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I strongly dislike my step father as he has done some horrible things to my mother in the past things like make her become addicted to a drug, and greedy for money, she has been to jail for nearly 5 years because of him, sometimes he used to beat her when i was younger things like that make me dislike him. he has never really been nice to me as he used to throw me in the shower in my school uniform lock me in my room just so he could spend time with my mum. my mother has recently got out of jail and she is now back with him, i believe he is no good for my mother but she just doesn't see it. they have two children together and they all seem very happy together but thing is my step father is a controling man, he is jealous of me and my mothers relationship and he does not allow her to have any friends. me and my family try tell her he is no good for her but all she does is stick up for him. usually when he is in a bad mood and things don't go his way he messes up the house smashes things and that doesn't make it a safe enviroment for me and the little boys to live in. i recently told my mother how i feel about him and everything going on and i gave her the decision on who she wants more in her life me or him. if she choses him i will have nothing to do with her but if she choses me i want her to have nothing to do with him unless its to do with the kids was that a smart move or should i just let her be happy? and them be together?

i really want a monroe piercing but i dont like pain that much,

so i was wondering does it hurt when you get it done?

and things like is it hard to eat? kiss? brush your teeth? things like that?

thanks for any answers.

just a random question my friend asked me, and i was wondering does a baby being abused even have choices?

I started a new high school about a year now and i became close to a boy.

Im pretty much this boys only friend and i feel like Im being suffocated.

Im currently in a relationship with a boy in his rugby team and he does not like that at all, I asked why and he told me it's because they have the same last name and if i got married to my boyfriend at the moment i would have the same last name as him. I knew he was lying so i said why are you lying to me? He said okay it's because i like you and i have since the day i met you, your boyfriend at the moment is not right for you he treats and talks about you like your a dogs toy.

They hate each other and i know hate is a strong word but dislike doesn't cover it.

They argue all the time at school, at training, during there rugby games, facebook, texting and every possible way they can contact each other. They have nearly had physical fights which scares me because I really don't want to be picking sides.

I have had other relationships which he has somehow got involved in and ruined them and i really don't want this to happen to my current relationship.

I want to be with my boyfriend but i need to some how tell this boy kindly to leave me alone.

He's always invading my personal space and i really can't stand it anymore.

yesterday after hanging out with my boyfriend i meet up with this guy who i've been told likes me.

i cheated i admit that. my boyfriend asked me this morning if there's something he should know? so i got the impression that he has found out about my cheating. i want him to be happy and have a girl that will treat him well, im not in love with my boyfriend and i know he's not the guy i would want to marry or have kids with. im planning on telling him what happend and to maybe give our relationship a break or an end.

do you think personally that's the right thing to do?

Im trying to gain weight but i have no idea what to eat or drink etc.

I have a bit of acne that im currently taking pills for to keep it under control.

I understand oily foods and stuff are what you eat to gain fat? but isn't it bad for my skin?

is there any other way?

summer,winter,autumn and spring?

my boyfriend wants me to send pictures to him over the phone of me being sexy but i don't want to?

it's not that im being selfish and stuff but i meet his mother the other day for the first time, and she's a kind of lady that believes no one is good enough for her son etc, skipping to the point she told me that she's seen pictures of me so im guessing off facebook or something because i've never sent nude pictures out before so i didn't worry. im kind of worried if i sent him pictures and we ended our relationship i know the pictures would spread super fast.

what i want to know is how do i tell him i don't want to send nude pictures to him without hurting him and not giving him what he wants ?

yesterday i was feeling up my boyfriend and i had my hands in his pants i didn't know what to do, like give him a hand job i don't know. any ideas for next time?

i was thinking high wasted ripped shorts or something along those lines.

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sorry if the picture doesnt work i don't know how to upload .

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so here it goes , i started at a new school last year and started dating this boy a few days after. i became pretty popular and had a lot of friends to hang around with. but anyways my boyfriend at the time was very mean towards others, when he was around his friends i noticed they all mocked this one fat boy. I decided to be nice and talk to him. Were friends now but he's kind of anoying always wanting to hang out everyday at school and every day after school and every weekend. I mean i don't mind hanging with him sometimes but i have many friends from my old school and from other high schools that i need to put time into seeing more often. This boy he askes me so many questions i just want to scream at him to be quiet. he always skypes me and chats me the second i go on. recently he's told me he used to like me and he thinks im beautiful and stuff a boyfriend would say to you. when we play xbox he trys to help me by putting his hands on mine and helping me out but i don't feal comftable around him. he's started to hug me and kiss my head and i really don't like that. i really need some advice on telling him i need to stop spending so much time with him and spend more time with my other friends and some tips on making him not kiss my head while hugging.

sorry if this is long.

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my hair is just past my shoulders sandy blonde kind of light ish brown underneath. i like it but i think i need a change of color and i see dip dying is in at the moment . i was thinking of dying my hair either blonder or light brown , then dip dye it maybe purple or something , any ideas ? thanks ,