Widya Agusty

What should I do if my family literally hate me? I live with my grandmothet and my sister. I'm the only one doing the chores everyday at home but still my grandmother treat me like I never did a thing. Meanwhile my sister is the one who does nothing and still everyone are putting the blame on me. I go to school every 6.30 am and got home at 4pm not to mention every homework I have to do but it seems like eveyone is acting blind around me. I swear I did my best to help everyone but they're acting like that instead, I'm so pissed and depressed that sometimes I have the urge to beat the **** out of them. What should I do?

What do you think of people who's religious but never know their religion's history or say, their holy book history? Just following every order without doubt it will hurt anyone else? And even applying their rules to everyone else?

I'm a muslim and my family is quite religious. The reason behind me being an agnostic is probably because I'm a thinker and the concept of god just doesn't make sense to me. I mean in my religion it is said

that Israel and Palestine war is destined and what kind of god wants two nation to have a war and kill thousands of people? How to tell my family especially my father that I'm an agnostic? I got lectured for hours cause I didn't pray once. And my family is the gossip-type and I hate them for acting so holy and stuff while they are all rotten inside. Or should I just pretend I'm still a muslim until I'm legal to live in my own?

I'm 15 years old now and i live with my grandma from my father's side because my father's job made him to live in a different province from mine. The problem is my grandma never really accept me to stay with her. The one thing she always said to me is that I am as useless as my mother.

Idk what happen with my parents when I was a kid. The only thing I remember was that my parents had a huge fight once and then i stay with my mother until i got dumped i to live with my grandma. I really dont have anyone to rely on.

My mother never talked to me, my father always seemed to avoid me, even my sister looked uncomfortable near me. I've been neglected since i'm a child until now. Is there anything wrong with me? What should I do?