Tori

I'm looking for grunge /selfie/ model blogs of skinny girls or accounts where the girl posts picture of herself not just reblogs other girls

I'm thinking of getting a pixie cut and styling it like a faux hawk.. not exactly like mileys because im not buzzing it.. but it will be super duper short. Should i do it? Everyones liek omg no you youll be so sorry get long layers. But i know that i won't regret it I hate my long hair and I wear it in a bun everysingle day of my life and i am SO totally sick of everyone telling me to get long layers and keep it long... I don't want to look like evry other girl so boring and long and ew. I want to be fun and edgy and quirky! what do you think? http://instagram.com/p/dBEGyAvZA_/

My name is Tori, but i like Victoria, and possibly vivi? or vikki?. I am a fashion designer so I will be doing fashion videos on things that I've made, videos of sketches, easy DIYs, hauls, lots of thrifting & revamping.. things like that. I'm a teenager, so i'm not alexander mqueen or vivienne westwood, but I do sketch and sew my ideas and purchase fabric, i don't just cut up t-shirts. I have a fw names in mind but i would like a few more. Nothing long, hard to remember or cheesy. Clean simple, sopisticated and maybe a little funky.

Victoriavogue

hautecautori

torivogue

please nothing like "torithefashionluvr978"

thanks!

I'm a 15 year old girl, just for reference. I want something simple, short, sophisticated, just plain- but bold.. NOT CHEESY. i make clothing, i like things plain, short and sweet... maybe classy i don't know. i was thinking to just name it "tori" after myself, but i might want more pizzaz. heres my woman.. mix american apparel, hipster, classic, simple, 60's mod, british fashion, and very very clean and self explanatory...

my name's tori, vikki is cool. i LOVE grey and wish i could incorporat eit somehow, i also love mod, retro, and RAIN, rain is my life. use your imagination! 10 points to my favorite answer... just don't say something like

forever tori 72 or

Hip StARrain

Should I see a doctor?

I noticed a lump in my right leg a while back- probably no longer than a year ago. It doesn't hurt, it's decent sized maybe the size of quarter or nickel, but it's not always that prominent. I also sometimes notices a small one coming through on my left hand. It's more prominent when i press my leg to my thigh and flex which is what I'm doing in the pictures that i will link. I don't think it's anything and my mom says not to worry, but I just want to know just in case.

I've also not been feeling well, i feel sick everyday.. I'm a (healthy) fourteen year old girl- as in not obese, not pregnant, nothing like diabetes or asthma as far as i know.. never had bloodwork, biopsys, or catscans, and i see a doctor only every what three years since my dad is a doctor, but he really doesn't care- he says i'm fine since i'm not dying. he never listens so i can't ask him, he has other things to worry about..

So basically I have stomach and chest pain every day of my life.. it's pretty infrequent

somedays the stomach pain is stabbing, others it's severe, others it's nauseated, then dull, then I'll get pain in my ribs.. I get ripping/tearing chestpains very frequently, always on the left side.

I have severe periods- fill a super tampon in under an hour, nosebleeds, severe cramps and backaches to where i can't walk, extreme fatigue (i just slept 16 hours straight with no interest in eating anything) I get lots of random pains, it's like a bug inside of me just makes a new thing hurt every day.. It's mostly stomach and chest pain though

Last week I got this severe pain in my rib bones towards the front and going outwards along my chest on my rib bones and my legs, i could barely walk and i groaned with any movement.. now i have an ear ache and more chest pain and am constipated,, then tomorrow my head will throb, then ill get diahreaa and then ill be constipated for two weeks... I just want to stop feeling like **** all of the time

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Here's an insight: I'm a fourteen year old girl. I'm at a healthy weight, and don't have any health problems that I know of, though many many run in the family. My dad is an ER doctor, so I don't see an actual doctor very often at all. I basically never feel good, ever. Something is always wrong. I'm not a hypochondriac because i don't think something is wrong with me, but I feel sick everyday. My mom and dad (who is a doctor) both told me that I probably have IBS (irritable bowel sydrome) which is what causes my frequent stomach aches, on top of that I'll list a bunch of my symtoms that occur either frequently or infrequently.

Frequent-

Stomach aches every day, sometimes a stabbing pain

irregular bowel movements- either I'll have severe diahhrea with mucusy stuff, or I'll be constipated for a week

Chest pain about everyday- on the left side, most of the time it's stabbing/ripping pains, instead of just aching

Muscle/rib pains- completely and totally random, and last for periods of time

ex. last week i got this horrible pain in my rib bones and legs for three days straight, i couldn't move or sit up without groaning

I just get lots of random pains, I have a dull pain in random parts of my arms and hands right now. I also get muscle foot and leg spasms

My appetite is pretty inconsistent. I just never feel well. One day it's rib pain, the next day I can't walk without groaning, and the next I have a tension headache and I'm shitting water and can see the food in my poop. I also get horrible periods- unbearable cramps, backaches, bloody nose, fill up a super tampon in under an hour, feet swell, hurts to walk.

I sleep, and don't eat horribly. If you have any idea what's going on, please let me know, thanks~

ps. i'm not pregnant, and my parents say that nothings wrong, they don't really care.. i've never had any blood work done and i've only had one cat scan back when i was three

Why do i always feel sick?

Why do i always feel sick?

Here's an insight: I'm a fourteen year old girl. I'm at a healthy weight, and don't have any health problems that I know of, though many many run in the family. My dad is an ER doctor, so I don't see an actual doctor very often at all. I basically never feel good, ever. Something is always wrong. I'm not a hypochondriac because i don't think something is wrong with me, but I feel sick everyday. My mom and dad (who is a doctor) both told me that I probably have IBS (irritable bowel sydrome) which is what causes my frequent stomach aches, on top of that I'll list a bunch of my symtoms that occur either frequently or infrequently.

Frequent-

Stomach aches every day, sometimes a stabbing pain

irregular bowel movements- either I'll have severe diahhrea with mucusy stuff, or I'll be constipated for a week

Chest pain about everyday- on the left side, most of the time it's stabbing/ripping pains, instead of just aching

Muscle/rib pains- completely and totally random, and last for periods of time

ex. last week i got this horrible pain in my rib bones and legs for three days straight, i couldn't move or sit up without groaning

I just get lots of random pains, I have a dull pain in random parts of my arms and hands right now. I also get muscle foot and leg spasms

My appetite is pretty inconsistent. I just never feel well. One day it's rib pain, the next day I can't walk without groaning, and the next I have a tension headache and I'm shitting water and can see the food in my poop. I also get horrible periods- unbearable cramps, backaches, bloody nose, fill up a super tampon in under an hour, feet swell, hurts to walk.

I sleep, and don't eat horribly. If you have any idea what's going on, please let me know, thanks~

ps. i'm not pregnant, and my parents say that nothings wrong, they don't really care.. i've never had any blood work done and i've only had one cat scan back when i was three

Why do i always feel sick?

Here's an insight: I'm a fourteen year old girl. I'm at a healthy weight, and don't have any health problems that I know of, though many many run in the family. My dad is an ER doctor, so I don't see an actual doctor very often at all. I basically never feel good, ever. Something is always wrong. I'm not a hypochondriac because i don't think something is wrong with me, but I feel sick everyday. My mom and dad (who is a doctor) both told me that I probably have IBS (irritable bowel sydrome) which is what causes my frequent stomach aches, on top of that I'll list a bunch of my symtoms that occur either frequently or infrequently.

Frequent-

Stomach aches every day, sometimes a stabbing pain

irregular bowel movements- either I'll have severe diahhrea with mucusy stuff, or I'll be constipated for a week

Chest pain about everyday- on the left side, most of the time it's stabbing/ripping pains, instead of just aching

Muscle/rib pains- completely and totally random, and last for periods of time

ex. last week i got this horrible pain in my rib bones and legs for three days straight, i couldn't move or sit up without groaning

I just get lots of random pains, I have a dull pain in random parts of my arms and hands right now. I also get muscle foot and leg spasms

My appetite is pretty inconsistent. I just never feel well. One day it's rib pain, the next day I can't walk without groaning, and the next I have a tension headache and I'm shitting water and can see the food in my poop. I also get horrible periods- unbearable cramps, backaches, bloody nose, fill up a super tampon in under an hour, feet swell, hurts to walk.

I sleep, and don't eat horribly. If you have any idea what's going on, please let me know, thanks~

ps. I'm not pregnant, and I can't ask my parents. They don't listen and say i'm fine because I'm not dying

How should i switch to online school?

I am a freshman, and really want to switch to online highschool for next year. I have a 4.3 so I am by no means looking for an easy way out, as K12 offers every single curricular course as my current highschool. For starts, I miss a lot of school. I don't skip, I just get sick a lot, like 30 days a year. I have IBS- stomach issues (running to the bathroom all the time), and killer periods, to the point where i can't walk. It's hard for me to keep up on my work, and I'm very involved in music and fashion design. I also don't fit in. My school is like a jail, i don't like the cliques, the teachers, the people, the kids. I have social skills and I'm not socially awkward so that's not a worry. My mom is on edge about it and I have no idea how to convince my dad. He's a workaholic and the type that says "you're fine" after you break three bones- actually that happened. I've heard rumors that colleges don't like it, and I wouldn't be able to get into a higher level university, but I also am an all honors student, and with ebing able to work on my own time, my GPA would most likely IMPROVE with an online school.

So i basically need to know a few things, what's more legitimated, k12 or ecot?

Do colleges care?

and How do I convince my parents?

thanks!

Am i developing anorexia?

I've always been self conscious, and have wanted to lose weight since sixth grade. Most recently, i've been discovering pictures of thinspo and reading pro-ana blogs. I first started out a few years ago watching anorexic stories on youtube, i liked them because it was scary but yet interesting. I didn't understand it back then, i used to think that people actually saw a fat person in the mirror and were vision impaired. I was naive. Now that I'm fifteen and not eleven, I've become more aware of the subject. I understand what it means to see a fat person in the mirror. I consider myself fat. I hate myself. I checked my BMI and it's normal, and I've never been called overweight or chubby, but I constantly sit in front of the mirror and call myself fat, disgusting, gross, i hate myself. I purposely give myself a double chin and takes pictures of my disgusting body. I thought in the summer that I should try eating right and exercising, but I didn't feel like I got results fast enough. I kept going back to thinspo, and I got really depressed. I never eat breakfast normally, maybe 10 days out of the year tops, and I never eat lunch either, at least not at school. I kind of have stomach problems so I'm not hungry in the morning and usually always feel sick come lunch time, but then a few months ago, a voice would keep pooping in my head. "You're fat, you don't need that, you know if you eat that you'll regret it." I started listening. I would fast for a day, and the next week I would fast for a day.. Then one week I took gruesome photos of my body, i felt worthless. I took them of my stretch marks, my thighs, my stomach, my arms, my non-existant hipbones, and was determined to lose weight. This isn't a starvation diet, so please don't lecture me. I've felt this way for five years. That voice in my head kept telling me "You're not ACTUALLY hungry, if you eat that you'll regret it" So i ended up fasting for three days, i then broke the fast because i had no energy, the next few weeks i binged basically every day, telling myself that the next day I would finally start eating healthier, and i ended up gaining ten pounds. Well here we are, that little voice came back in my head.. "Don't eat. You'll regret it fatso, you can even give yourself a double chin.. Where are your hipbones?" So i fasted for three and a half days- actually around 87-90 hours. throughout the three days I drank countless cups of plain tea and chewed gum. One day i did 100 sit-ups, but I really hate exercising so I don't do it that much. I ended up getting sick yesterday, and I also count calories now- unless i'm binging. When i was binging I tried to purge but I just couldn't make it happen, I would gag but that's it. Although I don't "look anorexic" I think I might be developing it. I'm not choosing to starve myself, so again please don't lecture me. I'm coming on here to find out if I'm developing it, or if it's something else. I don't wish anorexia upon anybody and don't think it's the answer to anything. I just think Ana may have found me.. here's what i ate this week

I've also gone from 134-136 ish to 129, and after the second or third day, my hunger really goes away, but I ended up getting sick so my mom said I should eat

Monday- Tea, sugar free gum

0 calories

Tuesday- Tea, sugar free gum

0 Calories

Wednesday- Tea, sugar free gum

0 calories

Thursday-

1 cup of soup- 100 cals

1/2 can soda- 75

wheat toast- 65 cals

1/2 tablespoon egg whites- 4 cals

Friday- CHEAT DAY

wheat toast- 65 cals

1 egg- 65 cals

1 slice cheese- 70 cals

syrup- 20 cals

I'll probably have some soda and pasta later, so I'm guessing..

soda- 150

pasta- 350

Does this sound like an eating disorder?

Kylie Jenner uses it on all of instagram phtotos, I've searched everywhere and also Whitagram doesn't even work that well, she uses something else I think. It's pretty popular lately, if you know, that's be cool. Thanks so much!

I'm a teenager who revamps clothing, and also makes my own original clothing from the start. My name is Tori, and my personal style is very American Apparel ish, simple, classic, I get called hipster a lot. My line is mostly on paper, as I haven't been able to get out to fabric store, I do have some pieces done though. I want a title that's just simple. I'm not big into cheezy things, something simple, and sounds high-end. I design very high-end simple clothing, There's no leopard, or t-shirts that say "i heart boys" if you catch my drift. Just something simple, could include my name, tori/victoria, a color, just a number, a simple quirky cool word, anything! thanks!

I'm been pretty depressed lately. I don't really think I need to see one, it sounds so cliche. My family thinks that I have neurosis, (am neurotic) and I've been going downhill. I basically hate myself. I don't want to commit suicide, nor was I planning to, I just truly hate myself. I see myself as fat, ugly, worthless, stupid, good at nothing, a bum. I have an eating disorder where I basically don't eat for days, not even a cracker. absolutely nothing. And then I'll binge. My stomach always hurts, and my body always aches and is tired and cold. It's almost impossible for me to get up out of bed. All I do is sleep since I don't eat much, I sleep literally all the time. I just slept my entire weekend away. Obviously since I don't eat much, I have no energy. I just got my very first C of my entire life, and it seems like I'm just a failure. I suck at everything. I don't fit in, I barely even talk anymore. Yes I have a handful of friends, but I don't even want to hang out. I have extreme anxiety and social anxiety, and I just always want to be alone. I don't deserve anything. I'm so awkward and i feel like my life is going for nothing. I play some instruments, and just started sewing because want to be a fashion designer. I used to think that I work so hard on my dreams, but not I feel like I'm just a bum. I just don't like myself.

I'm been pretty depressed lately. I don't really think I need to see one, it sounds so cliche. My family thinks that I have neurosis, (am neurotic) and I've been going downhill. I basically hate myself. I don't want to commit suicide, nor was I planning to, I just truly hate myself. I see myself as fat, ugly, worthless, stupid, good at nothing, a bum. I have an eating disorder where I basically don't eat for days, not even a cracker. absolutely nothing. And then I'll binge. My stomach always hurts, and my body always aches and is tired and cold. It's almost impossible for me to get up out of bed. All I do is sleep since I don't eat much, I sleep literally all the time. I just slept my entire weekend away. Obviously since I don't eat much, I have no energy. I just got my very first C of my entire life, and it seems like I'm just a failure. I suck at everything. I don't fit in, I barely even talk anymore. Yes I have a handful of friends, but I don't even want to hang out. I have extreme anxiety and social anxiety, and I just always want to be alone. I don't deserve anything. I'm so awkward and i feel like my life is going for nothing. I play some instruments, and just started sewing because want to be a fashion designer. I used to think that I work so hard on my dreams, but not I feel like I'm just a bum. I just don't like myself.

I am a beginner, and I just got the brother XR9500PRW project runway limited edition sewing machine. I've made many things before, and so I am somewhat familiar with the machine. I have watched the DVD that it came with, read the manual, and tried troubleshooting but I have a few problems that just won't go away. I thread correctly and I rethread ten times, but it doesn't help. I've also tried cleaning the machine..

1. My machine will make weird noises as a sew, especially the upper thread, and then i notice that the upper thread comes out of the needle and starts getting sucked up and out and UNTHREADS itself and when i lift the spool from the metal bar spool holder thing that it goes on, theres thread under the spool and its wrapper around the not even 1 mm thick plastic ring around the metal spool holder... my upper thread when i'm sewing usually doesn't move smoothly, it's harsh and loud and makes funky noises and almost starts jumping up and down and the thread starts wrapping under the spool

2. My fabric gets sucked under, and really sucked into the feed dogs a lot, I thread correctly and my tension is right too.. I tried removing the throat plate but i can't

3.Metal parts in my sewing machine have some scratches on them and I have no idea how, this metal part near where the bobbin has a bunch of scratches on it, but it has nothing to deal with the bobbin, i'm just confused how that happened

thanks for all of your help!

I recently went to the dermatologist and they said that I have Seborrheic Dermatitis, which I have suffered for for over five years. I have tried everything. She gave me Nizoral shampooo which didn't not help at all I'll describe my condition- some parts of my scalp don't look dry but it looks there are bunch of weirdly colored tiny microscopic odd shaped skin flakes almost suction cupped to it, and other parts of my scalp look like they have a layer of white dead skin.. then some parts just have HUGE chunks of flakes attached. Nothing i've tried (i'll make a list) has even helped. About 6 years ago, before I got this problem, when I was bored, i would push the lead of the mechanical pencil into the pencil and then run the pencil all over my scalp, and then push it out (i did this when i was young and bored) and on top of the lead would come a ong string of a whitish yellow products (dead skin) do you think that this might have cause my problem?

I need to get this fixed, I should not have to feel uncomfortable in my own hair

here's the list: i've tried more stuff than this

Apple Cider Vinegar

White Distilled Vinegar

Egg

Banana

Yogurt

Lemon Juic

Jojoba Oil

Tea Tree Oil

Every Head and Shoulders

AXE dandruff

every single Jason, Tresseme, v05, herbal essences, john freida, infusiom, loreal, garnier, EVERY BRAND OF SHAMPOO AND CONDITIONER

Neutragena T gel

Selsun Blue Medicated

Nizoral

Combing out the flakes

Massaging my scalp

Not Washing my hair for days to let the oils sink it

Babyoiling my scalp

Putting Vaseline on my scalp

Vitamins

I have tried everything. everything. everything

please. help. 10 points to whoever helps me!

I honestly don't know where to begin. I'm just so unhappy with myself. Please don't tell me to go to counseling, call a hotline, talk to family and friends, or just learn to love myself, because for right now, none of that is going to happen.

I'm a teenager so I guess this stuff is normal but i honestly just hate my life and myself

I feel like a failure, I'm good at nothing. I have zero confidence, and I'm so humble to the point here it's not even humble, it's scary actually.

I play piano, and I'm into music, I have been for the past six years. I've never made any music or sports thing that I've tried out for

I feel so alone

Yes, I talk sometimes, I'm shy but I can open up, but I feel so different from the rest of the world. It's like I'm walking around all of the cliques and I'm just invisible. You would have to be in my position to understand what I'm trying to say, but to be honest, I don't even know what I'm trying to say.

I want to be smart, I have a 4.3 and I'm disappointed. I hate school, i hate it so much. I hate the cliques, mostly the kids, the teachers, the prison like concepts (we even can't walk around without our ID's) the brainwashing, and part of it because I have stomach issues, like IBS. it's so hard for me to go to school, i miss so much because I'm just always getting sick and i don't even want to be there in the first place.

The thing I hate most about myself above all is my height. I'm 5'2 ish. I cannot stand it, I live in a small suburb, which I hate. My life revolves around fashion. I spend the weekends watching documentaries on designers, modeling, making collages, fashion designing, sewing, researching, watching modeling/fashion shows, taking self taken images of my self trying to model, reading books on fashion, EVERYTHING fashion which sucks because the only interest people have here in fashion is shopping at Forever 21. I want to model so bad. I have never done any drug, nor will I ever, and I have never been to a "party"... but I wanted to take HGH to grow because modeling is my dream. I don't want to be a commercial model, my heart lies in Runway, and I feel like all of my dreams are so far fetched. I need to grow, no ifs ands or buts. I just feel so lost in this world, I guess that's what I'm trying to get it. I just want to runaway to NYC. is there a shelter there? I'm just so unhappy with myself. I also have an Eating Disorder that nobody knows about

& seborrheic dermatitis, and I don't feel comfortable in my own hair.

The only thing I do like would be my personality so I guess that's a start.

I just feel like no good. I have no energy to do anything by societies standards. Thanks for taking the time to read this.

I honestly don't know where to begin. I'm just so unhappy with myself. Please don't tell me to go to counseling, call a hotline, talk to family and friends, or just learn to love myself, because for right now, none of that is going to happen.

I'm a teenager so I guess this stuff is normal but i honestly just hate my life and myself

I feel like a failure, I'm good at nothing. I have zero confidence, and I'm so humble to the point here it's not even humble, it's scary actually.

I play piano, and I'm into music, I have been for the past six years. I've never made any music or sports thing that I've tried out for

I feel so alone

Yes, I talk sometimes, I'm shy but I can open up, but I feel so different from the rest of the world. It's like I'm walking around all of the cliques and I'm just invisible. You would have to be in my position to understand what I'm trying to say, but to be honest, I don't even know what I'm trying to say.

I want to be smart, I have a 4.3 and I'm disappointed. I hate school, i hate it so much. I hate the cliques, mostly the kids, the teachers, the prison like concepts (we even can't walk around without our ID's) the brainwashing, and part of it because I have stomach issues, like IBS. it's so hard for me to go to school, i miss so much because I'm just always getting sick and i don't even want to be there in the first place.

The thing I hate most about myself above all is my height. I'm 5'2 ish. I cannot stand it, I live in a small suburb, which I hate. My life revolves around fashion. I spend the weekends watching documentaries on designers, modeling, making collages, fashion designing, sewing, researching, watching modeling/fashion shows, taking self taken images of my self trying to model, reading books on fashion, EVERYTHING fashion which sucks because the only interest people have here in fashion is shopping at Forever 21. I want to model so bad. I have never done any drug, nor will I ever, and I have never been to a "party"... but I wanted to take HGH to grow because modeling is my dream. I don't want to be a commercial model, my heart lies in Runway, and I feel like all of my dreams are so far fetched. I need to grow, no ifs ands or buts. I just feel so lost in this world, I guess that's what I'm trying to get it. I just want to runaway to NYC. is there a shelter there? I'm just so unhappy with myself. I also have an Eating Disorder that nobody knows about

& seborrheic dermatitis, and I don't feel comfortable in my own hair.

The only thing I do like would be my personality so I guess that's a start.

I just feel like no good. I have no energy to do anything by societies standards. Thanks for taking the time to read this.

I have a widows peak that I shaved a few years ago, so now i grow it out, but every-time i grow it out people laugh at me and it's looks so stupid. Shaving it won't work.. what do i do? I grew it out for a few months and it got super long and curled on my forehead and looked terrible. Plucking it, it grows back right away too.

I'll post a link: just copy and paste it into your search bar thing

http://s478.beta.photobucket.com/user/bluerox9816/...

I have a widows peak that I shaved a few years ago, so now i grow it out, but every-time i grow it out people laugh at me and it's looks so stupid. Shaving it won't work.. what do i do? I grew it out for a few months and it got super long and curled on my forehead and looked terrible. Plucking it, it grows back right away too.

I'll post a link: just copy and paste it into your search bar thing

http://s478.beta.photobucket.com/user/bluerox9816/...