Madison

I'm in high school, and I feel like nothing. I used to have huge goals and dreams, but now that's gone. I don't care or want anything anymore. I hate my friends, they don't really know me, I hate all of my hobbies, and I have no one. I'm sad all the time. It's not depression though, it's just. I can't even explain it. I just don't CARE. I feel like I wasting my time with everything that I do. I really wanted to be an actress and I had such a passion for it, but now I feel like its so unattainable and I would rather kill myself than go to college. There's nothing for me there. I thought I had everything all figured out, but I now see that I have nothing. I'm Christian, but lately I'm just doubting all of it. I can't even say that I believe in god. My life has been crap and I've never had a good living situation, but I feel like now I'm feeling crashing. My friends are annoying as f, my parents aren't good, and I'm just going trough the motions. I don't even know why I get up in the morning. Everything for me has fallen through and I don't know what to do about it. I feel dead and empty inside and I need someone to tell me what to do. I will not go to a therapist. What would they even do?? I don't need someone to listen. I need to take action and save myself. Someone please tell me what to do?

Which season do you like Sam the best in? I miss season 1 Sammy!

I personally think it's fine and mediocre; nothing special, but I'm not really a hip hop efficianado or anything. What do you think?

Have you ever been just so down, depressed and desperate, and you didn't know what to do and your life wasn't good and nothing was going right. Have you ever just thought to yourself that you just wish you were happy?

I need to know pretty fast

My cousin says things like I ain't know nothin and really super slang, which I know others do, but he also enunciates the g's in words like singing and drinking . He also says things like I seen and we seen instead of saw. And he says car like coer! Door like doer! It soungd really weird and I just want to know!

I've heard that if you name your baby something that is generally maybe a snobby sounding name or even a super nice and friendly name, that they subconsciously grow up into that mold that's already set for them in a way. Sorry for that metaphor but you get the point 😂

Out of these relationships, are you and your partner best friends and together, soulmates, or an "opposites attract" couple?

I was running through this cemetery thing in my grandmas neighborhood and I know it sounds creepy but it connects to this horse stable so it's actually kind of pleasant and I usually run there. Sometimes cars pass by every now and then, obviously to visit their loved ones that had passed away. But this time, there was this red van that pulled in and I didn't think anything of it. But all the sudden the van started slowly following me and I didn't think anything of that at first either but then every turn I made the van made too and I turned into this really narrow trail and the van stopped and tried to determine where I was going and turned around and proceeded to follow me and I freaked out and started running so fast I was going to have a heart attack!!! I ran straight home!! The guy in the van was a bit seedy looking but I know yay appearance didn't mean anything!!! So was I freaking out over nothing or was I right to go crazy and run away?

For a girl, first and middle: Ella Nicole

For a boy, first and middle: Nathan Marshall

Accent?? Expressions or saying?? Anything in general??

Someone said that I am spoiled and I don't even know what to say to that. I am in no way, shape or form anywhere near spoiled. She said that I am spoiled because every TWO WEEKS, I go out to eat with my family and get Starbucks in the morning. I never get Starbucks any other time accept in the morning every two weeks and the same goes for eating out. My family is always in a right position money wise and we never have a lot of money. In fact we have gone without necessities more than once. It's not abnormal for our cable and even electricity to be turned off. Same with our water. I am only 15 right now and I have moved 12 times. Now that doesn't sound that bad, but to different states. At the most inconvenient times possible. And not because we wanted to move either!!!! I have gone through and watched my family get FORECLOSED on 5 times!! And I've had to live at my grandmas house for a whole month, who by the way, lives 18 hours away! And currently right now, my family was given only 3 days to pack up literally all of our belongings and get out of the house. I'm only a kid!!!! I have no control over the money my mom and dad make!!! It's not my fault!!! And I've lost friends countless times and it's not fair to me at all! I am currently at my grandmas with only a few bags of clothes because the landlady at our house locked the doors on us and I have nothing! We don't even have a house yet! So I am not going to sit here and listen to someone tell me I am spoiled because of that

I read somewhere that Jensen Ackles and Jared Padalecki were jumped or something by 8 guys? I've read different versions but they have no sources or anything! Is there an interview that I can watch where jared or jensen clears this up? There's obviously somewhere where they got their info. And also jared broke his hand then?

So I'm at the season 7 finale of Supernatural now on Netflix. I have been watching the show for about three months now, and I know I'm a newbie to the fandom, but I am hands down obsessed! No one will ever understand how every second of everyday for me is filled with thoughts of Dean and Sammy! I've watched a majority of the shows twice already and I'm so nostalgic for the earlier seasons!! I can watch it all I want, I know that, but it's not the same and hopefully you cult fans out there get me haha! They don't have season 9 on Netflix yet, so I only have one season to go! It makes me scared to think that Supernatural will end someday or that I will run out if new episodes to watch! I'm trying to pace myself and watch like one new one a day but I love it too much to do that!! Being a dedicated Dean girl is my life and I don't like the thought of it ever ending! How is my life going to continue? And the actual question, what can I do to stop feeling actually sad and reminiscent about all of this? How can I convince myself I shouldn't be do invested because it's a show and all shows end? Supernatural fans, come to my rescue!!! 😭

Just wondering?