Palm Tree

I am trying to decide what to possibly major in when I go to college, but I really don't know what would be best for what I'm interested in. I am very interested in the studies of primates, bipedalism, foot morphology, human origins, things along those lines. Is there any major that would focus on anything like that?

Please explain your reasoning. All answers welcome.

I am almost 15 years old, and I have never dated anyone. Never got asked out. Never got kissed. I am really starting to think something is wrong with me. I am home schooled, so I don't have any friends, either. I am just wondering if I will ever have a boyfriend, or even later in life even get married. I don't think I am ugly, but maybe I am. I just don't know why I am not desirable to boys. One thing is for sure, however. I will absolutely not have sex before marriage. Could that be a deal breaker in the future? I don't know. I just want to know if anything is wrong with me...

I accidentally came across the tv show "Fear Factor". Never seeing it before, I decided to watch it for just a second. And on there, people were being made to eat raw rotten animal guts in order to win money! There was maggots and bugs in the guts and everything! I was horrified! There is a reason people cook meat before they eat it, and there is also a reason people don't consume rotten maggot infested meat! The people on that show could have gotten extremely ill, and I am not amazed if they did. I am surprised that network hasn't gotten sued yet! I heard before though that it had to be fake meat, because the producers would be taken to jail if it wasn't. Still, I just can't imagine people being entertained by other people suffering. For the little I watch tv, I would prefer not to be awfully disturbed with inhumane shows like that! So if anyone has any input, agreements, disagreements, etc, I would appreciate knowing them.

Recently, my family and my friends (even friends that are years younger than me), have been treating me like I am so young. I don't think I am immature, and it is not because I am slow or anything, either. I will be 15 in about a month, and I just don't know what it is about me that people treat me so young. Maybe it is because I have braces and glasses and look geeky? Maybe it is because I am a little smaller and thinner than most my age? Even though I choose not to participate in dating or sexual activity yet, that doesn't mean I am any less mature than everyone else! Some people said it is because I follow Gods laws and have a sense innocence about me. I don't know, but I am wondering when it will change?

I am Cyber schooled, have fine grades, and not much to trouble me. There is so much to keep up with in school, though, and I have been doing fine until just a week ago when I thought I took a test but I didn't. It closed down and now I can't take it with out the teacher giving me a password. It is such a small test, only 7 points! It didn't even drop my grade from an A! Still, I am so worried and anxious that I have not been eating much or doing much. Maybe I am obsessed with school? I don't know, but something is wrong.