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Like I know europeans are caucasian and chinese are asians and black people are african... Some people in egypt look black but what race is a light skinned egyptian with light green eyes..?

I suffer from severe insomnia and I need to take a sleeping pill every night to get me to bed. I woke up this morning feeling sick and got some over the counter cold medication from the chemist. Its phenylephrine hydrochloride 5mg and chlorpheniramine maleate 2mg and parecetemol 150mg.I take zolnox 10mg, active ingredient zolpidem.. I'm planning on taking two and one sleeping pill...

I wish I could pray but I find it hard. I've been having a problem with my emotions and I can't feel anything... I can laugh at something if its funny and I can get angry at someone if they do wrong but I can't love anyone or feel close to anyone. I feel completely alone because of this and doubting my faith because of it, also my life is in ruins.my relationship of four years fell apart I got fired from my job...I could never take them to court for unfair dismissal because of other complications. My health is failing... Even though I have been trying to be as healthy as I can. My financial situation is terrible, I have a part time job that helps me get by every month but its not enough and I end up borrowing money to help me through-this just puts me more behind. I feel I've reached the end of my tunnel and there's no light at the end...I'm just falling deeper and deeper into a hole... So please, could someone pray for me? I've been praying and doesn't feel like HE is listening to ME...

When I was 5 my mom died of cancer and when I was 12 my dad died of a heartattack.I am now 24. I have been struggling lately with not feeling emotions or attachments to anybody and someone suggested that I might have post traumatic stress disorder because of losing my parents at such a young age. But I honestly don't feel sad they are gone. It happened and they are gone and that's just the way it is. I feel like I'm a cold person... Sometimes when people hear I have no parents they say "oh I'm so sorry" but I don't understand and they look confused as if I'm supposed to start crying or be sad. But I'm not... I don't understand why I don't feel any emotions or attachments towards people but it hasn't got to do with my parents. Does anyone else feel this way?? Like you just don't care about anyone?

Ok so I asked this question earlier but didn't really get a response except that I might be desensitized due to some kind of emotional trauma...but there has been no emotional trauma..here's what I wrote before:

I feel like I don't love anybody and I can't make an attachment. I left my boyfriend of four years and didn't feel a thing (and throughout our relationship I started feeling less and less till there was nothing left) I started seeing a man twice my age and its just physical,I also feel nothing towards him.I don't feel anything towards my friends-no attachment,if I don't see them I don't see them and most of the times I cancel plans anyways so I can be alone..I also feel like nothing can shock me anymore,like I'm used to everything. A person can tell me about anything and everything and I wouldn't flinch. I don't know how I got this way? But I used to be "normal" and be able to feel...what's going on with me? Why would I feel this way and what can I do to start feeling again? I know this is not normal.

And some background information:

I am 24 years old

I am female

Both parents died but it was ages ago-(17years) I feel nothing about this also.

I feel like I don't love anybody and I can't make an attachment. I left my boyfriend of four years and didn't feel a thing (and throughout our relationship I started feeling less and less till there was nothing left) I started seeing a man twice my age and its just physical,I also feel nothing towards him.I don't feel anything towards my friends-no attachment,if I don't see them I don't see them and most of the times I cancel plans anyways so I can be alone..I also feel like nothing can shock me anymore,like I'm used to everything. A person can tell me about anything and everything and I wouldn't flinch. I don't know how I got this way? But I used to be "normal" and be able to feel...what's going on with me?

The person I am seeing-we have a strictly physical relationship, I want him to spend a night with another woman and then tell me about it-preferably someone I have seen before or know of... Its one of my fantasies,is it taking it too far to ask him to make it a reality? I know the risks involved such as std's but he would have to be safe with her and tested afterwards...

Last year-the beginning of the year I noticed a lump in my left breast on the side..it seemed to get bigger as the year went on...it was not painful to touch....now this year..since the beginning of the year I have a lump by my right breast..llike 15 cm above the nipple...where the breast starts.. (Sorry having trouble explaining exactly where it is) it feels hard and it moves around..also the veins on both breasts near the area are showing from under my skin and on the right breast where the lump is, my skin looks indented...Neither of them hurt... Could it be lymph nodes? Or what could it be?

I have been taking sleeping pills for the last few months every night, I don't want to take them anymore though because when I have to get up I struggle and also they are expensive. I did try not taking them a few nights and I didn't get much sleep on those nights. How do I break the cycle??? I do not want to use alternative medicines either..pill free

Some one answered my question and I really want to reply but it does not give me an option to reply- I am using the mobile version on my blackberry 9320.

I really like kissing women and when I see women going down on each other I get really turned on but I don't want to go down. I want a woman to go down on me. I'm really attracted to lesbians, but not the full on butch type, but the tom-boyish gold star type (if you are a lesbian you will know what I mean). I am phsically attracted but not emotionally... Does this make me bisexual or hetrosexual with homosexual tendencies? Sometimes I feel really butch which is strange because I'm a glam girl(makeup,nails,really feminine)... Some lesbian friends told me if I were a lesbian I would be referred to as a "lipstick lesbian", but I feel I exude a lesbian "vibe" or maybe its because I'm self conscious of the way I feel around women?

I feel like I have no one to talk to. I feel alone and am going through a lot of things. My friends are all wrapped up in themselves my family just don't care and would not understand. Most days I wake up with a knot in my stomach and the rest of the day I'm anxious and stressed. How do I get through the day without freaking out and feeling sick, how do I carry on feeling so utterly alone?