Hector Gregor

I’m a bi guy. I was never into a serious relationship with a boy before. This is the first time I’m having it. The story begins, when I met with Josh. At first we were friends, nothing more. He is an illegal immigrant here, so, I’m always there to protect him from any problem as I can (I know this is wrong!) btw, he is kinda caring and loyal friend of me, he takes care of me when I get drunk heavily, sometimes washes my clothes and cooks for me.

After several months, I feel that we’re very comfortable to each others. And I was starting to fall for him but I kept it secret. I never know that he has a gf (Lina). Until, he invited me to his Lina’s house. (Idk why he hid it, even we have to talk about gf matter a lot before) After discovering the truth, I decided to forget about my feeling.

Josh, Lina and me became good friends. We were very close and know everything about each others. Josh and Lina even didn’t mind having sex beside me, when I was sleeping (the house has no room, they told me and sorry for what happened. Well I don’t realize it, I was sleeping deeply haha). Beside this good relationship, Josh and Lina always have a fight even for a small problem. I don’t know what wrong with them. But Most of time I’ll try to escape from being trapping in the middle.

One day we talked about our planning in future. Josh said he wanna go back to his country, he won’t die here. Lina also said the same (Lina is also an illegal immigrant but from another country). But, how about their relationship? I asked. They decided to build a new life, with their own way in their own country and forget about their love. Josh is planning wanna go back to his country in june 2013.

Despite deciding to forget my feeling toward josh before, deep into my heart there still love for him. I thought I should wait for the moment josh is free and tell him about my feeling. 2 weeks later, josh told me that he needs to back to his country immediately because his mom is sick. He also told me that he already brought a ticket (actually No, he didn’t buy, idk why he lied). Since he is illegal immigrant here, once he back to his country without proper document, he will barred from return here for 2 years. So, I think this is the time to tell him about my feeling. 3 days before his ‘departure’I told him abot my feeling on him. He was surprised. But then He say NO and he just wanna be my friend. I was very frustrated, and I decided to take a week of vacation. After 1 week, I went back to my city. I was shock when I saw him was still in here. He tell me that he canceled to back to his country because of several immigration problem with his embassy.

We keep meeting each other after that. One day he asked me ‘if I marry you, will you take care of me?’ ‘are you sure that you wanna marry me? But you have Lina now’. He Said “I love you and I love Lina too”. So, I said’ ok. I’ll wait”. We became like lover after that. Unfortunately, Lima can smell it and lastly discovered what is happening after reading massages in Josh cell phone. She used to be a good friend of me before; I really don’t want to betray her by grabbing josh from him. That’s why I said “I’ll wait”. Now three of us are having a great WAR!! What should I do now?

This story might look like a fiction, but it’s NOT. It’s real! I’m sorry for my bad English and Taking your time reading this long question. Thank you.

I’m a bi guy. I was never into a serious relationship with a boy before. This is the first time I’m having it. The story begins, when I met with Josh. At first we were friends, nothing more. He is an illegal immigrant here, so, I’m always there to protect him from any problem as I can (I know this is wrong!) btw, he is kinda caring and loyal friend of me, he takes care of me when I get drunk heavily, sometimes washes my clothes and cooks for me.

After several months, I feel that we’re very comfortable to each others. And I was starting to fall for him but I kept it secret. I never know that he has a gf (Lina). Until, he invited me to his Lina’s house. (Idk why he hid it, even we have to talk about gf matter a lot before) After discovering the truth, I decided to forget about my feeling.

Josh, Lina and me became good friends. We were very close and know everything about each others. Josh and Lina even didn’t mind having sex beside me, when I was sleeping (the house has no room, they told me and sorry for what happened. Well I don’t realize it, I was sleeping deeply haha). Beside this good relationship, Josh and Lina always have a fight even for a small problem. I don’t know what wrong with them. But Most of time I’ll try to escape from being trapping in the middle.

One day we talked about our planning in future. Josh said he wanna go back to his country, he won’t die here. Lina also said the same (Lina is also an illegal immigrant but from another country). But, how about their relationship? I asked. They decided to build a new life, with their own way in their own country and forget about their love. Josh is planning wanna go back to his country in june 2013.

Despite deciding to forget my feeling toward josh before, deep into my heart there still love for him. I thought I should wait for the moment josh is free and tell him about my feeling. 2 weeks later, josh told me that he needs to back to his country immediately because his mom is sick. He also told me that he already brought a ticket (actually No, he didn’t buy, idk why he lied). Since he is illegal immigrant here, once he back to his country without proper document, he will barred from return here for 2 years. So, I think this is the time to tell him about my feeling. 3 days before his ‘departure’I told him abot my feeling on him. He was surprised. But then He say NO and he just wanna be my friend. I was very frustrated, and I decided to take a week of vacation. After 1 week, I went back to my city. I was shock when I saw him was still in here. He tell me that he canceled to back to his country because of several immigration problem with his embassy.

We keep meeting each other after that. One day he asked me ‘if I marry you, will you take care of me?’ ‘are you sure that you wanna marry me? But you have Lina now’. He Said “I love you and I love Lina too”. So, I said’ ok. I’ll wait”. We became like lover after that. Unfortunately, Lima can smell it and lastly discovered what is happening after reading massages in Josh cell phone. She used to be a good friend of me before; I really don’t want to betray her by grabbing josh from him. That’s why I said “I’ll wait”. Now three of us are having a great WAR!! What should I do now?

This story might look like a fiction, but it’s NOT. It’s real! I’m sorry for my bad English and Taking your time reading this long question. Thank you.

i prefer Pope John Paul rather than Benedict...

well, I think i don't need religion

Which is your dream place for you to live for the rest of your life??? and Why??

(just type the alphabet)

A. Far Asian

B. South Asian

C. Nusantara (Southeast Asian)

D. South Asia

E. Holy Land (West Bank)

F. Middle East

G. Meditrenean Region

H. East Europe

I. West Europe

J. Siberia

K. Pasific Acheopelagoes

L. Australia

M. North America

N. Latin America

O. Patagonia

P. Africa

Q. Caribbean

R. Artic

S. Antartica

i'm from malaysia, chile is very unfamiliar with malaysian people... so, i need some imformation about chile condition in economic, political & etc, compare to malaysia. how to apply visa to chile or chile goverment have other ways for migration.. may you suggest me some website.. Mucho Gracias!

it's really hard for me! to be a gay is not my choice! i don't want to be called as liar or hypocrite... if i don't tell other people... i also feel hypocrite to myself if i don't tell them....... but if i tell them, it may make them down and i'll feel guilty... futhermore my religious prohibit it... my parent must be sad!!! am i need to change to a straight???? even i feel it's an impossible thing!!

I live in a hostel room with my roomate. ( 2 persons). but he always smoke in that room and the smell is very annoying me. I can't sleep because of his cigarratte smoke! i told him more than 10 times to stop smoke in the room but nothing change! He also ane of the my best friend! i don't wanna make the condition become worse!! Futhermore i don't wanna get cancer!!!!!!!!