Goegy

How would you describe the feeling of wanting acceptance, and how would you describe the feeling when you don’t receive that acceptance?

So, lately I’ve been feeling more energetic, even though I’ve been getting less sleep than normal. I’ve been going to bed at about 1:30 in the morning and waking up at about 6:30 to 7 am. Somehow I’m not that tired in the morning, and throughout the day — even late at night — I’m not tired until a little before I go to bed. Anybody have any insight on this, or does my body just need less sleep?

I’ve lived my whole life, for as long as I can remember, hearing a ringing in my ears whenever it’s silent, or too quiet, and it’s just now come to my attention that this might not be normal. It’s like a high pitched ringing noise.

If you’ve seen that one scene in the hunger games where Katniss blows up the careers supplies and her ear’s ringing, it sounds like that. Might be tinnitus, not sure.

So, Im underweight due to the fact that I’m not eating food. I know I’m not anorexic, as I don’t think I’m overweight, and I never have been, plus I don’t want to lose weight, I just simply don’t eat, even when I’m hungry. I could be starving in the middle of the afternoons s have not eaten anything all day, and still not get anything to eat.

It’s very unhealthy, but I can’t bring myself to eat more. Even when I’m hungry I won’t eat because I don’t feel like it or I think the food will make me gag or throw up or something.

Does anybody have any insight on what the issue here could be? Again, I’m sure it’s not bulimia or anorexia, I’m not intentionally starving myself or throwing up my food or anything to lose weight, and I definitely don’t think I’m overweight.

Also please don’t scream at me if I screwed anything up about anorexia and bulimia, I don’t know too much about them, just enough to know I don’t have them.

You see here, this may appear as an unimportant question, but in reality, it is extremely important. It’s a harrowing decision to make. I must have an answer. My Singing Monsters or My Singing Monsters Dawn of Fire? Life changing decision. Don’t question my motives.

Whenever I hear the sound of a sonicare toothbrush running it fills me with extreme annoyance and irritation for no apparent reason. I don’t know why this is, but it’s not normal. Any ideas why?

I’ve had a loss of interest in socializing, my overall need for socialization has gone down over the course of my life, and I’ve never felt loneliness before. I’ve never longed for human companionship, or really any companionship, for that matter. I used to think this was just part of being an introvert, but I did a little bit of research on introverts, and it seems like they do have some need for socialization and can get lonely, they’re just drained more by socializing compared to an extroverted person, who’s energized by socializing. If this is the case, than I’m not so sure I’m an introvert.

I’ve never craved social interaction, and I’ve never felt lonely. I don’t usually initiate conversations, but I’m not anxious to start them, or talk to people. I just don’t want to. Which is why I don’t think I have social anxiety either.

I don’t feel many emotions, the ones I feel are really only minor to moderate anxiety, irritation/anger, and happy/entertained (and very rarely, but I do feel fear as well). As far as my lack of empathy goes, I don’t possess the ability to feel for other people and put myself in their shoes. It’s something I’m not good at or at times I just can’t do. But I do have sympathy, which could be important to note.

Idk. I just want to know what may or may not be “wrong” with me.