Aaron

I am sixteen... when I was 15 my first child was born (to a girl I loved very much and still do - just now as friends) and we gave her up for adoption. Lucky for us my exes cousin and husband who cant have kids ended up adopting her.. so we get pictures and we can send gifts and see her occasionally. It is the hardest thing to deal with. So... ever since then I have been incredibly depressed and sleeping around to make myself feel temporarily better... and now I find out that a girl I slept with a few times a little while back is pregnant. I know I am the scum of the Earth... you don't have to tell me. And YES I do know I should use protection and I regret that I only did like half of the time... that will change. I am so scared that my parents will be so disgusted with me... I have no idea how to tell them... please help me? What do I say and how do I say it...? I go to boarding school far away from home so I couldn't even do it in person... =\

and if you really want to you can yell at me and tell me how awful I am and how I am a waste of space. I get it.

First off, I am sixteen years old and so is my girlfriend... so she doesn't really know how to handle this type of thing and I understand that. I have a very good relationship with my ex and the mother of my child and maintaining that relationship is very very important to me. Honestly, I love her very much and still consider her my best friend and I know that feeling is mutual. The romance just went away, and that's fine. But my current girlfriend gets very upset because of our history and she is always worried that I will go back to her. She doesn't talk about this to me because I know she understands but I can see it in her eyes and she did express her concerns to me once before. It upsets me that this bothers her so much and I really want her to know that she has nothing to worry about. I am very grateful to her for giving me a chance and putting up with things like this that are way beyond her years. Please help. What am I supposed to do? I've told her before but she doesn't seem to believe me.

So my girlfriend saw the new twilight movie today and I asked her how it was and she said "It was good but Edward is seen as the perfect boyfriend... but I think he can kiss your ***."

so now with all of the obsessed fans I find this to be a big compliment... lmao. Is it?

if they are both with the same person

http://www.youtube.com/user/pbpproductions#p/u/2/I...

status of my mind: blown.

i wish i could be this creative

7:30 am for my first class

bleh.

She's a virgin and she told me personally that she knows she isn't ready to have sex, which is cool with me. The problem is that she keeps going against what she said in the heat of the moment and starts trying to take my clothes off... and it's hard as heck for me to resist her but I always stop her. She gets mad at me though... but how can I go there with her if she said she isn't ready? I don't want her to regret her first time... I'm so confused about what she really wants. How do I know when she is actually ready as compared to really into the moment and isn't thinking clearly... ?

I have a reputation for just sleeping around.... and this girl I am CRAZY about is all depressed now and she even cried because she is convinced she is just another hookup for me. I go to boarding school and rumors travel fast... so I wrote huge on the front and back of a white t shirt "i belong EXCLUSIVELY to (her first and last name)" ill wear it to all of my classes if I have to and all around campus. I know this is corny as hell but will it make her believe me?

I had a recent drug issue.. better now but I lost a LOT of weight from it... and I really don't want to be embarrassed of my body anymore so I want to try to gain the weight back. I was still a little too skinny before I lost the weight... how much should a 16 year old male 6 feet tall weigh? Also.. look at the picture... does it look REALLY bad? =\

me:

http://www.flickr.com/photos/55893874@N05/62585333...

don't comment on the bare underarms.. I'm a swimmer...

thank you.

Name some cool ones and what they could do for you...

-I have a best friend who is ancient royalty in his country - if I go there and hang with him.. hell yes. and he always has the funds to get me out of trouble. and AMAZING cars... o.o

-An aunt with a very famous makeup company - going to LA and NY and meeting cool people... supermodels

- Family friend teaches at my school - lots of extra help and advice!

your turn

Don't say never, that's seriously depressing... and not true for anyone.

Now for me. I aced all of my mid-terms and snatched the #1 spot in my class. I'm near beside myself. :D

because of all the stupid and hilarious things they do?

i find all of my friends hilarious but just a few deserve their own film crew.. one in particular. It would be a serious hit. :P

Pick one for yourself or choose one someone has given to you... :)

apparently mine is "sexy and I know it" by LMFAO. I have literally had friends play it walking by my dorm.. and then when it came on at a party everyone was like "aaron it's your song!". Makes me think everyone thinks I'm a conceited ****... haha but whatever.. I'm sexy and I know it.

Her mother and I had her when we were only fifteen so we put her up for adoption. The only way we would do this is with an open adoption... which the parents eventually agreed upon. Well now I really want to see her. I have not seen her since she was born early in the summer. I get pictures and letters but I am just really desperate to hold her. How do I go about seeing her? My ex mostly sorted everything out so I don't know how it all works that much...

I hit it like two hours ago and I hit it extremely hard but it didn't even hurt. I feel like that's how hard I hit it... I heard it really loud and I couldn't breathe for a few moments and I felt really weird. Well I feel ok now but my pupils are huge.... what should I do? It is maybe just nothing? I asked earlier and people said go get it checked out but I felt fine... now I'm kinda freaked though because of my pupils..

I hit it like two hours ago and I hit it extremely hard but it didn't even hurt. I feel like that's how hard I hit it... I heard it really loud and I couldn't breathe for a few moments and I felt really weird. Well I feel ok now but my pupils are huge.... what should I do? It is maybe just nothing? I asked earlier and people said go get it checked out but I felt fine... now I'm kinda freaked though because of my pupils..

Slightly freaked out... it was so hard that I couldn't breathe for a moment and I still feel kinda sick... o.o

should I just chill and see what happens? Clearly im not seriously injured since I'm doing this right now.. or concussed because the light of the screen doesn't bother me.. but things are kinda blurry and i feel light and airy...

uh oh?

The topic is "what is a ruin?" we are supposed to take the philosophical approach and define it ourselves.... but for 8 pages.. HOW? :(