Shirley

My best friend and I are both 21. We are both loners, have never wanted kids or a family or any of that. She got an unplanned pregnancy and gave birth in July this year. I was very supportive and helped her in every way I could.

I went through my own demons anyway which made me distance myself from everyone. I went silent for a very long time but then felt i was unfair to her so I told her I'm not okay I'll talk to her when I am. She knows I go under the radar when I'm depressed.

The thing is, among other things, I just don't feel like I could learn to love her baby. It's terrible, I know. It was supposed to be me and her forever but now she has a family. They will definitely be her top priority.

I will be tossed to the curb cause like i said, I'm a loner, I don't have too many people who love me. I just feel like I won't be important enough to her(she has something to come back home to now... I'm just another ordinary person now) and I'm not sure I want the responsibility of being the aunt or whatever it is that I am supposed to be to her baby.

And yes, I know it's tougher for her.

I went through a depression earlier on this year. For around 3-5 months I can't remember. I was clearly not myself but none of my so called friends who I see everyday noticed. To make this clear, I am usually a very cheerful person but I lost most of my enthusiasm. And I constantly check on my friends to make sure they are okay. But one day I was talking to a girl from church and in one sentence she asked me the one question I had longed so much to hear from the people who claimed they loved me. "Are you okay". We aren't even close mark you. I got out of the depression but have been relapsing, in and out since then. I can never look at my friends again the same way. My initial plan was to find a way to tell them but along the way I decided they aren't worth it so I won't bother.

I am all alone right now. I don't even talk to my best friend.Everyone I know has someone or something they love more than anything, something that keeps them going or they come back to at the end of the day.

I am so lonely cause I cut off everyone from my life. I know I am not okay and i need to find a way to deal with all of this cause what I have tried so far is clearly not working. I know i am partly to blame for all this. I am in and out of depression, I spend my days sleeping and I even started cutting class.

i'm just not sure what I should do to fix this.

I went through a depression earlier on this year. For around 3-5 months I can't remember. I was clearly not myself but none of my so called friends who I see everyday noticed. To make this clear, I am usually a very cheerful person but I lost most of my enthusiasm. And I constantly check on my friends to make sure they are okay. But one day I was talking to a girl from church and in one sentence she asked me the one question I had longed so much to hear from the people who claimed they loved me. "Are you okay". We aren't even close mark you. I got out of the depression but have been relapsing, in and out since then. I can never look at my friends again the same way. My initial plan was to find a way to tell them but along the way I decided they aren't worth it so I won't bother.

I am all alone right now. I don't even talk to my best friend.Everyone I know has someone or something they love more than anything, something that keeps them going or they come back to at the end of the day.

I am so lonely cause I cut off everyone from my life. I know I am not okay and i need to find a way to deal with all of this cause what I have tried so far is clearly not working. I know i am partly to blame for all this. I am in and out of depression, I spend my days sleeping and I even started cutting class.

i'm just not sure what I should do to fix this.

I went through a depression earlier on this year. For around 3-5 months I can't remember. I was clearly not myself but none of my so called friends who I see everyday noticed. To make this clear, I am usually a very cheerful person but I lost most of my enthusiasm. And I constantly check on my friends to make sure they are okay. But one day I was talking to a girl from church and in one sentence she asked me the one question I had longed so much to hear from the people who claimed they loved me. "Are you okay". We aren't even close mark you. I got out of the depression but have been relapsing, in and out since then. I can never look at my friends again the same way. My initial plan was to find a way to tell them but along the way I decided they aren't worth it so I won't bother.

I am all alone right now. I don't even talk to my best friend.Everyone I know has someone or something they love more than anything, something that keeps them going or they come back to at the end of the day.

I am so lonely cause I cut off everyone from my life. I know I am not okay and i need to find a way to deal with all of this cause what I have tried so far is clearly not working. I know i am partly to blame for all this. I am in and out of depression, I spend my days sleeping and I even started cutting class.

i'm just not sure what I should do to fix this.

I went through a depression earlier on this year. For around 3-5 months I can't remember. I was clearly not myself but none of my so called friends who I see everyday noticed. To make this clear, I am usually a very cheerful person but I lost most of my enthusiasm. And I constantly check on my friends to make sure they are okay. But one day I was talking to a girl from church and in one sentence she asked me the one question I had longed so much to hear from the people who claimed they loved me. "Are you okay". We aren't even close mark you. I got out of the depression but have been relapsing, in and out since then. I can never look at my friends again the same way. My initial plan was to find a way to tell them but along the way I decided they aren't worth it so I won't bother.

I am all alone right now. I don't even talk to my best friend.Everyone I know has someone or something they love more than anything, something that keeps them going or they come back to at the end of the day.

I am so lonely cause I cut off everyone from my life. I know I am not okay and i need to find a way to deal with all of this cause what I have tried so far is clearly not working. I know i am partly to blame for all this. I am in and out of depression, I spend my days sleeping and I even started cutting class.

i'm just not sure what I should do to fix this.

Okay, I am a Kenyan, and i want to write script for an all Kenyan cartoon movie. I'm trying to come up with an idea on what to write about. I want it to be set in the precolonial, colonial or early post colonial times. If i had a theme i could come up with a story line. I'd like to know, what are some themes that i could consider using? Considering the socio-economic and political atmosphere of those times.

Well, i've been singing in the shower since forever, but got some voice lessons only a few months ago. I'm 18 now. I sing kinda deep though my uncle thinks i sound better when I sing high. I guess I can sing high but for now I'm struggling with those notes. I also struggle to project so for now i usually sing soft. I don't know how to describe my voice. Here are some songs I find relatively simple to sing.

Pricetag- Jessie J

Halo-Beyonce

Hall of fame-The script

Someone like you-Adele

Rather be-Clean Bandit

Suitcases-Dara Mclean

Jailer-Asa

So sick-Neyo

Next to me-Emili Sande

Titanium

and a bunch of other songs I cant rember at the moment and ones I dont think you have heard of

So please help me know what kind of voice I have and what I can do to develope my own style instead of duplicating what I hear others sing.

I just love history and would love to know about the Russian revolution for intellectual fulfillment. I've tried to read it on my own but got confused along the way. Could anyone explain it to me? Everything from how it began to who were the Bolsheviks and who were the white soldiers and the red terror and anything else that needs to be mentioned. Thanks in advance to everyone who will answer this question.

I personally am an African and wouldn't know but I heard this funny thing that some people believe Canadians don't use tissue paper.(like, seriously?) I also realized that sometimes people refer to Canada in a funny way. I was just wondering what other beliefs there are about Canadians and why do people think that way. Note that I've said beliefs. I'm not trying to imply anything or hurt anyone's feelings.

If not, how often do you bathe.

Don't attack me. I am a christian and i believe Jesus died for my sins and I love God. I just saw something about reptilians and it got me really curios. Can demons really do that? And can someone be possessed by demons without their knowledge? I don't need any satirical answers so atheists, keep off!

Well, I'm asking cause I kinda got the same face shape and I need to know what hairstyles would look good on me. I have a chocolate complexion. Im a girl.