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I'm 15 years old and I'm having nightmares.

my mom died a month ago....

It's not just that she died, but I found her.... I walked into her room in the middle of the night because I noticed her light was on, and I was still awake. She was at her desk facedown... I thought she might have just been asleep, but the first thing I noticed was that her skin was blotchy and red in some places, and when I touched her arm she was cold. I tried to wake her up, but when I shook her she fell off the chair on her back. Her eyes were open and they were glassy and bloodshot and her lips were blue. I wouldn't believe she was dead and I still tried to wake her up.... I was screaming and crying and it woke up my sister..... She called the police.... but I still wouldn't believe she was dead until the paramedics got there and I asked if she was really dead. He told me yes..... I broke down.

It's really hard for me because she raised me and my sister alone. It was just us three. That and she was only 44. They found nothing on the autopsy and I have to wait 4 months for the toxicology to come back....

I don't have them every single night, but I've had more lately in the last week or two. The nightmares are always different, sometimes I don't even remember them but I wake up sobbing......

I would appreciate any suggestions to help me stop having them....

Thanks

I'm just wondering... I'm taking Orthotriclene at the moment, and the info that came with the pills says nothing about the percentage of failure rates in birth control pills.

I'm wondering about this, at what age do they usually stop growing?

I personally thought it was a really good movie. What do you think?

I've been on the depo provera shot for 6 months now and I absolutely hate it. I've gained almost 20 pounds because of it. Also I've been spotting constantly. So I've been researching different forms of birth control I can switch too and I think the chewable form of birth control would be most convenient for me. I want to know if anybody has had any bad side effects from Femcon Fe... Also I was wondering when you can start a different form of birth control after depo provera...

I'm a teenager and I just got my first paying job. My mother receives Social Security Disability and various other government assistance. We live comfortably most of the time, and the only time we aren't able to pay bills is when my mother spends the money needed to pay bills on buying clothes or shoes that we dont need. She is forcing me to give her half of every single cent I make. It wouldnt bother me so much if I KNEW it was going toward paying a bill such as electricity or water... but she wont let me go with the bill and at least see my money actually mean something. She wants me to give it to her in cash. She also will not allow me to continue working if I dont give her half.

I'm also needing to save money because I'm engaged and planning on getting married next year and my mother has already made it clear that IM paying for my wedding. I need to save up money not only for the wedding but for my life with the one I love. We are going to have to pay bills and be responsible.

The other problem is that I believe it is illegal for her to be receiving more income than what she is receiving now without reporting it. She has had to report any money such as child support or any money she makes doing any kind of job. If she gets any extra income our foodstamps go down and our rent goes up. She doesnt want that to happen so she's already made it clear that she's not going to report any extra income.

I know its not moral for her to do this, but is it illegal?

I had my first shot of depo provera in the first week of February. I got my shot during the last few days of my period. My periods are like clockwork, but my period hasn't come and was due on the third-fourth week of February. I'm wondering if this is normal?

After all the pics that surfaced on the web this year and the scandal that followed and the Vanity Fair magazine issue, why is Disney allowing her to still be a role model for MILLIONS of kids? What is this teaching them? That it's COOL to be photographed half naked at 15? That it's cool to have a 20 year old boyfriend at 16, that just so happens to be a underwear model? seriously what is this world coming to?

personally I get sick and tired of girls and women being insecure about their weight. We should love ourselves for who we are and stop listening to all that stupid tabloid **** that says if u aren't a size 2 ur fat and will never make it in life. If u look back in history at paintings u see that almost all of them were, large, beautiful and happy women. I think that girls need to stop letting peer pressure, magazine ads, or bad relationships or something stupid like that interfere with their view of themselves. A guy should love u for who u are, not what u look like, and what u look like should't bother him if he really loves u. live ur life and dnt wrry about what other people think about u or what they say ur body looks like. KNOW YOURSELF! Be weird, funny, and outgoing... love everything about yourself including ur size.

I'm a size 12 and damn proud! I can honestly say I'm not fat and I love being the weight I am now and I feel like slapping then stuffing a fried twinkie down anyone's face who I see counting calories!

listen to Pink's song "stupid girls"

any tips on how not to get jealous/possessive or upset when u lost the love of ur life, and u see him every day?

I want to be a police officer and then a CSI. I know that I'm going to Police Academy right after high school and I also know thats its going to be a sometimes stressful occupation but its what I wanted to do since I was 8. What classes should I take or focus on in High School and college? What is the usual salary and benefits? What is required to be be a police officer?

If u think u might be pregnant by an ex-boyfriend Ur still completely in love with, but since he has moved on to another girl, would u tell him immediately or wait a month or 2 to be sure? u dnt want to interfere with his current relationship, and dnt want to make him feel like he has to come back to for the sake of a child when he broke it off with u when it wasnt working... u also dnt want to set off a false alarm either.

I just need to know if I did the right thing....

I'm in high school, and 2 1/2 years ago I met this guy I wanted to date. I was first attracted to him cause he had this smile and he was extremely handsome. I told my sister I wanted to date him and (the big mouth she is :D) she consequently told him before I had the chance to ask him that I was interested. he asked me over breakfast and all I could do was blush and nod my head and continue eating my cereal. Since then he brought me out of my shell and made me feel so happy and wanted and appreciated. He means everything to me, but I didn't realize that how my family felt about him affected him. They forbid me to date him and I had continued to do so anyway. We had to sneak around and we weren't able to go out and just sit and have a soda, or go to the movies. He craved that in a relationship and I wasn't able to provide that. He gave everything to me and my family completely unselfishly, and I know for a fact I love him and he loves me. He made me feel whole and completely content.

He came to the conclusion recently that he loved me, and didn't want to hurt me, but needed more than I could give him i.e. bonding, and taking someone places, and he couldn't stand feeling lonely when he wasn't with me (which I guess was often) any longer. It happened really suddenly, and it did hurt really bad. I thought about it every moment of the day, and i knew that I needed to let him do what he needed to do. I didn't want to hold him back and I want him to be happy more than anything in the world. I won't be bitter or angry or throw insults or spread rumors, like most people would do as teenagers, and I will remain friends with him. I just feel like he has done so much for me and I need to do this for him. Like any girl I have the hope that it will work out in the future and we will eventually live the life I dreamed of, but I will leave that up to fate.

He recently started dating someone else and sincerely hope that he finds someone that makes him happy and completely content as I was. I hope he lives his life to the fullest and finds true unselfish love as I did in him.

There were some serious things that happened that people think I should hate him for, but I don't think I could ever do that. People make mistakes, and I accept that. I just can't shake the feeling that he hates himself for what he did to me, and he wants to drown that hurt by doing stuff that might ruin his life in one way or another. I don't ever want to seem him hurt physically or emotionally, and that scares me even to think of it.

Did I do the right thing by letting him go?

Me personally I LOVE Fergilicious. I have it on my MP3 and I know all the words. LOL! I'm not sure if it's better than London Bridge.. Anyone care to share???

Project!!

*SIGH* I have a research project to do and I need some answers. You can email If you have any insights!!

We'll It goes both ways for me!

Well people think that Lee Harvey Oswald did it... but I'm a little more skeptical.. I think It was the CIA. He supposedly was having an affair with Marilyn Monroe and she died in suspicious circumstances. I want to know what you think. Who did it and why? Also would he have been a good president?? So whatcha think??