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So I’m going to try to keep it real & honest. I am a paramedic and an EMT and work as one. It’s a good job but I just feel like making YouTube videos is what my life is supposed to be.. I have been making videos and just posting them since I was about 12 and I have never been lucky to even make it to 100 subs. I am becoming depressed and feeling like I am just wasting my whole entire life away. I want to inspire and motivate others, I want to be great. I want to share my thoughts and ideas. More than anything I do not want to wait so many more days. I want it to be now.. it’s crazy feeling you have found your purpose but not succeeding in it. I have gone to and away from YouTube and I am finally feeling like it’s whats meant for me but I still am not nowhere where I would want to be. If anyone wants to check me out I am Sofia de la vega on there, the account with the picture :(

Good evening. I m in a horrible situation and I really just need some advice. I was in a relationship for 3 years with the love of my life. I cheated towards the end, worst mistake. I wasn t receiving enough attention from him. I could say other reasons but this isn t about the biggest mistake I have made. I was honest and accepted the consequences I deserved. A year later, I moved on and am currently dating one of my closest friends who has always been there for me. He moved down to my house to attend college. So he lives with me and honestly he s a really nice guy. It s been 3 months. Problem- So my ex has been trying to come back to my life. Saying that im the only girl he can ever love and that he apologizes for not working things out, etc. This was the man I loved. Only reason we couldn t stay together was because lack of forgiveness. However, my current bf lives with me and not only that- his last girlfriend left him for her ex as well. I really don t know what to do. What if I go back and find that things have changed and I made a mistake. Or what if I stay in my current situation and lose the person I was supposed to be with forever. Anyone please help me. I just need some words of advice.. Ps- I have spoken to my current boyfriend about how I have been feeling. He says he ll leave and go live in a car. He has no where to live besides my house. I let him live with me as a favor, but now I guess it s a problem. But should I even let him go? HELP!

Rented a house. As soon as electricity was connected, we found the AC didnt work. The guy that takes care of this stuff lives 3 days here and 3 days in NY. Of course he was in NY and he sent me to home depot nd this and that to fix it. Than we found the electricity didnt work. Again, the guy wasn't in town we had to figure it out. On the lease it says we are responsible for these things but is it in violation of a law to turn in a house with a broken AC, not working electricity, and now we also have leakage in the bathroom and underneath the sink. Any advice? I constantly call this man and he is not available or takes his time. What can I do? Especially since I dont believe he is violating the lease? We havent even lived here a month. The house was dirty, not painted, and not working. HELP!

If i wanted to get a tattoo in my moms handwriting, could she simply write down the phrase and the tattoo artist transfers it onto my skin? Or am I missing a step? Thank you

Ill make this as short as I can. I just really want to hear other peoples advice. Ive dated my boyfriend for 2 years now and sometimes I wonder how we did it. We are complete opposites in every single way. One thing that bothers me most about him is that hes not very down to do things with me as a boyfriend or a friend should. Hes extremely opinionated. However, I like to go out and take on new adventures but he is never by my side. He is a great boyfriend and is very caring and passionate about us. I decided to give us a week break to see how we feel towards each other. I still love him and my fear is regretting everything by letting a good guy get away but at the same time I don't think this is the person I want to be forever with. Help?

My boyfriend and I have gone out for a little over a year now. We both love eachother and have a great relationship no doubt. I was his first real girlfriend and he appreciates me very much. Were both in high school and with high school comes the parties. He never gave me a reason to not trust him because hes very honest and committed. I used to laugh at the thought of him cheating on me. i gave him the freedom of going to parties, drinking, and whatever else with his friends but with the condition of not dancing with other girls which i thought was fair because he would want the same for me. it was all good until he got too drunk and danced on girls & my trust broke. Alot say its not a big deal but it was to me and it would be for him as well. Now its been months later and i really dont want to be the girlfriend that says "no you cant go because of that" and prevent him but i feel dumb if i do let him go. But than i want to trust him but than i figure it can happen again. So what should i do? I feel stuck in a tough place.

This is probably a very common question but I've been with my boyfriend for almost a year and were in our 16s and in high school. We've never been that relationship that lets eachother smoke/drink or go to parties because we wanted our relationship to last but nowadays parties happen every weekend. My issue is that I really want to let him go and I think I can handle trusting him to go to parties with his friends but my biggest thing is that I don't want him to go to a party, mess up by dancing with a girl or something, & than i don't know and feel stupid for it. It's hard because you can say "oh he would tell

You" but in all honesty he most Likely wouldn't because he would want our relationship to keep going and at the end of the day I STILL wouldnt know, so whats your opinions? And I know maybe we should just keep going the way we were but lets face it we both love parties and we can go together but this is for other times when we can't both go. Advice?

Im a sophomore and i didnt plan on running for homecoming court so this is a last minute thing. My name is sofia and i need help with a creative slogan? One that i came up with is "Dont be a square, vote for sofia" can you guys give me any other suggestions please?

Im a pretty chill person but when one of my friends get in trouble i get really nervous for them until i know their okay or one time my friend was doing a embarrasing p.e excercise and i didnt want to look because i felt nervous for them. I dont get nervous for the regular things that other people do like meeting somebody or something. but i think the number one thing is if my friend gets in trouble i get so nervous for them. Any tips to calm down? Or why i get nervous for this?

So my mom treats me different than she treated my big brother because im girl. He could go out whenever and do whatever but since im a girl its different. I have the same knowledge as he did when he has my age so why does she do this? I get that i can get raped and blah blah but im just trying to go to my friends house with some friends but were meeting at 10 at night so she think thats too late ? Whats a comeback because i mean shes a girl too & i feel shes stereotyping me honestly. Im not dumb and i can make my own decisions

Well when i first started dating my boyfriend he told everybody i was "boring" & i never heard anybody say that about me so i started making it more obvious that i love going to parties and all that stuff to make him seem like i wasnt a boring person but now he has this inage of me in his head that im a bad girlfriend & i just always want to go partying with other guys & im mad that he thinks of me as something im not but at the same time i know its my fault for making it seem like that was who i am , i really just want advice because i dont wanna quit on him but i feel like quitting because hes dating a fake person basically. So advice?

Well my idea is that i tell my boyfriend to bring a plain shirt or a old shirt that he doesnt use & invite him over to my house. Than I blindfold him and draw all over his plain shirt (he'll be wearing it) and i can write that i love him or put my hand print ect. Afterwards he can see it and than he can do the same to me. Than we sit down and eat some donuts to end the day. do you think this is a good idea and that he will have fun? I really dont want to bore him

So lately my friends have been saying "your like a mom" or "your so controlling" because i care about the consequences. like one time two of my friends and my boyfriend wanted togo get beers at a baby shower & were teens so i was like no to my boyfriend and than his friend went off saying im too controlling. Am i wrong cause i care about trouble that theycan get into or should i just lay back and support them in whatever they do even if they might get in trouble? It both seems wrong to me :/

Im stressing because my boyfriend & me will be attending different highschools next year. I applied to a magnet and its also my homeschool and i got accepted. He also applied to his homeschool. Problem is, i dont think i can change and i could get a fake address and go to his school but i wouldnt get a bus there and nobodys going to want to drive me to there and back everyday since its like 20 minutes again. Soo , help advice ?

I want to jailbreak it but I don't know how to. Any programs to download or links? help

So im using text free with voice and I can clear my text messages but I can't figure out how to delete my facebook chat conversations from my inbox. I have a ipod 4g, do you have any idea how I can do this ?

So it hasn't happened today but it happens sometimes. For example yesterday I had 3 'incidents'

-My mom was making herself food for lunch at her work in the morning and i thought to myself 'she should make a dad a sandwich' later on, she decided to make him a sandwich for work ?

-I was at my bus stop and i felt that the bus was going to come late. Of course, the bus came like 5 minutes late.

-I was in science class doing a experiment and it included a wooden small ball, couple of marbles, and a ping pong ball & i was making a chart with my friend & i asked do i put a golf ball? and he replied 'no we dont have those, you mean a ping pong ball?" and five minutes later my science teacher came saying 'i found some golf balls so add this to your experiment'

I found all of this weird and odd & it stuck out to me. Whats your opinion?

Well i just went to a open house & thats not the problem. My problem is that i want to be a psychologist but the high school im planning to go deals with marine biology. Personally i could careless about the ocean so it kinda put me down -___- none of my friends are going there but its a good school and its near me so i can do afterschool activies. but i dont know what to do, i could also go to another school that's not magnet and i could be in the advance classes & with all my middle school friends because their probably going there. so what do you think?

I just got over a two year relationship & it was tough. But ive learned & I want to help others who are going through what i have been through or who just need advice. If you do need help, just send me a message or something :)

Hey guys , im 14 & i do observe the world around me. Do you guys think that the amount of kids getting pregnant or even thinking about sex, have been increasing over the years?

Also, what exactly is society? Is society the people around you or does society include the government as well?