Chandra

Being not dead has been growing progressively less and less interesting. It feels as though all life is is eating and sleeping. I've been struggling to find a reason not to just skip the boring parts and go straight to dying. I guess Im looking for somthing to kill myself orsomething to kill the time until time does it for me.

Please no religious or spiritual crap.

I was wondering if it is possible to create an object capable of holding infinitely large amounts of energy without becoming physically frail. Perhaps a pendant or etched clay. Basically a well of energy that I could fill and drain at will.

I have tried this with hematite, however it became very frail as i pumped it full of negative energies, and eventually it broke in three, and hematite is a strong substance. Before i try it with something else i would like to know if anyone has input on the matter.

I would also rather not summon or conjure anything.

I was wondering if it is possible to create an object capable of holding infinitely large amounts of energy without becoming physically frail. Perhaps a pendant or etched clay. Basically a well of energy that I could fill and drain at will.

I have tried this with hematite, however it became very frail as i pumped it full of negative energies, and eventually it broke in three. Before i try it with something else i would like to know if anyone has input on the matter.

I would also rather not summon or conjure anything.

How can Rarity make clothing if nobody wears clothing in ponyville?

i have read a little bit about Wicca through many sources, but nothing actually tells me what Wicca is at its Core. Just the little details that i dont need to know at this point. can somebody please point me in the right direction?

I am looking for a PS3 Surround sound headset. I dont have a ton of money, but im not against saving up. There are 3 things im looking for. First priority is Durability. If it breaks in a month, its going out the window. My second priority is Quality. i dont want to buy a pair of indestructable headphones if they sound like a dying cow. The last thing i need is a good price. I dont want to spend 300 dollars on a headset. The price is the main factor in weather or not i get it, but the reason im putting it as last priority, is because you buy crap, you get crap. i dont mind bending my price range if im getting my moneys worth, so please, i need recomendations.

There is a girl that likes me, but she doesnt know I'm gay. How can I tell her withoutbreaking her Heart?

i love anime, but i cant seem to find many that i havnt already seen. ive watched all the leading shonens like bleach, death note, naruto, ect..., and i wathch alot of shojo for the romance. anything you would recomend?

Im gay, but whenever i tell sum1 that im gay they freak out alot and like say they never would of geussed. Im not trying to be a drag queen, i just want to know how i can seem gay without having to say it aloud.

im 14, and ive had a few gf's before, nothing serious, but over the past 9 months, ive been kinda looking at guys. like not just looking but starring at them. when i realise what im doing i stop. ive gotten hard looking at emo boys, and ive fantasized of how i would please them if i was theirs.. i dont know if theres somthing wrong with me or what. can someone please help?

i like anime, but ive run out of good things to watch. im into action with humor and a little romance. can someone please help?

all the kids at school call me an emo fag, or other things like it, but i dont think im emo, can you help me out? my hair is compleatly light brown/ blondish, and its curly. my backpack is a messenger bag, i listen to sad and depressing music, with alot of screamo influences, i cry and write alot of poetry, i have some pretty self-destructive habbits, i wear cargo shorts most of the time with a white and black t-shirt or somthing graphic, and i sulk around and am depressed most of the time.

im looking for some really sad, mellow songs. generally in the rock category, but most anything but pop and hip hop is ok. songs like:

hurt by Nine Inch Nails (NOT

Darkness by disturbed

back on earth by Ozzy Osbourne

Tears in heaven by Eric Clapton

while my guitar gently weeps by The Jeff Haley Band (I know its a bit harder than the others, but its light compared to what im used to)

In Between by Linkin Park

The Preist and The Matador by Senses Fail

i have trouble in school. i get good test grades, but i cant focus on homework. can anyone please help.