jackson

My story is a little bit funny and wierd but its true.

I loved this girl. she is a family friend. and to make to worse she is overseas. So i havnt met her in like Years.

But daily chatting and skyping we fell in love and i asked her out.

I was well know among her friends and she was well know among mine.

We had a lot of dreams together about marriage kids and all that.

so the love only through phone was ver strong. it went on like that for 1 and half yrs.

Slowly I lost interest. because not having her in front of me with me to kiss her and hug her made me feel dry. and after liek 3-4 months of feeling like this

I DUMPED HER...

She was really hurt, very hurt and it did torment her a lot and she did bad in uni and her general life there.

no after an year of dumping her I miss her.

I feel like I want her back.. - i didnt go out with anyone during that time period and didnt even try. becase inside i liked her but didnt have too much time for her.

and now i want her back. I tried apologising but it doesnt work.

I am guilty for breaking her heart. but inside I do love her still a lot. - but again I am scared of how to keep her all the time with me and make this into a stable relationship.

What do I do..

She has seemed to have lost interest in me. - she is not seeing anyone though.

Do I go back and try to win her back.

or move on and find someone else..

I saw this dream, that I was i my house with my friend.

then we heard praises to Jesus happening outside my house. First My friend went to check it out, and 2 mins later i went out.

I saw the stars become Angels and Jesus above all of them. the Angels were praising him. and then I also stood there and praised him. After a while he left and the angels followed him.

then Satan came with his evil angels following Jesus. I was praising Jesus when satan came. i looked at him and said Fcuk you Satan.

he diverted his attention at me and started coming towards me

and Then I just woke up but still praising Jesus.

What does this Dream mean. - Does god want to tell me somthing.

I always tell Jesus that I love him and constantly all the time pray to him. I also tell him "Jesus I do not have the faith yet that Job had". Which I wish I did so God please don't test me like you tested Job's faith. I am a sinner of little faith. - but still I believe a lot in Jesus and my Father in heaven.

If any Priest sees this - pls remember me in your prayers and let me know what does God want to tell me.

May The Good Lord and his Son Jesus Christ

send his showers of blessing upon all of you

AMEN!

i am an Indian, and 20 yrs old.

pursuing Mechanical engineering 3rd year in Dubai.

Lived all my life in the Gulf, cause my parents work here.

i want to know what can i do to Join the US army

i dont have a Green card

and till yet never been to the US, though to live in the US is my dream.

if it means serving the country then living in its soil.

i am Ready.

pls do tell me what are the formalities!

Regards

Jackson Jose

Hi,

My name is Jackson Jose,

and currently an Indian passport holder.

I was born in India but lived all my life in the Gulf, - (Saudi Arabia and UAE)

If things like religion matters - i am a Roman catholic

And to top it up i am turning 20 soon

Currently am Pursuing Mechanical engineering in Dubai.

Now my question is actually gather a bit of knowledge on what should i do

and how can i, and what are the chances of me as an individual and my family to migrate to the US.

my closest relative there is my Mothers Brother and his family, and they are American Passport holders.'

And then loads of my Second cousins also there!

i read through you site and have some genereal info

about my chances but it would be helpful, if you can tell me one on one!

It would be a Great Favour

Sincerely

Jackson Jose