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I cannot figure it out to save my life :/ Please explain. Like how does it relate how do you know what's a C chord and so on?

Well, I have been having anxiety attacks, and major OCD attacks, I really need a doctor more than anything, but I can't afford it, nor do I have time. I was just wondering if it says takes three times a day would it hurt to take them at the same time especially for those who can't keep a schedule of taking pills? I can never remember and when I was taking it, I only got to take it once a day :/

I'm in a bit of a rut like I have been off and on for the last several years. I get to where I'm jealous of basically everyone for how crappy my past went. Like just an example of one person: my girlfriend. I get jealous of her in way like how well off she and her father's side are because she can afford the nice phone, laptop, car, tv while I grew up in the lower class, and basically all the nice stuff I had to scrounge up myself. Like my parents were poor enough they couldn't afford a $250 car if it passed their way when I was 16-18. I had to pour check after check into a 96 Ram, and a 98 Sunfire. Which I have probably around $1600 in the Ram, and $520 in the Sunfire (Which isn't bad), but her father is going to get her an 06 Focus and it's like ugh. Or like how she has so much talent and I don't it, kills me sometimes because I have no talent in anything really, she's an artist, she can play guitar, sing really good, and etc. She just seems so accomplished and the carpet is being rolled out in front of her, and I am dragging myself along. I'm not trying to say I'm the bottom of the bucket, because I'm going to college, and I have a job and all, it's just she has the brightest future, and it seems like I just have another day and another day. Or like I will probably be unable to join a fraternity because of certain requirements, and she'll probably join a sorority when she enters college. She has all the friends in the world, yet other than her, and church I really don't have any. Or how she grew up camping and because of an over protective mother I didn't do so until I was 18, or ever learn to swim until I was 19 for that matter. There's more and for more people, but it's just filling the space of this question. I can't say I'm not blessed. I have a job, two vehicles, a beautiful girlfriend who is my best friend, some nice things I've bought, going to college, was one of the few in my family to finish high school, and etc. It's just I don't know it deeply bothers me, maybe it's my OCD. Are these feelings stupid? More than anything I crave to change of who I am is to have talent, but my mind always seem to get in my way :/ Please some advice.

Meaning I think so much about other people, the way they think, see, percieve, their lives, and activities and how much I would like to be like them in some way I can never seem to think on a personal level, I can't seem to find out what it's like to be myself. I am recovering from crippling OCD, and that is what seemingly put my in a fog, but I just see other people thinking entirely personally, doing their things and I can't seem to do that very long.. Make any sense?

I am curious because I have lived half and half basically in two differant towns. Town one till I was seven, Then the town two till I was 16 and moved back, and now I'm 20. Spending 11 years total in town one, and 9 in town two. Would my hometown be town two sense it was most of my teenage years or town two for the amount of years?

I know for fact I have OCD, but I have felt I have got a good grip on it mentally, yet I am plagued by being stuck in my head, not feeling like I can be real again sometimes. It bugs me because like usual I am always thinking about anything and everything, I never have a blank mind, ever. These thoughts sometimes interfere with driving, and such. I am just curious can OCD cause dissociated feelings? I thought it was Dp, yet with the hardest struggle to fight it, it seems like I should question if the OCD is worse than I thought. I really got to get this fixed before going to college this autumn, please help :/

For five years, with the start being ocassional to all the time the last about three years to where I feel like I am looking through a pane of glass. I remember when it started an annoying school boy always asked if I had any emotion, and rightly so I know I stopped being physically emotional, and my life has felt sucked dry over the years. I thought I was fighting depression, but turned out many of the bad thoughts were caused by OCD which runs in my family. I mean people would think I was crazy because I didn't speak much, and when I did it seemed jumbled because of seeming lack of control to structure the words verbally. I mean of other signs, this has plagued me because I have not been able to live life properly sense I have OCD, and this feeling of being behind a sheet of glass. I don't feel in control. I seem to have found terms for the OCD which I denied I had for more than ten years, but that persistant feeling of being in a dream, my conception of time seems nonexistant most times, and my emotions seemed lock away. It hurts because when I'm with my gf who I know I love inside, I don't feel like I can pull in the moment (No matter what's going on, church, work, nothing), and I don't feel in control to express my love, because she even says she is scared because I havea blank emotion sometimes when I know inside I am happy. It seems I have DP, but my body seems to do what I want, but it seems like I am controlling by controller instead of feeling everything I mean the ground, the keyboard, driving, family time.. I know trauma causes it sometimes, and I have had an abusive over protective mother growing up, several family members dieing about the time of it starting, one including my best friend's dad who was like my dad, because my father worked all the time, and about three years ago I was prescribed depression meds for obviously depression, and it got worse, and the last being a car wreck last year that nearly killed me and my father, and it seems it's the worst it's ever been. I hate it. Any help/advice?

I used to do something every month with my ex, and it went down in flames. I've known my present girlfriend for about two years, she's basically my best friend. I just question if I should do anything or get her anything for our one month sense I fear repeating the last relationship in certain ways.

I know rock is very general terminology, but then again I want to listen to new stuff. Some of the bands I like are 3 Doors Down, Shinedown, Skillet, 3 Days Grace, Anberlin, We Came As Romans, RED, Linkin Park, I The Mighty, Disciple, Demon Hunter, Lynyrd Skynrd, Breaking Benjamin, and Metallica. What are some really good bands similar to some of the listed?

I was unsure of how to post the initial question, but anyways my mother before I was born had been going through some marital problems. She was married first to my father, then to my old step father, and my father again when I was seven. Well, three of the four of us were for sure my father's, but after she left him the first time, and married the second man she was told she would never have kids again, and her second husband had his nuts cut also. Well, when her second marriage was crumbling she went with a local painter for four days, and on the fifth she went back to my father (The first husband) and shortly she found out she was pregnant with me. Well, dad had said on the night she came back to him she discharged real heavy and that was what happened with the other three pregnancies. He thought she was pregnant, but she said she was just ovulating. Well, she only ever credits my biological father being the painter or my father, but dad said if she was really discharging then that means she would have had to been pregnant for about a month to six weeks (when she was still with her second husband). She also went back to the painter about a week after going back, and for about a week, she had said he had tried to rape her hard enough to kill me, to eliminate having to pay child support, how would she know within one and a half weeks? So my questions is does the information lead possibility to me being which of three. My dad says either the ex or him. I know this isn't conclusive, but I want y'all's thoughts.

It's a legit question.

I played games all my life and wasn't very active, well finally got the urge to get in motion and most is easy enough, but every time I do sit ups it grinds my tailbone terribly. Is there another similar exercise to avoid this, or is this something that is adapted to over time? I've been getting more active for around a year now, and I can jog alright (breathing and such), push ups, knuckle ups, and stuff, just the grinding of my tailbone has deterred me from doing sit ups :/

I'm am referring to Yahweh/Jehovah and of coarse Jesus (Trinity), but I don't mind Jewish answers either. I always had this debate with a friend of mine in high school and always found a neat discussion. I have my thoughts which won't likely change, but I'd like to see what y'all think. Also it wouldn't hurt for y'all to look at the exact definition of an opinion.

A friend invited me to a group that does Aikido, and I like how it went, but the sitting positions kills my ankles. Also I probably need add my feet are a big long for my height so I think that's why they hurt so much. So I was wondering is there a certain way to sit to avoid the pressure, or will I get used to the position?

I'm curious because I know most of one side of my family is accounted for with immigrating from Ireland during the 1800's, but my other side earliest family date was people who came on the Mayflower. Is it possible for there to be Native blood in those 400 some odd years and have no actual appearance, but may appear on a DNA test of ethnicity? What's the limits of ethnicity tests?

I would like to figure where my ultra fine hair may have came from. I am nearly 80% Irish but also Scottish and Welsh. Maybe an unanswerable question to some extent, but I would like to know sense I am mostly Irish in appearance already.

So many folks talk about their Native or German heritage here in America, but say for me and others with much Irish, English, and other heritage the people in those places laugh when we say we are Irish, Scottish, English, Welsh or w/e we are because we are Americans. Its makes me wonder because shouldn't I be proud of my blood like everyone else American or not? Or should we have no sense of pride in such?

I was curious because being a forest ranger would be a very good career path and a very interesting one also, and the finances of the education for it would be greatly helped by the benefits of the National Guard to pay for the school. Thought I wonder sense Forest Ranger work is mostly state and federal would they be able to work around Guard times?

I mean when War returns to Earth is right after Darksiders II.