Lila

Me and my boyfriend dated for almost 4 year. our sex life was always not that good. but we loved each other so much. but in the last year we had so many problems and I broke up with him. When we broke up, I met this guy. and OH MY GOD, the sex was Amazing!!!. we would have sex for hours and hours. like 4 times a day.

Then my boyfriend kept trying to get back to me and him and the other guy did so much to prove to me that they care for me and each one wanted me to be his girfriend. at the end i decided to go back to my boyfriend because I felt like I still have feeling for him.

but the problem is that our sex life is so bad and I can't stop thinking about the other guy. I feel so guilty because my boyfriend is so nice to me but i keep thinking about the other guy all the time.

me and my boyfriend got back together 2 month ago.

how can i love my boyfriend but not be attracted to him sexually?!

What should i do

Me and my boyfriend dated for almost 4 year. our sex life was always not that good. but we loved each other so much. but in the last year we had so many problems and I broke up with him. When we broke up, I met this guy. and OH MY GOD, the sex was Amazing!!!. we would have sex for hours and hours. like 4 times a day.

Then my boyfriend kept trying to get back to me and him and the other guy did so much to prove to me that they care for me and each one wanted me to be his girfriend. at the end i decided to go back to my boyfriend because I felt like I still have feeling for him.

but the problem is that our sex life is so bad and I can't stop thinking about the other guy. I feel so guilty because my boyfriend is so nice to me but i keep thinking about the other guy all the time.

me and my boyfriend got back together 2 month ago.

how can i love my boyfriend but not be attracted to him sexually?!

What should i do

my boyfriend use to like this girl Monica before he meet me and we started dating that was 3 and half years ago. he asked her out and she said no. then we meet and we have been dating for 3 years. he has done a lot for me to prove that he loves me but. i saw on his phone this text between them on his birthday. she send him(happy birthday you handsome pharaoh lots of hugs to you i miss you so much) then he replied (the beautiful Monica. you know your message is my favorite message out of all messages i have received your so creative you should be a writer more hugs to you) with hearts and winks

so i saw the message and i was so made.

like i also sent him a birthday message so hers is better then mine ?! and beautiful monica is that abororite the way they are both taking to each other when he has a girlfriend. and when i asked his to explain he said i said beautiful because she doesn't feel beautiful about herself so i say that to her to make her feel better and the thing about favorite message im just being nice. does this suppose to make me feel better because i said to him this is bollshit.

am i overreacting or is it not right ?

so it all started when my boyfriend wanted to look through my phone because he was jealous that my ex boyfriend texted me(which i told hime about). after he finished looking through the phone i said i want to look too but he was nervous and didn't want to but i insisted, telling him you did it to me so its fair if i did the same to you. so he said okay and i looked and found that he search for these 2 girls (which are hot to be honest) .i asked him what is this he started saying bullshit then admited that he lloks at them because he think that they are good looking and i told him before i go through the phone that i won't be angry if i found something and we will talk about it but after i saw the search it felt a bit hurt but i kept my cool and acted as if its nth to me and that i don't care and its fine. but i do and i keep thinking why should he look at other girls am i not beautiful enough for him and i don't know how to deal with these feeling or how should i feel towards him and should i leave him does this mean that he feels like i'm not good enough ?

We have been togetherr for 3 years