♥Katie♥

Okay, im going to openly admit this, but i did cheat on my boyfriend, about 2 weeks ago, and i told my boyfriend (at the time) and we broke up over it. Yes, i was upset, but i knew it was my fault.

I found out this afternoon, that my ex slept in the same bed as my best friend in his bed. That happening was last Wednesday night. He had no idea at this time that i cheated on him.

Did he cheat on me or am i just being super paranoid?

its been about 2 weeks since i had unprotected sex. I dont talk to the guy anymore, he basically ditched me. I eat all the time, i feel the urge to go to the bathroom all the time. But, my breasts dont hurt, at all. I dont know if i missed my period because i am supposed to have it in about 2 weeks. I am scared to death to know if am. Does this sound like i am?

once i eat, like an hour later im really hungry. I dont understand it at all. I eat good portions of food and stuff so i dont get it. Why do you think i am?

my little sister is the brattiest little girl i have ever met. She gives an attitude like no other, i swear!

This one time, i was like "______ you have to go do dishes" (i said it very calmly) and she was like "i dont have to do anything you say, you are not my boss, moron" i was like HOLY CRAP!!! and i was like "dude, whats with the name calling" She then said "i dont like you, you are ticking me off"

how do i get her to not give me anymore attitude?

okay so my parents said that i am able to take care of the puppy and all of that, but they said that "its not the right time"

how do i show them its the right time?

okay...there is this one boy, who i swear we are completely the same....like everything...and we are dating....

1. my parents dont know

2. we tell each other we love each other all the time, and he loves me more than anything, and he says stuff like " you are beautiful" and things like "i love you like ive never loved anyone"..............but, i dont love him and i dont want to hurt his feelings

3. he is planning our wedding and whatnot...and i told him i want to go to college close to him, and he wants me to move in with him when i get there...................i do want to go to college, but my values are that im not moving in with a guy until im married...

4. he thinks that we are going to have sex before we are married..........yeah, not doing that

5. i dont want a boyfriend anymore..i kinda liked being single :D lol

so what im asking is this:

what do i do to make him basically just be friends with me without feeling hurt?

Since about 6th grade (i graduated last year) i have liked this boy (well, almost love (meaning we havent really talked about it, but i think im in love with him)). We went out in 6th grade (well, like met each other at lunch and held on to each other, so not really dating or going out) and then it ended that year. Ever since then, we have had a friendship, but deep down we both still liked each other. He had a girlfriend/fiance all in high school. He got her pregnant and then basically got engaged with her. We graduated together and whatnot. Ever since then we have only kept in touch every once in a while.

Well, he broke up with his girlfriend/fiance about 2 months ago. I was talking to him today and I said "im sorry you are upset" (i could tell he wasnt happy). He said "Why are you sorry...arent you in love with me?" and i said "whats with the questions?" (like im gunna tell him im in love with him after all that breakup and whatnot). He then said that he wanted to see me and hang out this weekend. I told him that i missed him a lot and I missed hanging out with him. He told me then that he REALLY wanted to see me and hang out.

I think he wants to get together with me, but not in a physical way (not yet anyway). Now, as just a reminder, he has a baby boy (who is totally cute). It doesnt matter to be if he has a baby or not. Thats his decision. EVEN IF we were going to get married. I wouldnt treat that baby any different even if he wasnt mine.

But, my parents would kill me if they ever found out that i loved him. They believe in not having sex before marriage, and with him having the baby, that just makes my case worse. I want my parents to accept him for who he is, and what he has done. I really like this boy a lot....he likes me too. He knows i will be amazing for the baby he has.

What do i do?

there is this movie where Ashanti (i think its her) is going to high school with this one guy, and she gets pregnant...

the boy is planning on going to collage but when he finds out, he gets scared and he doesnt want to keep the baby but Ashanti (or whoever) wants to keep it...

now all i can remember is that when the dance comes, she wants to go with the guy, but he doesnt want to go and she goes with someone else and the song thats at the dance is Get Low - Lil Jon.....

does anyone remember that movie?

he likes guitars (he has one)

likes rock music (i swear he has every CD known to man)

likes trucks (i dont know what kind of truck he has)

okay...so a boy/man that i was in love with....(i didnt tell him i was) went into the Navy about 3 months ago...and i wrote him a letter while he was there saying that i am over him and i have moved on...

now i found out like 2 weeks ago that he is coming home for Christmas break next Friday and I lied to him about being over him. I am still in love with him and i want him to know i am...

should i tell him i still am or should i just let it go?

for the past 2 days, i have been swollen...i have had this problem before, and i went to the doctor for it, but they didnt know what the reason why was.

What could i do to make the swelling go down?

how in the world do i let someone else in my life when i feel like my heart is hard and i don't have emotions anymore?

okay so i seriously need to find a website that does free live streaming of the Detroit Tiger's game tonight and i cant find any website that works...

anyone help me?

okay so my crush of 1 year left for the Navy on Monday....

well, i miss him so much...like i feel like its been a lifetime.....

how in the world do i make myself feel better?

so, this guy that i know is a boy that i like...

i have told him already...and this was a couple months ago...okay it was like 2 or 3 months ago..

last night i was over at my sister's house, and he came over with my sister's fiance....(my sister's fiance and him are cousins)...i was all excited and he was smiley and all...

well, i have still yet to know if he likes me back

i think he does because he hung out with me the whole time. We then went to Burger King and i got a shake, and he just started eating it with me...and i didnt say anything. Then we went to Meijer and he hung out with me, and he made me laugh the whole time and he also like poked my waist and stuff....

lets backtrack about 2 months ago...when i told him that i liked him...i was a joke for the next like 2 days. Everytime he could, he would make fun of me and be like "yeah, well, Katie likes me.." and then laugh about it to his friends....

Then we went on a motorcycle ride, and i just HAPPENED to get put with him and he was touching my leg the whole time and like when my arms were around his waist so i didnt fall off, he would like play with my fingers and stuff

well, he is leaving in like September to go into the Navy. I really wish he would tell me if he likes me

so basically what im asking is:

is he telling me subconciously that he likes me (should i ask him out)

or

is he just having a final fling before he goes in and im the target?

i dont know if im in love with him or its just lust...

i cant stop thinking about him, and i everytime he leaves, i feel like crying, and i want him to kiss me everytime i see him...

but we arent together...the only thing that is holding us back is him...he wont tell me if he likes me, or if he wants to be with me

he was in a bad relationship with his last girlfriend....he was going to get engaged to her...but they just didnt click (well, thats what she said) and they broke up.....and ive liked him ever since they started dating...and that was like a year ago...

so what im asking is...am i really in love or is it lust because im just there to be his shoulder to cry on...

if he wasnt in my life, or he left (like he is going to do in September to go into the Navy) i would be completely lost...i cried once because he left early from one place that where he hung out with me the whole night and then he got a call from HER and then he was upset and just left....

i was so upset

so, this guy that i know is a boy that i like...

i have told him already...and this was a couple months ago...okay it was like 2 or 3 months ago..

last night i was over at my sister's house, and he came over with my sister's fiance....(my sister's fiance and him are cousins)...i was all excited and he was smiley and all...

well, i have still yet to know if he likes me back

i think he does because he hung out with me the whole time. We then went to Burger King and i got a shake, and he just started eating it with me...and i didnt say anything. Then we went to Meijer and he hung out with me, and he made me laugh the whole time and he also like poked my waist and stuff....

lets backtrack about 2 months ago...when i told him that i liked him...i was a joke for the next like 2 days. Everytime he could, he would make fun of me and be like "yeah, well, Katie likes me.." and then laugh about it to his friends....

Then we went on a motorcycle ride, and i just HAPPENED to get put with him and he was touching my leg the whole time and like when my arms were around his waist so i didnt fall off, he would like play with my fingers and stuff

well, he is leaving in like September to go into the Navy. I really wish he would tell me if he likes me

so basically what im asking is:

is he telling me subconciously that he likes me (should i ask him out)

or

is he just having a final fling before he goes in and im the target?

okay so i really like this boy...like a ton...he just happens to be my sister's fiance's cousin

we hang out a ton and i told him straight up that like him...and he didnt say anything about it for like a day or 2...

the next time i saw him after that, he flirted with me constantly and he always wants to hang out with me. We (me, my sister, her fiance, and her fiance's cousin) went on a motorcycle ride. Me and the cousin just out of coincidence get the motorcycle without the back of it, so i HAD to rap my arms around his waist (which i didnt care...duh) but i mean it was fun.

After that, my sister came up to me and was like i dont know why you are so excited about it...he doesnt like you like that....her fiance told me the same thing.

I asked him about it. He told me that he didnt want a girlfriend right now, and since he is going into the Navy the same time im going into the Air Force, he doesnt want to get into a relationship right now.....but i can tell he likes me a ton

so my question is this:

does he like me and doesnt want to hurt my feelings

or

is he just getting my hopes up by flirting with me....

okay so i really like this boy...like a ton...he just happens to be my sister's fiance's cousin

we hang out a ton and i told him straight up that like him...and he didnt say anything about it for like a day or 2...

the next time i saw him after that, he flirted with me constantly and he always wants to hang out with me. We (me, my sister, her fiance, and her fiance's cousin) went on a motorcycle ride. Me and the cousin just out of coincidence get the motorcycle without the back of it, so i HAD to rap my arms around his waist (which i didnt care...duh) but i mean it was fun.

After that, my sister came up to me and was like i dont know why you are so excited about it...he doesnt like you like that....her fiance told me the same thing.

I asked him about it. He told me that he didnt want a girlfriend right now, and since he is going into the Navy the same time im going into the Air Force, he doesnt want to get into a relationship right now.....but i can tell he likes me a ton

so my question is this:

does he like me and doesnt want to hurt my feelings

or

is he just getting my hopes up by flirting with me....

okay....

K - boy

J - fiance with baby

Me - really close friend with love problems with K

K and went out i 8th grade...okay i know that that sounds like a long time ago, and it was (i have been graduated since may) and i have liked him since....

well, K recently got engaged to J because basically he knocked her up. He isnt happy with her at all, and i can totally sense this.

I told him that i liked him on the 2nd to the last day of school (okay stupid me desided to wait until the last day) and i know he likes me. He is always happy around me and he gives me hugs and he is just so sweet around me.

Well, recently...i have had 5 dreams almost all in a row about him. 1 was about me leaving my ex boyfriend (like for good) to hang out with him and then the other 4 he was like in the dreams for about 10 seconds and when he left that dream, everything after that was awful.

I think i am in love with him. I dont know how to tell him. Its not like it will change anything, but i want us more than anything to be together...

what should i do?