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Ok so im 14 yr old girl who has been suffering from bulimia for the past two years. I used to be anorexic....but then it spiralled into bulimia. I feel so fat, so stupid, so weak that I have to go through with this. I have episodes when i just start and stop for some time...and then start again :/ Once i start i cannot concentrate on anything...not even my studies <which am quite obligated to that usually>. Whenever i fall into the trap again i just feel like killing myself...worthless, no reason to live. I've gone to a physciatrist, but its by the book, so i only get an appointment once every three months or so. And plus...its hardly any help. <<most times i just lie to them>>. My family do know about it but they think im over it now...unfortunately im not, it comes back again every now and again or when im really stressed over things. I continuesly eat loads and loads of food all day...and make myself purge it all out at certain times. My teeth hurt, my tummy muscles pain...i feel weak...blindness...all of that. I know i might not get much help from here but im giving it my chances. I would really like to speak or contact someone who has gone or is going through the same things as i am...I really want to overcome it....

i want to live x

When that female would be driving alone on the highway...the song is a bit weird and hypnotic...slow and the vocals are kinda eerie...any ideas wot the song is called?

When that female would be driving alone on the highway...the song is a bit weird and hypnotic...slow and the vocals are kinda eerie...any ideas wot the song is called?

i'm not looking for a person to compete with...i currently am suffering from binge/bulimia ed..and i need someone to talk to..who's either been through it or is going through it right now.....i really need someone to talk to about this...none of my friends or family can help me...cos they dont understand...i just get called names and shouted at...and it only lowers my self esteem more....pls is there anyone out there who i can talk to??? :'(

ok so this is wot i have eaten up till now....

*1 small pear

*oatmeal (40g) ((made with skimmed milk and water))

*1 orange

*1 apple

*bunch of grapes

*1 avacado

How many calories was this?

thanks

few months back i met this indian dude in a chat room....AND surprisingly he had stood out alot for me. He had a witty funny annoying character..even used to ugh annoy me like hell.....but it was pretty cool...he was different not all serious like the other guys. Anywayz he didnt bother looking at my pics or anything...and one day we decided to play some game on msn...so we added each other...the game didnt work..so we just chatted all night....not personal stuff...just playing around the bush and being silly xD...then i went on cam for him and he's like wow!....ur georgous!...i turned him on big time....anywayz our convos went on like non stop...i felt soooo good when i used to talk to him....and seriously...we used to act like kids :P....i fell in love with him...didnt know how i was going to tell him...but eventually....he was the one to admit it...i forced it out of him though...he was too much of a dumbo to tell me he act. loves me. The cam chats started to get more recent....and one night.....he was soooo turned on....he turned me on..and we had cyber sex....he didnt have a cam at that time. Sometimes i felt wrong...and dirty he used to see it in my face and just tell me its ok...and we'd stop and talk about something else. There have been times when i explained i want to put a complete stop to it....he was like pissed off...jokingly..but then at the end...BECAUSE of him...i always end up of falling of my word. Apart from that...i think about him all the frieking time...he has changed me so much as a person...im more of a bubbly annoying girl now..and i used to suffer from bulimia.i told him but the convo was too depressing so we dropped it. He went on some road trip for 2 months and during that time...i was on the road to death becos of my ed. As soon as he came back i havent been tempted at all to binge....its like..i wanna take care of myself...he tells me im beautiful...which gives me a boost not to spoil it for myself...im really happy i managed to over come it! :)...anyway he is not the romantic type to stay chatting how much he misses me and all...NO WAY!...thats why ive fking fallen in love with him...he is different...he calls me dumb..i call him dumbfuk...we have so many weird names for each other!..lol...whenever he leaves...he goes in a giffy cos of his mum...then only does he say i love you. When we are chatting he can be romantic..but very indirectly!! He is all i think about all bloody day....i imagine him with me all the time...imagine us fooling around..taking the piss out of each other xD..ive seen pics of him...he is very attractive..he doesnt have a cam of his own so he gets his friend's pics. NEVER asked me for my number..or facebook...which thats like the first thing these online assholes ask for. He is getting a laptop this friday and im gonna see him for the first time ever on cam!!....i cant wait..ive got butterflies..im so dam excited!....

oh well i guess thats it...it would be ages before we actually meet. He's still in college..i dont have any money to travel half way across the world to india. He said he never knows what the next day holds...he doesnt plan...idk..might of given me some hope that ill be seeing him sometime soon!....I know im crazy about all this...if you've experienced some online love..then u might understand more than those who havent. I dunno if its ok..if its normal to think about a person you can act urself with on msn....ive changed in a good way because of him...learnt to love myself...learnt that no matter who you r with..u got to be yourself. I love him for that...love is a big word..i know..but i really do. I just need reassurance that im not on cloud number nine with this dude...i know he is not a fake....i continue normally with my real life...go out..check out the hot dudes...him in my mind doesnt stop me..but when i hold a boy's hand...or hug them...i just wish it was him :'(

meaningful quotes or lyrics....his songs are amazing..so i was just looking for a few

thanks ;)

just last year i was really skinny.....was suffering for anorexia...but i managed to over come it, However, i still wasnt happy with my body image....and now ive turned to bulimia....gained even more weight...and im on the verge of being overweight...im 5ft 3 and 125 lbs....i really want to get back to a healthy routine..but i always end up binging and purging afterwards. I hate myself for this...im only 15 yrs old...i feel like i just want to die....i hate my life. I try to starve...but never works...always end up binging on everything i see in sight. Im so lost...i cant get professional help cos my family doesnt have the money. i feel so weak...and i look like a cupcake :(

there is a man and he drives a black landrover and he and his wife r seperated. Den he picks up his son and one night he runs over this boy or girl at d petrol station. But instead he drives off and doesnt stop. He doesnt admit it and in fact he himself has to investigate d case and he becomes good friends with d father of d boy he killed/ran over. At the end he admits to d the father dat he killed the boy and he beats him up. Wots the name of dis movie called pls?!

i was just really looking forward to it...and to see me lose...it just broke me :((

ok so yesterday i binged a lot on junk food. Im not really worried with myself or anything cos i needed the extra fat (im soo skinny..5ft 2--96lbs) anyway this is going to be my meal plan for today..

Breakfast: *2 pieces of wholegrain toast with peanut butter and 1 banana

*1 Activia yogurt

Lunch: *pumpkin soup with 1 piece of wholegrain toast

Dinner: baked rice

For snacks I'll just have fruit..maybe some watermelon and an orange

Is my plan ok or is it too much/little. Im female 13 yrs btw and i'm trying to gain a little bit of weight

I'm 13 yrs old and for nearly 2 yrs i've been talking to this guy on the net (who's 15) and he lives completely on the other side of the world. Anyway after the first few months we were talking to each other non stop! and then all of a sudden he blurted out that he loved me!..he feels like he has to talk to me everyday and he cannot stop thinking about me. He says he dreams about me everyday. Now I feel the same way exactly..I think i love him, i think about him everyday and I just imagine how it will be when we meet. Now I know i've never even met the guy, but ive seen loads of pics of him--he's not a hacker cos he has loads of friends on his profile and he told them about me, and one of them told me on the net that he's really in love with me. Anyway i'm really confused..is it possible that I love this guy?--- Some nights i just listen to music and cry while looking at his pics. Just recently I phoned him--he phoned me too but he felt too shy to speak--he told me on the net that he was very shy and his heart was beating soo fast when he heard my voice. But finally he said a few words but then cut the line..Could this be real?!

p.s Pls don't answer if you're gonna stay saying he could be just an old man pretending or some creepy guy cos i know in my heart that he truely isn't!!! and i didn't find his email on any dating site ok?

Thanks for answering!

Im underweight (female 13 yrs 5f 3 and weigh 95lbs)..I want to maintain a healthy weight so people would just stop passing comments about how skinny i am..btw i was anorexic and lost like 13 kgs but now im over that and i just want to be at a healthy weight.

This is what I ate today:

Breakfast- 2 pieces of wholegrain toast with peanut butter, 1 chopped banana and a glass of milk.

Lunch- 1/4 brown bread sandwich and a couple of wholemeal crackers with rio mare (canned tuna, sweetcorn, and kidney beans), i added a few olives, tomatoes, grated carrot and a very little feta cheese and some salad (no olive oil or dressing)

Snack- 1 kiwi

1 glass of 100% orange juice

Dinner- steamed salmon fillet with steamed veg and potatoes

1 glass of milk

So how did i do today? thx for answering! xxx

ok so im having my friends over this coming saturday. We're gonna be 5 or 6 girls (12 yrs old) we're gonna have a bbq in the evening and during the day we're gonna watch movies and have a lot of junky snacks like popcorn, packets, chocolates and sweets. Im trying to think of an easy and cheap HEALTHY lunch that we could make or maybe my mum could quickly make up. Any ideas?

Thanks everyone! x x x

ok so im having my friends over this coming saturday. We're gonna be 5 or 6 girls (12 yrs old) we're gonna have a bbq in the evening and during the day we're gonna watch movies and have a lot of junky snacks like popcorn, packets, chocolates and sweets. Im trying to think of an easy and cheap HEALTHY lunch that we could make or maybe my mum could quickly make up. Any ideas?

Thanks everyone! x x x

im really bored..so i just came up with this question. lol

this is what i ate:

breakfast- oatmeal with a hanful of raisins, a bit of honey and a glass of freshly squeezed oj

snack-7 almonds

lunch-chicken wrap

snack-banana and strawberry smoothie

dinner-steamed salmon with some steamed veg and brown rice on d side.

That was a healthy day for me! what did u have?

Im 13 yr old girl and i'm 5ft 2 weighing 100 lbs..is this enough to eat for 2day? :

Breakfast= porridge made with milk, hanful of raisins, 1 tsp honey and a glass of freshly squeezed orande juice.

Lunch= brown bread sandwhich (1 slice of cheese, 1 slice of turkey ham, lettuce, cucumber and tomatoe.)

1 pear

1 low-fat youghurt

Dinner= 1 large marrow stuffed with meat, roast potatoes and peas.

Is it ok for the day? and could u pls tell me roughly how many cals i had

thanks

it has to be something big..she's not really into electronics so no nintendo,psp ect..

Thanks!

its my b'day next weekend and im having a sleepover with a couple of friends. Can u give me some ideas on what we could do..games or activities. For food we're ordering pizza...and obviously the birthday cake..should i buy some snacks 2??and if yes..what should i buy?..and could u pls give me some ideas on what to have for breakfast and lunch the next day?

Thanks