Anna

Sorry

I am sorry that I cared,

When you only made me cry.

I’m sorry I didn’t know better,

Than to believe your worthless lies.

I’m sorry that I stayed,

When it was time for me to go.

I’m sorry that I let you cheat,

And pretended not to know.

I’m sorry that I smiled,

At the games you used to play.

I’m sorry that I never forgot you,

And thought of you everyday.

I’m sorry that I let you control me,

And never put up a fight.

I’m sorry I believed I was wrong,

And thought you were always right.

I’m sorry I thought the problem was me,

When really it was always you.

I’m sorry you didn’t want me.

I’m sorry I never knew.

I’m sorry I let you hit me,

Even more that I hid the marks.

I’m sorry I let you take my light,

And leave me in the dark.

I’m sorry I used to be afraid,

And that I was never strong.

I’m sorry I gave you the satisfaction,

Even though it didn’t last very long.

I’m sorry that I feel so weak,

And that I know my time is done.

I’m sorry that I let you believe,

That you were the one who won.

I’m sorry that I can barely breathe,

And the world is turning gray.

I’m sorry for all the things,

I was always too afraid to say.

I’m sorry that you’re watching me now,

With not a tear shed from your eyes.

I’m sorry that you’re smiling now,

As you’re slowly watching me die.

Any thoughts? Constructive criticism?

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