Ashley

so my fiancee was out with this girl that i do not like. They were sex buddies be for we got together, and have been friends since kindergarten. I asked him not to talk to her anymore, when ever he goes out and drinks he always has his buddies with him and supposedly they are the ones who calls her. well his phone got cut off and that ended that until a few weeks ago he had went to his grandmothers house to help her with some drywall and when i went over there he was outside with this girl in his car drunker than ****. I flipped out and tried to run him over with my car or wreck my car into his, but i gave up decided it was not With it. So he takes off and I went home with the kids and talked to him a few times that night so in the back seat was this other guy (younger kid) and he showed up at my house and said that they was still with her. So i could not get ahold of them i called his aunt and she said that he took her home because she was passed out in the car. he did not show back up after two hours so i decided to got to sleep. Well three or 4 hours passed and i woke up and called his grannies again and he was asleep on her couch. How do i know if he did go have sex with her. I asked him, i smelled his clothes and parts, and even asked them and they both denied it. I have been told buy this one guy a few times that he was cheating on me with her, but i can not prove it and if he is lying about cheating then he is good at it, I have even asked him when he is drunk and it is always the same thing. The thing i don't understand is if he is cheating, why? why lie? why stay with me? (we got no ties at all!) why keep this up.. but i also don't understand why would this guy tell me that he cheated on me there is nothing in it for him. my fiancee family and friends always tell me that he is not good for me but never have good enough stuff to go with it.. I am just so confused and want to believe him but i just don't at all.. I love him more than life its self and never felt like this with anyone ever and i have been married once and have 3 children. IDK