Matthew Ramsey

im looking for a good cell phone company that would be cheep, i have to pay for it my self. and i get payed around 150 every two weeks.

so the first part of my year has not bean so good. i am i high school and i dont know what to do about my grades. i cant say i gave it my all, but i gave a lot. i feel like i am going way slower than what i should be going. every one in my french class is passing me up. my math class i have no idea what im doing and i get lost a lot. classes what im would be really good at its like this year idk is way to hard. my parents are threatening to put me in the "special ed" classes. seance i am dyslexic. but it seams like that if they do so then i will be ridiculed the rest of my life by my family seance my to older sister where honor students. its getting to the point i cant take it anymore. PLEASE i need some help.

so today my friend showed me this note at school that he found in out french class. he told me to read it and then look at the bottom to see who wrote it. so the note was 2/3 of a notebook page and was really creepy like so close to being a stoker. and when i found out who wrote i was just beside my self because the same person who wrote it called some not so nice names before so i have no liking to this person so i toke the note and walked over to the table she was sitting at and threw the note on the table and said i was ******* creepy and she cried. then came over to me and asked who i showed i said no one witch was not a lie. but my friend showed every one. then i said i was sorry that i read it and said what i did. because i felt bad after. (i don't like making people cry)

am i wrong for doing what i did?

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So i am a premium player on PSN and i downloaded the new patch and when i got in to the menu of the game i didnt get a notice saying i can download it, like it did before for close quarters. so i went to the store and the download link for it is not there. but i know it comes out today for PSN. Because it says so in the premium menu. please help.

so the dream started out with me and my friends are at school. then half way threw the day there was a nuclear blast but we could see a the mushroom cloud in the distance. and every one went in to panic mode. so me and my friends run out the back doors of the school and started running to the Dick's store that was connected to biglots about 1/2 mile away. about ten feet from the door there was a truck with 2 guns in it. so me and some other guy that was with me and my friends took the guns and ammo from the truck. i had a F2000 and he took the M4. about half way there the guy with the M4 left our group to go help his grandparents.

when we reached the stores we broke the glass to to biglost and a yellowish gas came out and about ten bodies fell out of the hole in the window. so we went to dick's. and found a dead emply with a note that said " im sorry i toke every thing" but every thing in the store was still there. so e loaded up and found a jeep in parking lot. but before we left there was a girl cring about my age saying she was scared. and i promised her that i would never let any one hurt her. and we left we drove fast and we ended up in the desert of Arizona (i live in PA) and then the jeep crashed and the only people that lived where me and the girl. then again in the back round there was another blast.

so started to run on foot me with the F2000 and then we saw some on coming to us and i shot him. then i looked over at her and kissed her and said im sorry. and about two seconds later bomb landed i mile from where weir and the blast killed both of us.

please help me understand what this could mean. i am someone that beleaves that dream might mean something,

Okay, so today at school i got in a argument with this kid who thinks he is all ways right. so me and this kid get in to these a lot. so he says that he is this huge atheist. so today he said that he believes in the antichrist. now when he said this in our argument, now seance he all ways tries to make fun of people the beleave in God. I pointed out that to beleave in a the antichrist that would mean that he would have to beleave in the first Christ and thus for God. now he got really angry about that when i said it and the pushed me. so my reflex is when people push me it to just shove them back. so i did and i walked away then he ran out of the room and yelled at me "your a dick and that why you have no friends!" ( i was really pissed that he had the nerve to touch me) and the next class it was noticeable that i was pissed and so was he. now half the class asked me what was wrong trying to help me calm down. and not one person asked him what was wrong. so i looked over at him and said " hey peace of ****, who does not have friends now?"

now me saying that does it make me a bad person?

it feels like my life is falling apart. it feels like i can do anything to help what going on. for the last past year i have bean so stressed about school, I was an "A" student and now i am failing just about every class. I constantly finding my self spacing out and not knowing whats going. I have bean getting in fights with people i don't know and fights with people i care about. every dream i have ever had about me doing something with my life is gone. i don't think i can get out of the hole i put my self in to. my parents don't know what to do with me or don't understand whats going on in my life. they don't understand whats it's like. i have tried to explain but can never find the right words and every time we start to talk about one of my sisters come in and they forget i was there. i have had so many thoughts about running away or killing my self. i think i i were to do so they would not care or would forget about me in week or two. i have asked to if i could get help but they think im doing it for pity and that nothing is wrong. and they wonder why i resent them and how far i have become from who i was. i just need help in any way possible.

i love books like this and i was wondering if anyone knows of any books like them. some books i have read.

the eagle of the ninth

the silver branch

the lantern bearers

the lighting thief

the sea of monster

the titans cures

the battle of the labyrinth

the last Olympian

the lost hero

the son of Neptune

and all of the harry potter books.

(Ps. nothing with vampires)

if so when?

i have seen videos of the "chupacabra" and pics but i was just wondering if there is any other evidences of the "chupacabra". i know that most people beleave that the animals are just dogs and coyotes with mange. but how are there so many animals out there with the same size and body stretcher and they all happen to catch mange?

Okay so for like the last week me and my friends have bean fighting about if "Aliens" made the pyramids. Me personally I don't really beleave that Aliens exist. but i am open to the idea of other life out there in space. i just don't see his points.

His points-

the show ancient aliens

a wooden bird that looks like a plain

how many rocks they had to move.

the cuts of the rocks.

important technology they lost over the years.

My points-

if the technology was so important how could they loose it.

the man power they had

the tools they had

they had nothing better to do

if aliens made them what was the point and why didn't they come back

i just don't think that "aliens" made the pyramids. but that's just me. what do you think.

right now i don't see the point of it.

Why do you guys all ways have to act like your right. i mean let people beleave in what they want. stop acting like you know whats right for the world. chances are your wrong and in another hundred years there is going to be some religion that will take the place of yours and your stores are just going to turn in to myths! now lets just leave it at that!

okay i know a tine of teachers are going to read my question and say its not the teachers fault and that im just being a prick. but just hear me out.

so my normal french teacher is on leave because she was having twins. me and the old teacher got along and never had any problems. so now the sub that is in her place treats me like ****. like right after the old teacher left she put me in the way back of the room and when i asked why she sat me back there she said that i was talking to much. but i don't talk to the people that where around me because i was not to found of them.

so for the last couple of months this has bean going on and i have told my parents about it and they said that i was most likely the problem. today in class the teacher asked me a question and i didn't know the answerer so i guessed the best i could. ( by the way i am dyslexic and i have trouble reading English some times let alone french) so she sat there up in front of the class and called me out for the five minutes and made me feel really stupid and i got really pissed. but i didnt say any thing and two minutes latter i asked my friend for his eraser and she heard me ask him for it and flipped out. and i quote "WHY ARE YOU TALKING TO HIM? YOU SHOULD BE FIXING YOUR MISTAKE!" so the rest of the class i didnt talk and she would keep looking over at me like she was waiting for me to talk.

please help what should i do? i dont want to go the rest of the year being yelled at.

Okay my point is, that most of the people in the world beleave in a "god". but there really is not proof of such "god". i was raised as a roman catholic but know that i look back on it i wasted so much time trying to be some one good in the eyes of "god". but there is a huge problem with all religions. where did your "god" come from? what made him? the way i see it know is that i spent so much time blaming and praying to this "god" that is not real. i know live a life of fun and not caring what people or "god" think of me. i just ask you this. why do you spend so much time wasting your life worshiping a book or a figure on a stage?

So my school is having a Christmas dance in two weeks. so this girl that i hardly talk, wanted to go with me. so she gets my one friend to ask me out for her. so he does and i said no. because i hate when people do that and i just don't like the girl that asked me and i was going to do something of the day of the dance anyways. so then two days latter i was talking with my friend that really wanted to go to the dance and didn't have any one to go with so i said that i would go with her. and now me and my friend are going and i kind of like her too. but know half my grade is pissed at me and saying **** behind my back and it's pissing me off to no end. there was a poll going around asking if i was a terrible person! and then the people that started a rumor so i would get in truble and wont be able to go.

now the only question i have it that. did i do any thing wrong? because i don't think i did.

Okay so i really like this girl and well me and my friend where talking and he would not get off my *** about not asking her out yet. i didn't want to ask her out till i got to know her better and well i sent a text that said " hey listen i kinda like you and well i want to know of u feel the same way or not." bc i don't want to go after her if she does not like me. and well this was yesterday around 10pm amd well she still never replied yet.