand j'ai finis je te le montra.

Pardon pour mon francais...

Je suis en train de faire un projet, et j'ai besoin de dessiner un collection de visages.

Si il y a quelqu'un qui veut bien "poster" un "link" d'un photo de leur visage pour que je puisse le dessiner, ca m'aiderai beaucoup.

Apres que j'ai finis avec le dessin, je peux le "poster" dans un "link" comme ca tu pourra le voir.

Pardon, pour mon francais, je ne parle pas francais normalement.

I have been called a minimalist, but to me it's a compliment.

If you can have everything, how do you know what you really want?

If you do everything, how will you have time to do everything meaningfully?

etc....

Why is this a bad way of life? Or why do you agree with me?

for practice? just send me a link with a picture of your face and i'll try and draw one or two (depending upon how the first one goes.

I'll then take a crappy pic of it and repost it on the internet for you to look at.

Listen to my songs and give me your harsh opinion of specific things I can fix. I'm new at making music. Just started actually, but I rather like it. The way I've been getting better though is through harsh criticism, so please. Your honest opinion.

myspace.com/seltzertheband

Is there a pattern you've found with your friends that you want to share?

No kidding, all my friends are the youngest in their families and have older siblings.

What side do you take on the matter (e.g. are you pro choice or pro life, etc)

Which ever question I want to answer most will get a star and who ever it belonged to will receive the point for the best answer.

Answer this question intelligently

http://answers.yahoo.com/question/index;_ylt=AkF_....

Otherwise, eventually I'll be forced to give the points to the other person who answered whose response is not up to par. Don't get me wrong, I do believe in God myself, but I don't respect that as an answer to my question.

It could be anything from a religious belief to a political belief, or even something simple like why you believe in public transportation. Anything!

BUT

Why do you believe in it? Validate your argument.

What does it say about you as a person?

How far would you go to defend your belief (depending upon the belief you choose)?

In what way would/has your belief changed the world? How would/did this happen?

Is it worth convincing others of your belief?

Lets be blunt. Most people do things based on their own motives. We all hope that when we meet people, well get something out of it right? Then emotions come in and we might fall in love with those people as friends or lovers.

Everyone has their opinions and most people go by what they think ignoring your values.

People never account for strangers. If they are in a good mood and feel like talking to you, they will and you may benefit from that and they will too. BUT if they are in a bad mood, they will treat you badly and it will suck for you.

Now we ALL know people like that. So my question for YOU, is

for the next week, can you

1. Not complain to anyone you know well

2. Smile as much as possible

3. Don't state ANY opinions of yours unless prompted

4. Talk TO people and not at them

5. Listen to people when they talk, let everyone finish their sentence!

At least to restore my faith in humanity, can you do this? People treat me badly, and I'm thinking of just giving up my attempt at selflessness and turning into a complete jerk.

Not as in choose a person,

more as in

a description of how you would improve yourself (therefore showing your true self)

Before I start, I just want to let everyone who's about to be a smart *** know that I have extremely good will power. I run every morning, make my bed everyday, and I'm an extremely regimented person. I don't binge eat or anything, but

I do bite my nails, pick my head, rub my face and scalp because I don't really have fingernails left to scratch, I find myself speaking and can't hold myself back sometimes, I can't help myself to walk out of classes when I'm unpleased, and I steal things from stores sometimes and I regret all of these actions, but can't help myself from doing them.

I keep a notebook where I write down everyday who I want to be and how I can be that person, so that these actions can be avoided and for the most part it helps. For example for tomorrow I have written:

fit- will run and shovel snow

fingers wont hurt- will continue rubber band method to stop biting nails

Will not come across as arrogant to super bowl guests- will count to 3 before responding to anything to allow time for thought

I'm very good about thinking of other people and I suppose it's a mentality because when I'm not focused on myself in any way, these things don't usually happen. But sometimes just if I'm in a situation I don't like I just can't help but to run away from it or attempt to talk my way out of it... I mean its horrible! People are starting to tell me that I should be a lawyer!!! AH!

To my friends, I'm the most responsible, kind, caring, crazy person they know and I just feel like those traits don't fit together and there's something a little wrong with me.

Does anyone have any suggestions of what I can do, so that I'm not acting so impulsively? Usually it doesn't bother me because I'm decently clever, I suppose and I'm a goal oriented person, but the other day I was in an awkward situation and I just couldn't shut myself up. What I was saying wasn't stupid, in fact it was very smart. I just didn't feel like myself when I was saying it because I'm more introverted than that.

Anyway, to sum it all up, I'm impulsive, how do I fix it?

I'm not one to usually worry about meeting people, but I'm worried about meeting people in college?

Who was the first friend you met in college? Did the friendship stick? Any advice? I'm good about making friends usually, I really just need to put my mind at ease.

How do you do it? How do you just

convince yourself that the father the son and the holy spirit exist?

I feel like I'm lacking spirituality in my life. I get down sometimes because it seems nothing's out there.

I think that Catholicism and Christianity are too barbaric, Judaism is too political.