Alex

My friend showed me videos of piglets being abused in slaughter houses years ago. At first I thought it was gross but he said as you watch it more you will like it. He was right it is literally better than an orgasm to see a baby cow get kicked and beaten while it screams. Ik this sounds edgy but im trying to change but its so hard. Every time i see a cute animal i get hungry just wanting it to suffer. Please help this is bad for my mental health.

I think that if people were allowed the torture animals than less people would kill each other. So instead of a drunk coming home and putting out cigarettes on his kids skin. He can just put it out on a calves skin. This would low murder in the US. And psychopaths would be able to act on there urges.

DO u sometimes feel awkward and weird around people in public. Can u only got to the the bathroom in a stall.

I don't want to feel this way but seeing them in pain feels so good. Better than an orgasm. I look up those Slaughter house abuse videos just to see the cows screaming. :( I'm 3 weeks clean it's so hard not to watch them pls is there stone spear out there like this!!

I am a pleb I know nothing about writing or even comprehending code.

I have tested this too, I word it the same way but just replace the word Islam with Christianity and i stays up

They always assume the asker is christian lol. Even when you tell your not they still bring up stuff about other religions. Its a giant cop out and is very pathetic.

I love watching videos of Slaughter hour abuse exsepixallitt calfs being taken from their mothers. I can't help it it just brings me so much pleasure, like I'm eating my favorite kind of candy. Watching pigs getting there throats slit and screaming in pain is fun to watch to. Not sure I can stop or even if I should. Is this a problem pls help I'm not a troll

Childhood is from 3-12

13-25 is adolescence

He watches videos of people killing animals and beating them. His parents died 3 years ago in a car accident. He lives with his grandparents and his brother now. He is pretty normal he likes dragon ball and is always talking about dragon ball super. But when he gets upset about he talks about gauging people's eyes out. He is also bipolar but he takes his medication daily. I really want to help him he's like a brother to me. :( I just want to make sure he is and will be ok. Please help me